Chapter 2009 The heart is empty
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Huang Yize hasn't rested well for a long time, and sometimes there will be phantoms in front of him, and all the phantoms are Yun Bilu.
Every time he had a phantom, he wanted to go over and hug her, really wanted to hug her, even if it was just once.
Huang Yize is an emotionally introverted person, and this time he was a little crazy.
Because he didn't have time to be nice to Yun Bilu, she was gone.
He remembered her wet eyes, remembered her cheerful smile, she was very sensible, never let him worry, never unreasonable, never willful.
The only wayward is in his attachment.
He didn't ignore her goodness, he was just not good at expressing it, some things, he had his own thoughts, but he always ignored her inner feelings.
She is too sensible, and sensible people think that she has always been strong and good.
In fact, now that he calms down and thinks about it, he hates himself and blames himself even more.
The blood on Huang Yize's hand was dripping drops, he didn't feel pain, watching himself bleed, he seemed to feel better.
Huang Yize was actually subconsciously punishing himself.
Standing for a long time, and because he didn't eat well and didn't rest well, Huang Yize staggered and dizzy, he could only support the table with his other hand and sit down slowly.
He turned on the light in front of his desk and rubbed the pictures on it.
There was always a picture of Yun Bilu on his desk, and every time he was tired, he would always glance at it, and there was her brightest smile on it, which seemed to dissipate all the depression and unhappiness in people's hearts.
Watching it in the past would always make his mood calm and comfortable.
But looking at it now, it can only make his heart like a knife.
Huang Yize's hand carefully rubbed the photo, looked deeply, and after a while, there was an extra drop of water on the photo, and Huang Yize's eyes were blurred.
"Bilu, girl, are you blaming me?"
In the past, he always felt that Bilu was by his side, and he could have a lot of time to take care of her and love her, so during this time, he could be completely busy with his own affairs.
But the world is unpredictable, he never knew that one day, she would leave and disappear.
This feeling of not being able to catch her made him very flustered and his heart empty.
Xie Limo's already cold aura became more and more cold, a dark aura lingered, deep and evil, and his eyes were filled with a mysterious light, like a whirlpool, which could involve anyone.
Because one hand was injured by the glass and there was blood, Xie Limo stained the photo with blood after a while, his eyes changed, he stood up, and began to wipe in a panic, but the more he wiped, the more blurred it became.
Huang Yize felt that his hand had been grabbing his heart, and it was throbbing, "Girl, is it good to come back, you can let you do what you want, it's a big deal, I'll only accompany you." ”
He couldn't live without her, she came to his world like sunshine and illuminated his heart, but one day she suddenly disappeared, taking the sunlight with her, leaving him in the dark, and this feeling was too uncomfortable.
"Girl, you used to chase me, this time it's good for you to change me, come back, okay"
But there was no sound to answer him, Huang Yize rubbed his painful eyebrows, and he didn't know what day it was.
I don't know how long it took, Huang Yize was going to take a look at the next information, but his hands were full of bloodstains, and he could only bandage them simply for the time being.
This information is all the bits and pieces of the Black Dragon Party that Yun Bilu came to, and he is looking at it carefully, every page is very careful and careful.
Because he was too close, he watched very slowly, and he only read part of it so far.
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