Chapter 19: Palace Change (4)
In fact, she would rather he be an ordinary person, he is not the king of Loulan, and she is not the queen of Loulan, they are an ordinary couple living an ordinary and happy life, but she understands that this simple and complex wish can never be realized.
With her head on his chest, Yisha murmured, "Then next, who are you going to send to Cangshan?" β
A hint of hesitation flashed on King Loulan's resolute and cold face, considering whether he should tell her or not.
After a moment of silence, he replied in a deep voice: "The veteran died in battle, the major general is young, and no one is qualified for this position at the moment." After thinking about it again, Gu has decided to take command and personally go to Cangshan to recover the soldiers and horses. During the days when he left the palace, the national teacher was temporarily the prison of the country, even he could not be fully trusted, in my heart, you are the person who believes in the lonely, so there is something to be kept by you. β
After speaking, a slightly cool thing was put in her palm.
Before he could recover from his shocked decision, Yisha lowered her head, and when she saw the jade seal in her hand, she was so shocked that she withdrew her hand and hurriedly returned it to him.
"Nope! I can't! β
Her heart was broken, and if she had been worried about hearing the minister's deliberations, now his decision had brought her only deep fear.
"Imperial Court ......... There are so many ministers, I believe there is always a suitable candidate, why do you have to go to danger? I can't protect it, you're not there, I'm ......... I can't sleep well, how can I wait for you to come back with peace of mind? β
As the king of a country, how could he leave the court and leave her to go to a dangerous place? He knew that Cangshan was in danger, and the enemy might have laid a net to start just waiting for him to leave the palace.........
She didn't dare ......... Don't dare to imagine the consequences!
"What if......... You insist on it, I think......... Follow your side, no matter how many obstacles lie ahead, at least ........."
At least they are together, even if they die, die with him, and she dies without regrets, it is better than asking her to be alone and fearful.
"This trip is full of dangers, you should not accompany you, be obedient, you stay in the palace well, there are imperial guards to protect you, and you can leave with peace of mind."
He has always put her life safety first, and now Loulan is embattled, not only to defend against strong foreign enemies, but also to guard against unknown enemies, Cangshan is full of dangers, and the palace has the Royal Forest Army to protect her, at least it is safer than following him.
"But ........."
She refused, she wanted to be by his side, she didn't want to stay in the palace and live in fear, for fear that one day she would wake up and get bad news that she couldn't accept.
He has three longs and two shorts, so how will she live in the future?
"Don't worry, wait for Gu to recover the soldiers and horses, and return to the dynasty in triumph immediately."
Why wouldn't he want to be separated from her? However, the current situation is grim, if he takes her with him, he can't completely protect her, he is not at ease, and staying in the palace is the most suitable arrangement at present.
It's to blame him, knowing that she has lost her relatives and is insecure, on the day she got married, she swore to take care of her in this life, protect her, and never leave her, but now he wants to break his oath and leave her alone to worry about herself.
"I......... I'm fine......... You don't have to think about me. β
For state affairs, he was already busy, and Yisha didn't want to make any more trouble for him, so he had to reluctantly agree.
"Okay, I promise you, I'll stay......... I'm waiting for you, you're ......... Don't frown........."
His frown looked so serious, and Isa reached out to smooth his frowning brow.
The jade hand stayed on the resolute and handsome face, stroking it for a long time and reluctant to let go, a pair of turquoise eyes stared at him directly, full of lovesickness.
She wanted to take a good look at him before he left, and engraved him deeply in her mind, never forgetting.
She is still so stupid, she loves him with all her heart, so how can he not love him more and more?
King Loulan sighed lightly, and his fingertips lightly touched her smooth forehead, revealing infinite pampering: "Fool." β
The gentle tone was diametrically opposed to the usual serious appearance, but it didn't seem strange, as if it had been said countless times.
Before he met her, he was full of social affairs, power struggles, the first emperor had many heirs, all of them were not good at stubble, he learned the cruel reality of the royal family since he was a child, and he tried his best to climb up and stand out from many princes.
For the sake of power, he will do whatever it takes, for the throne, he kills his siblings, saying that he is cold-blooded and cruel, he doesn't care, he has only one goal in life, to ascend to the throne to avenge his mother's concubine.
He once despised the love between men and women, but by mistake, God was a matchmaker, and they were destined to meet, and he knew that he was also in love.
He is the king of Loulan, and since then he has a weakness.
But he was willing to do it.
"Your trip is dangerous, remember to come back safely, the clothes are too late to prepare in advance, these plain clothes were sewn by me a few days ago, you remember to bring them."
Yisha took out a few men's clothes that had been neatly folded in the closet, and took out the armor that had been stored for a long time.
This armor was worn by him during the battle of the Nine Kings, it is said that his mother spent several months sewing it by hand, he cherished it very much, he thought that he would not have to go into battle to kill the enemy after ascending the throne, but he did not think that it would take more than half a year, and he would have to hold the sword again, and his hands were stained with blood.
Before he ascended to the throne, he fought in the north and south for many years, and made great achievements, and the enemy was terrified when they heard his name.
He is ambitious, not only wants to be the king of Loulan, but also wants to dominate the world, be worshiped by hundreds of officials, and be admired by all the people.
He is an arrogant and unruly man, even if the soldiers are in the city, even if they are embattled, even if they are bare-handed, they can crush one enemy after another, crush the bones and scatter ashes!
In fact, her dream is very simple, she does not pursue fame and fortune, she only wants to stay with her beloved until she grows old and live her life in peace, but their ideas are just the opposite.
She loved this man, no matter how ambitious he was, and since he sought power, she was willing to give up her dreams to live in a luxurious palace, and as long as he was there, this was her home.
In fact, deep down in her heart, she still wanted to keep him and begged him not to go out of the palace to take risks, but she knew that he would definitely fight this battle!
Believe in him, and at the same time, can't persuade him.
"I'll wait for you."
Come back safely.
Buried his head in the man's broad chest, and a line of tears slipped silently from the corners of Issa's eyes.........
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There are many temples in Loulan, there are five or six in the capital alone, the largest of which is Samye Monastery, which has been built for hundreds of years, and was enlarged and renovated after King Loulan ascended the throne.
There are countless people who come to the temple every day to offer incense, the temple is bustling up and down, there are crowds of people, one by one burns incense and worships the Buddha, chanting the scriptures and meditating.
There are lonely people who come to ask for a good marriage, there are loving couples who come to kneel and beg for heirs, and there are wicked people who come to confess before the Buddha.