Chapter 363: How Can I Forget You
After learning about this in Switzerland, Cheng Yuqiong felt what kind of role she was playing, and it turned out that her existence had always been a problem.
Although he also loves Xie Shenzhang, he has never doubted this matter, but from Xie Shenzhang, Cheng Yuqiong knows how distressed Xie Shenzhang is because of his existence.
But Cheng Yuqiong is also very bitter in her heart, she has always loved Xie Shenzhang bitterly, and Cheng Yuqiong also knows that Xie Shenzhang knows her feelings for him, but Xie Shenzhang has never responded to himself.
It wasn't until he really touched Xie Shenzhang's bottom line that Xie Shenzhang finally broke out, and it turned out that he couldn't get Xie Shenzhang's love.
In other words, in Xie Shenzhang's world, there is nothing to do with her Cheng Yuqiong, she is just self-inflicted.
Not only is it a constraint on himself, but also caused a lot of trouble to Xie Shenzhang, after Switzerland, he finally got rid of the shackles, and suddenly felt a lot more relaxed.
When she saw Xie Shenzhang again, Cheng Yuqiong's state of mind was no longer so worried, and now there was no such person in her heart, and this person had nothing to do with her.
The two of them are just friends now, but seeing Xie Shenzhang's expression, Cheng Yuqiong knows that Xie Shenzhang must be quite embarrassed now, and think about it, for a while ago, he was still stalking Xie Shenzhang.
But he gave up so quickly, Xie Shenzhang didn't know the changes in his state of mind, and only he understood how hard it took him to finally get this man out of his life.
Cheng Yuqiong, who returned to China from Switzerland, suddenly became silent, and Cheng Yuqiong didn't know how she got on the plane and how she returned to her home.
It seemed that everything was like a dream, and he just gave up on Xie Shenzhang, and he didn't know if he was worthy of himself by doing so.
I also love him, why did I let this man out so generously? Is it because of their previous relationship?
Could it be that Xie Shenzhang has not had the slightest affection for himself for so many years? Or is it that I was too timid, so I lost too many opportunities?
Cheng Yuqiong didn't know what she was going to do, but now it was too late to say anything, and now she had completely lost Xie Shenzhang.
From now on, there can be no shadow of Xie Shenzhang in his life, and he can no longer appear in Xie Shenzhang's life.
So what are you going to do in the future? How can I forget this man? Cheng Yuqiong didn't know how she could forget him.
But now the best way is to get drunk, as long as you are drunk, asleep, and drunk to the point where you don't know anything, you should be able to forget about this man.
Cheng Yuqiong came to the wine shelf and brought a bottle of wine, opened it without even looking at it, and then drank it in a big gulp, and then was choked.
"Ahem, Shen Zhang, Shen Zhang, how can I forget you?" Cheng Yuqiong muttered after coughing, and then took another big sip.
In this way, Cheng Yuqiong drank until she didn't know anything, so she sat on the floor of her house and fell asleep, and by the time Cheng Yuqiong got up, it was already dark.
Cheng Yuqiong looked around, she had a terrible headache, but there was still this man in her head, which was not what she wanted.
I must forget him, Cheng Yuqiong once again took down more wine from the wine shelf to numb herself.
Now Cheng Yuqiong doesn't want to think about anything, she just wants to get drunk, she just wants to forget everything, and she doesn't want to think about anything.
Cheng Yuqiong got drunk again as she wished, this time she was drunk faster and more powerfully, and when Cheng Yuqiong got up, she felt that she was sore.
Looking at the time, it was already noon, Cheng Yuqiong stood up, changed her clothes, and then came to the bathroom.
Standing under the sprinkler, Cheng Yuqiong rinsed her body with water, although the water was hot, her heart could not be warmed.
What's wrong with you? Why are you so depressed? Could it be that without this man, he would have lost the whole world?
It seems that yes, if not, why should I be so paralyzed Cheng Yuqiong laughed at herself, laughed at her uselessness, and laughed at her helplessness.
After wiping her body indiscriminately, Cheng Yuqiong changed into pajamas, and then walked out of the bathroom, even her hair was wet, but Cheng Yuqiong didn't care about this.
After picking up a bottle of wine, Cheng Yuqiong sat on the sofa and continued to drink the bitterness in her heart, no matter how she drank this wine, Cheng Yuqiong felt that her heart was still hurting.
Why does my heart hurt so much? Isn't it said that alcohol has a paralyzing effect? Why is my feeling so clear?
Cheng Yuqiong wanted to know, is this fake wine? Why does my heart hurt so much, why is my mind still clear?
No one gave Cheng Yuqiong an answer, Cheng Yuqiong could only ask herself sentence after sentence, but she didn't know the real answer, and the only answer was the wine in her mouth.
Finally Cheng Yuqiong got drunk again, it felt so good, Cheng Yuqiong put down the bottle in her hand with a smirk when she was still a little awake, and then fell asleep.
Day after day, even Cheng Yuqiong didn't know when she would be able to forget Xie Shenzhang, and knew that Cheng Yuqiong's assistant had shown Cheng Yuqiong entertainment news.
