"Xiao Zhang, has your instinct ever materialized?"

Lu Ban asked, I sighed, looked at him, embodiment, this word, I have heard it many times, the embodiment of ghosts, I have also seen it, the first time, it was in the unit building, I saw the ghost of Wei Lao, a strong green figure behind him.

"Probably not."

I muttered a retort.

"Mr. Luban, why do you ask that?"

"Bing APP, in the forest of desire, when collecting data, once, there was a place, it was blank, and the date, nearly a month, and when you reappeared, Bing APP felt a strange situation, this is deliberate, I think, it is Xiao Zhang, your instinct, has been embodied."

I remembered that on the edge of the lake of desire, I had almost been crushed for a time, that huge desire was ten thousand times that of the forest of desire, and behind me, a black strong humanoid demon appeared.

I told Lu Ban about these things, and he nodded.

"Xiao Zhang, that is the embodiment of the ghost, in an instant, you will get rid of your desire, your instinct, although awakened, but you can't control it at all."

Lu Ban said, took out a piece of paper, and a pen, and began to record it, and asked.

"The study of instinct is also a subject for me, Xiao Zhang, I hope you can help, tell me, what kind of feelings you felt at that time, inside."

I looked at my neck, it was empty, the purple pendant, I handed it to Ouyang Wei, and then I said, at that time, what was everything I had, my state of mind.

As soon as I talked about Lan Ruoxi, I felt that sorrow came from my heart, and my heart was like a knife, and Lu Ban seemed to see something, and kept sighing.

"Okay, Xiao Zhang, it's okay, I've wronged you."

I shook my head, and then smiled, I will one day, I have to face all this thoroughly, in my heart, it is already a rainy day, there is no sunshine, it is very dark, it is cold.

"Okay, Xiao Zhang, now, let me tell you why your instinct appears, it's not just the coexistence of humans and ghosts."

I nodded, looking at Lu Ban with a look of deafness.

"As I said before, you are a collection of contradictions, and a person, if he contradicts himself, with a Mao on one side and a shield on the other, here may be a reference to your past, I hope you can contain it."

"Let's say, Mr. Luban, the past, no matter how uncomfortable I am, even if this wound can't be healed, I still need to move forward."

Lu Ban began to speak, he began to give simple examples, for example, a person, to walk normally, must be the left foot and the right foot, or the right foot and the left foot, walk like this, and if, both feet, have their own consciousness, one wants to walk, and the other does not walk.

"What do you think, Xiao Zhang, will happen in this way?"

"You can't walk, you can even fall."

"Yes, this is a contradiction, next, I want to ask something, something involving your privacy, it may be presumptuous, but I hope you can answer it, after all, no matter how I infer it, at least, it must be based on facts, science, to be established."

I sighed, and Lu Ban began to ask.

"When you and your girlfriend, Wu Xiaoli, were dating, the first night, that's it."

I sighed, then nodded awkwardly, and Lu Ban smiled.

"I'm afraid that at that time, you thought that you were going to get married again, but that night, you did something against your will, obviously you are a self-controlled, very strong person, but you did that thing, so this is a contradiction."

I smiled awkwardly, looking back, that night, it was really embarrassing, I sent Wu Xiaoli back, there was no one at her house, so I went up to do it for a while, and when I was about to leave, Wu Xiaoli went to take a bath, I was just going to leave, but later, I stayed.

"Okay, then later, you obviously could get your cousin's help, but you decisively refused, which also led to the breakdown between you and Wu Xiaoli, did you really want to refuse from the bottom of your heart at that time?"

I shook my head.

"No, Mr. Luban, in my heart, I am very urgent, I hope to have money, let my cousin help me, it has been negotiated, my cousin will pay, I will partner with him, he will get me a prosperous real estate and let me run it, but on the same day, I decisively refused."

"This is also a contradiction, which is what I just said, the second point of the paradox, thank you, Xiao Zhang, for answering my question sincerely."

Lu Ban continued to write for a while and recorded it, but I found that what he wrote was like a painting, and the strokes were very simple and completely incomprehensible.

