Following Lin Jiayi's words, what appeared on the computer screen was a picture she slowly sketched with a pencil on a white paper.

"After that first love left me, I lived in his shadow for eleven years and could not come out until he reappeared in my world. At that time, I may not have understood many things, but after I slowly calmed down and looked back on the past, I realized that God was also attached to me. ”

"If God hadn't sent him to me again, maybe today, the day I thought he was dying, I would still be sad, I would still be drunk, and I would have painfully thought about the beautiful pictures of our past over and over again."

"In fact, after the reunion, I have been in him, I can't find the feeling I wanted back then, I think for so long, I may have really loved him at the beginning, but later on, I may only love the story of me and him, because regretful things can always be remembered."

"The sun here is very bright today, when I take photos in the sun, I suddenly want to go back to China, I want to go back to Beijing, where there is all kinds of haze in winter, I want to eat xiaolongbao in Nancheng, Cantonese cuisine in Xicheng, crayfish in Dongcheng, boiled fish in Beijing, I think about it seriously, but in the end, I find that I may want to see someone."

"Today's weather was not very good, it was a gloomy day, and it snowed heavily in the afternoon...... However, when it snows heavily, it is always beautiful, but it is also very cold, and when I was holding the hot water to drink, I suddenly missed the heating in Beijing, and I once again wanted to buy a return ticket back to Beijing immediately. ”

"I'm flying to the United States today, and I'm already at the airport...... Tomorrow is Christmas Eve, and I have a friend for the holidays. ”

"Look, the United States on Christmas Eve, isn't it very lively, just like our Spring Festival, I decorated a Christmas tree with my friends, isn't it beautiful? When I put a wishing note on the Christmas tree tonight, the three words I put down my pen were the name of the person I wanted to see, and at that moment I suddenly seemed to be sure of something, I always thought that I was moved, but I found out that it was not, I thought I might be because of the failure of a relationship, seeking comfort from another person, but I found out in the end that it was not, I seriously looked through my heart and then through my heart, I found that maybe the person I wanted to see was very important to me a long time ago, Maybe the story of me and my first love, it's not him who has changed, I'm also changing, I can't find the feeling I once wanted in him, maybe he can give me the romance I wanted when I was young, but I'm thirty years old, I want stability, I want warmth, I want warmth, I want comfort, this is what that first love can't give me. ”

"Christmas Eve has passed, today is Christmas, and in the first second of Christmas, I can't wait to end this journey again, and I want to go back to Beijing, because I miss him."

The video came to an abrupt end, and a line of hand-typed Song characters appeared on the screen: Navigator, Merry Christmas.

Xia Shangzhou stared at the computer screen, Lin Jiayi stood in front of the hotel floor-to-ceiling window, looked at it for a long time, and his fingertips couldn't help but reach out and gently touch her face on the screen, touching it, the corners of his lips rose slightly: "MerryChristmas, Jiayi." ”