Chapter 478: Losing a Beloved (12)

Try to convince the man who has made up his mind.

"I didn't expect to get to where I am today." Da Xian sighed deeply, and said with a serious face: "These words you said to you are the result of my careful consideration, not a whim, just like the question you just asked me, 'I don't want revenge?' Don't want to take back what belongs to me? 'Now I answer you, before the accident with Yisha, I wanted to fight to the death with the king of Loulan every moment, defeat him, and get what I deserved, but I found that many of the views I have been holding on to all these years are wrong. Such as the throne, such as love. I remember that my father said before he died, the winner is the king, whoever wins the war, who has the right to be the king, I lost, the king of Loulan won, he ruled Loulan, it should be ............"

"But that is the king of Loulan used despicable means to deliberately arrange for you to go to a distant city before your father died, so that you would not have time to rush back, so you missed the throne, otherwise you should have been the one who should have ascended the throne! And not him! Gassel interrupted him.

"No, it has nothing to do with Ogumonten." Da Xian shook his head and disagreed with his point of view: "That time out of the city I took the initiative to ask my father for help, my father was seriously ill for several months, no one would have thought that he would die suddenly during that period, the throne was won by Ogu Monten's own efforts, he deserved it, I lost convinced, I just was unwilling to lose to him, I wanted to fight for what I thought belonged to me, now I think about it, in fact, those so-called things that belong to me do not belong to me at all, I have never even owned them, even for a moment." ”

In the past, he felt that Isha liked Ogu Monten, and Ogu Monteng was also single-minded towards Issa, and there was no sign of changing his mind for the time being, until today, he was greatly touched when he saw the two of them standing in each other's perspective and thinking about each other.

In an instant, he suddenly understood why Isa had said many times that he loved power the most, and the reason why he always insisted on her was not how much he loved her, but because of his unwillingness.

From childhood to adulthood, the struggle between him and Ogu Munten was a hundred times more fierce than with Gasuo, as long as the other party has something, he must also have it, he does not allow himself to lose to Ogu Munten, then he will feel very embarrassed and unwilling, when he first loses the throne and then his beloved woman follows his enemy, he is very unacceptable, and vows to snatch it back, but gradually he found that the king of Loulan is a wizard of governing the country, he governs the country very well, and Yisha, they really love each other, Others can't intervene in their world at all, and his unrequited love is just wishful thinking on his part from beginning to end.

It's time to let go of this fruitless relationship, as for the throne, he suddenly felt so tired and tired, he has been fighting for nearly ten years since he was a child, he doesn't know what he is fighting for, he wants to put down these things for the time being, find a place where no one is there to be quiet, and think about his life well.

"You really ............ Are you sure you've thought it through? Do you want to think again? ”

Gassel couldn't accept Daxian's withdrawal at once, so he wanted to keep him and stay, but he respected Daxian's decision, and as long as Daxian said he didn't want to, he didn't want to force him.

"Yes."

Da Xian didn't explain much, and after explaining his decision clearly, he patted Gasuo on the shoulder, and said seriously: "Isn't your wish to become the king of a country?" In the future, you will have to rule the country of Haowei by your own strength, and if you encounter any difficulties, you can write to me, and as long as I can solve the problem, I will definitely help you solve it. ”

At the beginning, they said that they would join hands to govern Weitou, and regarded Weitou as an important step for them to kill Loulan, and Daxian promised Gasuo that when he recaptured Loulan's territory, unified the two countries, and divided several cities to him, he wanted to live according to Loulan, or set up another king, and he was happy.

At that time, Gasuo was full of unwillingness, planning some of his own careful thoughts, as the days went by, he gradually adapted to Daxian's dominance, and even accepted the fact that he gave up the throne to Daxian, but today, Daxian took the initiative to withdraw, saying that he wanted him to continue to inherit the position and be a good king respected by everyone, Gassel was very uncomfortable, hoping that what happened was a dream that he drank too much, so that he didn't have to find a way to persuade Daxian to stay.

Drinking too much and dreaming?

said that Da Xian drank too much, it is still possible that Da Xian had a dream, he didn't drink a drop of wine, how could it be a dream he had!

Hey, Da Xian is gone, he will have to rely on himself in the future, no longer have someone to talk to, and no longer have someone to ask for help, can he really be a good king?

"You don't have to worry, you are used to having me by your side, when I leave, you are very uncomfortable for a while, without me, you can do many things according to your own ideas, maybe you do better than me." Seeing that Gassel was silent for a long time, Taxian patted him on the shoulder again and encouraged him.

Indeed, when they were enemies of each other in the past, everything was planned and completed by Gasuo alone, maybe they had been together for too long, and Gasuo was used to following Da Xian, listening to his suggestions and listening to his analysis, and over time, forming dependence.

Unexpectedly, one day he will rely on a person, and he will not want to let go of a person because of habits, I don't know how long it will take to get used to a person?

Chongda showed a 'relieved' expression, and Gassel stood side by side with him by the window, looking up at the bright moon in the night sky together.

"Don't just talk about me, my problem is a trivial matter, what about you? Where are you going? Have you thought of a good place? With arms around her chest, Gassel asked curiously.

"I haven't thought about it yet, so I shouldn't go too far."

Daxian won't go far until he is sure that Issa's life is safe, and when he is sure that Isa is safe, he plans to leave Weitou and go to a place where no one knows him to start his life again.

"Then tell me your address after you think about it, so that I can find you if I have something, and you said that if I am in trouble, you will show up to help me as soon as possible." Hearing that Da Xian said that he had not gone far, Gasuo breathed a sigh of relief and gently bumped his arm and teased.

Thanks to the king of Loulan, the two brothers will have a day of reconciliation, if they do not both lose to the king of Loulan, there will be no chance for the captain to join forces, if they do not join forces, the relationship will not become closer day by day.

Speaking of which, King Loulan did them a great favor, but no matter how much he helped, he couldn't alleviate the wrong things he had done, he killed his mother and humiliated her corpse. I want to talk with more like-minded people about "The Evil Emperor of the Desert: Long Live the Tyrant Long Live Long Live"; Talk about life and find a confidant~