"Oh, this is a special text created by myself, the meaning of which is only known to me, after all, these achievements are not a good thing for those who do good deeds, so when I was still alive, I recorded these things, and only when I found the disciples with the right temperament will I tell them the meaning of this text, and in later generations, what I compiled, the Wood Sutra, was written by my disciples, but only he can understand it."

I sighed, and then Lu Ban said, he had seen the soul of his disciple, because he did not find the heir of the right temperament, and at that time, during the war, others even forced him to tell Lu Ban's secret, so he committed suicide, so as not to let Lu Ban's achievements fall into the hands of bad people.

I seem to understand Lu Ban's original intention, he is a good person.

In later generations, the compilation and crystallization of Lu Ban are just a rarity, and many of the things designed by Lu Ban are related to the war, agriculture and construction, basically, have been made public.

"The last question, you noticed it a long time ago, the unusual relationship between Wu Xiaoli and Li Nan."

I was silent for a moment, then nodded.

"Even before you saw the evidence, you have already deduced that the two of them had an affair, and moreover, they also found evidence."

I nodded again.

"But what you're deducing comes from your own feelings, right, it's illogical, the so-called, the sixth sense, isn't it?"

I sighed and nodded again, before, I did vaguely feel that Wu Xiaoli and Li Nan, perhaps, had been behind my back and what they were doing, but I completely regarded it as if it had not happened, and the evidence I found was not logical, just by feeling.

"This is your paradox, your whole being, is a collection of contradictions."

Lu Ban smiled, and then continued.

"God, it's fair to everyone, Xiao Zhang, a mute, can't speak, but his eyes are definitely more developed than ordinary people, and a blind man, who can't see things, his ears are definitely more developed than ordinary people, which is why blind and dumb poison, this kind of word, will be born."

I snorted.

"Mr. Luban, what does this have to do with my instincts?"

"The relationship lies in the fact that you yourself are an extremely strong collection of contradictions, as a human being, but you have the power of ghosts, and I'm afraid, in the early years, the part of people and ghosts did not get along harmoniously, and it was not harmonious, so your instinct must be to make up for your own defects, so that your body and consciousness will collapse, and what you produce is like the nerves in your body, connecting your hands and feet, if there are no nerves, you are paralyzed, even if you have hands and feet, you can't use it, the same reason!"

I widened my eyes and looked at Lu Ban, what he said, word by word, completely solved all my doubts.

Then Lu Ban pointed to my corpse and said.

"Xiao Zhang, so, after you die, your corpse still has your will, I'm afraid it was influenced by your instincts, so you can carry the weapon I put on, Lan Jiuqing once helped me experiment, so this is all the same comparison, the result is, after all, he is a high-level zombie, much stronger than your corpse."

Lu Ban said, before, in order to be able to equip me with a weapon without harming my body, Lan Jiuqing was the first subject of the experiment, and Lu Ban loaded the weapon and other things onto Lan Jiuqing's body.

However, it happened, the rejection reaction, as if it were the poles of a magnet, Lan Jiuqing's body was extremely damaged.

I swallowed and looked at Luban.

"At that time, after Lan Jiuqing installed the weapon, there began to be problems in his body, the corpse jade in his body, the power of the zombie, began to leak and deplete, and Lan Jiuqing's body also had strong reactions such as expansion and explosion, but he insisted that at least he should find out how many parts of the rejection reaction there were, and repeated the experiment until his corpse jade had begun to crumble, Ji Yun'er stopped it."

In my heart, for a moment, I smiled at Lan Jiuqing's resentment, I always felt that he carried out these experiments in order to help my body and better accept Lu Ban's weapons, and I am sincerely grateful to him.

Then, they began to try experiments, and put the weapon on my body, and there was a huge problem at the beginning, my right hand, when I first put on the gloves, was eroded by the yin qi, and almost lost my whole hand.

The experiment was terminated immediately, and Lu Ban and the others also fell into despair, because I was dead, my soul was separated from the body, and I became a demon, just when everyone thought that it would not work, Hua Tuo put forward a proposal, my body is too fragile to bear the Yin steel produced after forging with Yin Iron.

Therefore, Hua Tuo began to improve my body, which lasted for several months, intending to make my body stronger, the strength that can carry this weapon, and as a result, there was a new breakthrough.