It was the news that Xie Shenzhang and Ji Shu were together, after the two returned to China, they were officially together, and Cheng Yuqiong was silent for two days after seeing the news.
No one knows what Cheng Yuqiong is thinking, Cheng Yuqiong's assistant and agent have already broken their mouths, but it doesn't work at all.
Cheng Yuqiong didn't reply at all, just sat dumbfounded, looking at the phone in a daze, and the picture on the phone was always the news that Xie Shenzhang and Ji Shu were together.
But on the third day, Cheng Yuqiong finally moved, put down her mobile phone, took a good shower in the bathroom, called the agent and assistant, and the three of them went out for a meal.
Cheng Yuqiong seemed to be back to the way she was before, and even Cheng Yuqiong's assistant and agent were surprised, is this still the woman who has been in a daze for two days?
It's just two looks, but now it's in such a state that it's also very good, there won't be anything anymore, it's gone to the shadows.,
At least for the time being, as long as nothing else happens, after eating, Cheng Yuqiong returned home, and waited until Cheng Yuqiong's agent and assistant left.
Cheng Yuqiong wanted to call Xie Shenzhang several times to tell Xie Shenzhang that she still couldn't let go, how could she really let go of Xie Shenzhang.
Cheng Yuqiong wanted to ask Xie Shenzhang what he was going to do, but Cheng Yuqiong knew that if this call went out, there would really be no turning back.
After holding back the throbbing in her heart, Cheng Yuqiong turned on the computer, and then followed the information of the temple one by one, and finally found a temple in Mount Emei that could end her problems.
Cheng Yuqiong didn't say hello, she directly bought a ticket to Mount Emei, and then set off, and after coming to the temple, Cheng Yuqiong stayed inside for a week before coming out.
And after coming out, Cheng Yuqiong is like a different person, no longer a decadent and self-defeating person like before, the previous Cheng Yuqiong is gone.
Cheng Yuqiong, who returned to her home again, has already let go of Xie Shenzhang, and has never said a word about Cheng Yuqiong's whereabouts, what she did, and who she met.
But now that Cheng Yuqiong has returned, Cheng Yuqiong's assistant and agent are also relieved, and then Cheng Yuqiong began to take on the scene normally, filming, and life began to get back on track.
And this time at the film festival, Cheng Yuqiong's works were also selected, and it is very likely to win the Best Actress Award again, so Cheng Yuqiong will come to the dressing room to make up.
"What's wrong? Can't talk when you see an old friend? Cheng Yuqiong looked at Xie Shenzhang with a smile and said, but Xie Shenzhang just smiled a little awkwardly and did not speak.
Ji Shu opened his eyes and looked at Cheng Yuqiong, in Cheng Yuqiong's body, Ji Shu didn't feel any hostility, some were just peaceful.
Ji Shu smiled at Cheng Yuqiong, Cheng Yuqiong also smiled back, and the two women immediately understood that now the other party is no longer an enemy, but they can't be friends.
And Xie Shenzhang is very strange, how could Ji Shu be so calm? Wouldn't you feel a little embarrassed? Anyway, I'm very embarrassed, I didn't come so early if I knew it.
Ji Shu closed his eyes again, since he knew that the other party was not his enemy, there was no need to pay too much attention, it was better to wait for himself to finish putting on makeup.
"Okay, I won't tell you more, I still have to put on makeup." Cheng Yuqiong said to Xie Shenzhang, and then left, after all, Cheng Yuqiong has been famous for many years, although the dressing room is also here, but it is much better.
After coming to her dressing table, Cheng Yuqiong began to put on makeup, and Cheng Yuqiong also closed her eyes when she put on makeup, and the makeup artist also began to put makeup on Cheng Yuqiong.
Cheng Yuqiong knew that if she stayed in front of Xie Shenzhang for a while, the peace she had managed to achieve would be broken.
It's better to stay away from him, now this man is someone else's person, and this man has no place in his heart, so it's better not to be amorous.
Xie Shenzhang didn't say a word from beginning to end, just watched silently, Xie Shenzhang didn't know what he should say, as if it was wrong no matter what he said.
It's better to be silent, silence is golden, and it is best to be silent at this time, Xie Shenzhang thought, so the three of them didn't say anything except for Cheng Yuqiong who said a few words.
And whether they were putting on makeup or just came, they all felt the strange aura between Xie Shenzhang, Ji Shu and Cheng Yuqiong.
It seems that there is something wrong with these three people, although everyone doesn't know what it is, but looking at the three of them is weird, and I can't tell what is strange.
But no one said it, after all, the status of the two people in the circle is unshakable, one is the eldest sister in the circle, and the other is the eldest brother in the circle.
Who can mess with it? Who wants to provoke these two people, so everyone just looked at it, and didn't say anything about the three of them.
After Ji Shu put on makeup, Xie Shenzhang came to Ji Shu's side, and now Ji Shu is a lot more beautiful all of a sudden, and he has become completely different.
A little more amazing, it makes people feel a sense of brightness, although he has only put on makeup and has not changed into a dress, but Xie Shenzhang has already felt that Ji Shu's appearance this time will definitely be a highlight.
Although there are many women this time, there are almost no people with Ji Shu's temperament.