When I was eight years old, my family suddenly changed and I went to an orphanage, which made me stand out from a group of children who had grown up in an orphanage. Cheng Zhifei leaned on the back of the sofa, closed his eyes, and recalled his past, as well as the interaction between him and Fuchen......

In the first month of the orphanage, I had no friends at all, and the news was full of stories about my family.

The teachers are talking, the children are talking, and even the aunts who are in charge of life are also talking, and the changes in my family have become their talking points, and whatever I do will be used by them to chat, and then one pass ten, ten pass a hundred into pointing behind me.

I was in pain for a month, and I endured it all when others bullied me, insulted me, and scolded me, because I was afraid that I would really become what they said: the son of a murderer is not a good thing.

After a month, I got used to being bullied by them, used to being the last to eat, used to sorting out everyone's toys every day, and got used to them playing with me and I could only watch from the sidelines.

I live cautiously every day, for fear that I will be angry and will be bullied more ruthlessly by them, I have tolerated it so much, or I am targeted by them, anyone who makes a mistake can push it on me, and the teacher believes it.

And the last thing that overwhelmed my sanity was done by their own hands.

The dean's daughter had a big temper, and their group played soccer and hit her while she was reading.

No one dared to pick it up, I went, and before I could open my mouth, the dean's daughter gave me a slap first, "I knew it was you!" Envy me for having a dad to hurt, you deliberately bullied me! ”

I endured it again, and even said sorry several times, but she didn't give up, not only shouting to tell the dean, kicking me out, letting me wander the streets, but also beckoning the group of people who really hit her with the ball to come over, surround me in the middle, and kick the ball to hit me.

It happened to hit me on the nose, and the moment I saw the blood, I suddenly realized that I was the son of a murderer, what's wrong? I'm not a good person.

Because I endured them for a month, none of them thought that my father was afraid that I would be beaten to death by my grandfather, so he secretly sent me to learn taekwondo, which I had been studying for three years.

I went straight to the hospital with the principal's daughter, and I guess I became famous, and no one dared to bully me anymore since then.

It wasn't until half a year later that Fuchen appeared, he was the same as me, he was not a person who was abandoned at birth, and I also watched him being ostracized and bullied, but I didn't help him.

Because I needed a friend, a friend who could be my opponent, I really waited until he broke out, but he broke out better than me, so that the dean's daughter stuck to him every day, so that everyone was afraid of him and wanted to be with him.

Strange, there is something even more amazing, a year later, there is a doctor of psychology surnamed Shen, who needs to write a graduation thesis to study the psychological changes of the children of prisoners.

I was recommended to Fuchen and he chose me, I thought it was a happy thing, it proved that I was better than Fuchen, but I went back to the orphanage a week later.

I don't have anything in common with them anymore, they all think that I was adopted, after all, they have grown up, no one does anything to me anymore, but cold violence, which makes me feel even more terrible.

That feeling is more painful than they beat me, and every day I wake up, no one talks to you, no one mentions you, and even everyone treats you as air.

I don't think there is anyone to fight with, so I can only keep looking for things to provoke the floating dust in exchange for their attention.

After more than a year, the aunt who took care of the dormitory suddenly gave me a new set of clothes, saying that the next day, a lady surnamed Jiang would come to the orphanage and adopt the child.

The other party's request is that the skin, the better, and it is better to be able to fight, and the child with a good physique.

On the day of the meeting, the dean was so happy that he almost took the other party's hand and knelt down, he could finally send me and Fuchen out.

At that time, there were five children who were selected, and those three, as soon as they saw that I and Fuchen had withdrawn, I was left to fight with Fuchen, and if I was lucky, both of them might be taken away.

When we met officially, she only asked one question: "Do you believe that there is anything in this world that you can't see?" ”

I used to spend a week at Dr. Shen's house, he was religious, and he told me that God exists, but they don't show up on their own, but they pass on the message through people, and he even said that his daughter is a saint and can communicate with God.

When I answered, I hesitated, saying that I believed it because of Dr. Shen's divine chatter, as if there really was, and said that I didn't believe it because if there were, why I had never seen my parents, mothers, and grandmothers come to me, not even my most hated grandfather.

Just when I hesitated, Fuchen spoke first, and said too beautifully, "I believe in it, but I can't see it, if you are willing to take me away, I can learn." ”

When I heard Fuchen's answer, I knew I had lost, and I ran away if I didn't believe me.

No accident, Fuchen was chosen, and on the day he left, I deliberately bought a pink handkerchief for him in order to humiliate him.

But I didn't expect everyone to cry, and they all cried and signed on the handkerchief, and the dean's daughter actually wrote 'Male god, I'll wait for you to come back and marry me' and drew a smile.

I must be angry, I learned the words of the Three Kingdoms, and wrote him a sentence sourly, and now that I think about it, it's really ridiculous.

It's only been half a year since Fuchen left, and I was adopted.

When they met, they were so good that they couldn't do it, and everyone envied me and was adopted by a highly educated civil servant family, but in fact, all the adoption materials were forged.

They were hired by real estate agents to steal the title deed of the orphanage and adopt me, just so that I could tell them the road map in the orphanage.

The reason why they chose me is also very simple, because I see hatred in my eyes, which is very similar to them in the past.

I really hated it, and as soon as they provoked me, they spoke up, and then I was tied up, and they took me with them.

Before leaving, they told me that if what I said was true, they would take me abroad to start over, and if it was fake, I would turn into a cold corpse that would not be discovered until it stinked and turned to white bones.

On the day of the fire, I stood outside the gate of the orphanage, and when the fire started, I realized that I had destroyed the orphanage with my own hands.

They got it, they got what they wanted and left, and I was downstairs and I really heard the screams in the orphanage.

It took all my strength to break free of the rope and run to the dormitory building to open the door for them, and the moment I opened the door, I was blown out by the air wave inside the door.

When I woke up again, I was already in the hospital, because when I opened the door, the oxygen in the air poured into the dormitory building to form a secondary explosion, and less than twenty of the more than eighty children survived.

This incident became my biggest pain, and I always felt that I was the one who set the fire!

Although I tried to cooperate with the investigation later, I was emotionally unstable at the time, I was still young, and the suspect still had the possibility of disguise and makeup, so what I said was not taken seriously.

Since the official road is impossible, I want to find them on my own to avenge the orphanage.

I was only eleven years old at the time, and I was adopted after being discharged from the hospital, and I was adopted by a grandmother who had a habit of cleanliness, and her cleanliness habit had reached a pathological state, because she was young and had her time dirty, and she had her uterus removed, and she couldn't be a mother for the rest of her life.

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