Yan Yan doesn't care very much about the fact that others know that she personally feeds her child, in her own words, how many of those things she does are out of line, and there are more shocking things than breastfeeding the child, and she still cares about this one?

And the reason why she wants to breastfeed herself is that in addition to not finding a suitable nurse for a while, there are two reasons, one is that the child she feeds herself must be more emotionally intimate, and the other is that it is not easy to get pregnant again during lactation.

There are too few contraceptive measures in this time and space, she doesn't want to be a mother too soon, the first child has hurt so much vitality, and she has to delay it for two years.

Therefore, Yan Yan listened to Lu Han's words and smiled faintly, "Yes, I didn't find a suitable nurse for a while, my daughter has a smart nose and doesn't like the smell of others, but it just so happened that I had enough milk on my body, so I simply fed it myself." ”

"But, but, but how can a family like ours feed themselves?" Lu Han stammered and asked.

She still couldn't understand Yan Yan's thoughts.

"There are exceptions to everything, I was also watching the child cry and feel distressed, and I fed the child a few mouthfuls of milk with the mood of giving it a try, but I didn't expect the child to stop crying immediately, and it felt very strange at that moment, how to say it, as if I had found the feeling of being a mother, and also found the distress and reluctance of the mother-daughter connection." Yan Yan smiled and said his true feelings, the expression on his face was very soft, and there was a maternal glow all over his body.

At this time, Yan Yan seemed to see the former eldest sister again, the eldest sister who had always cared for them.

"It's changed again, big sister, and it's changed back to the big sister I know well." Yan Yu unconsciously said what was in his heart.

She really hopes that the eldest sister can come back, so that she doesn't have to work so hard to guard against her and calculate her, and at the same time, she doesn't have to work so hard to please every elder of the Lu family.

In fact, Yan Yan is the happiest to give birth to a girl, because in this way, her pressure is much less, it would be better if she could give birth to a boy again, at least in the big matter of having a child, she won Yan Yan, then before Yan Yan gave birth to a son, she didn't have to look at Zhu's face or listen to her complaints.

Lu Han understood the meaning of Yan Yu's words, and also knew that Yan Yu had a very hard time under Yan Yan's suppression during this period, especially after Yan Yan was named the lord of Baihui County, the Lu family became a joke after tea and dinner in the capital, not to mention the elders in the family, even the second brother was holding his breath in his heart, in this case, who would give her a good face?

Today is also a coincidence, Lu Han sent venison to his mother's house, but it happened that his mother and grandmother talked about Yan Yan's cake shop recipes and hot pot ingredients sold to the Zhou family in Bingzhou, Lu Han also heard about Zhou Lu from her husband's mouth, but this is not the point, the point is that Yan Yan actually sold such a profitable recipe to an outsider, not only the Yan family can't accept it, but the Lu family can't accept it either.

Yan Yan didn't have the ability to open the shop to other places, the Lu family had, such a good opportunity to make money was actually given to outsiders, therefore, the Zhu family sighed for a long time, and for this reason, she was angry with Yan Yu.

Because she felt that Yan Yan's move was deliberately stimulating the Lu family, deliberately suppressing Yan Yu to take revenge on the Lu family, if Yan Yu resolved the grudges between her and Yan Yan, it would be impossible for Yan Yan to make such a move that was painful and hateful.

No, seeing the venison sent by his daughter, Zhu had a plan to let Yan Yu send it to Yan Yan, it was good to please Yan Yan, even if it couldn't please her, at least it embarrassed Yan Yu, and she was angry in her heart.

Lu Han knew that Yan Yan didn't want to see Yan Yu, so he took the initiative to ask to accompany him, but he didn't think that the old lady was also interested, saying that he wanted to come together.

In fact, Lu Han also knew that the old lady must not be worried about them, knowing that the two of them were light and not very well treated by Yan Yan, so she followed to support her.

No, after listening to Yan Yu's words, without waiting for Yan Yan and Lu Han to answer, the old lady took the words first, "This woman, after becoming a mother, her heart will become soft." ”

After speaking, the old lady also glanced at her granddaughter, and Lu Han hurriedly echoed when she saw this: "No, I have become soft-hearted after giving birth to a child, if nothing else, I can't be wrong to accumulate more merit for my child." ”

"Well, yes, my granddaughter can think so, so it can be seen that she really understands. It is said that this person, how many blessings in a lifetime is inseparable from the virtues she has accumulated, the ancients also paid attention to what to put down the butcher's knife and become a Buddha, what are those small grievances, people, it is better to be generous. ”

The more Yan Yan listened, the more wrong it became, it turned out that he was not here to give her venison today, but to persuade her to let Yan Yu go.

The problem is that she hasn't done anything lately, has she?

"I only agree with half of my grandmother's words, yes, I also think that people's blessings are inseparable from her virtues, planting good causes will lead to good results, and if you don't learn well, you just think about calculating and harming others, and you still want good results, how can there be such a cheap thing in the world? Can the benefits be taken by her alone? Even Confucius said, how can you repay virtue with virtue? Therefore, the correct way is to repay virtue with virtue and repay grievances directly. Yan Yan replied.

This is straightforward enough, Lu Han was afraid that Yan Yu's face would be embarrassed, and he was about to take the words, only to see Yan Yu ask: "Eldest sister's words are not all right, even so, let me ask, what should I do if I know that mistakes can be improved?" ”

"Do you know what's wrong? Have you truly repented? Yan Yan asked.

"I..."

"What am I, don't say those words that are not sincere, my mother has no patience to listen, it's better not to come to my door if there is nothing in the future, my family is not welcome." Lu You came in from outside and interrupted Yan Yu's words.

He saw Yan Yu and Lu Han coming, and went to the opposite study in order to avoid suspicion, which would also have heard Yan Yan's voice raised, and guessed that something unpleasant had happened, so he opened the door curtain and came out, just in time to hear Yan Yu questioning Yan Yan's words.

"Okay, what is good for good causes and good results, blame me, I have to mention what is good and not good, with this work, it is better to coax our mother to play, mother, come, smile at the fourth aunt." Lu Han saw that Lu You was angry and teased people, so he hurriedly helped to turn around.

It's just that this turn is obviously too blunt, when did Yan Yu suffer from this kind of anger, so he didn't wait to greet the old lady, and went out directly with his maid.

Lu Han saw it, and was afraid that Yan Yu would be bad if there was a good or bad child in his belly, so he couldn't care about anything else, so he hurriedly chased him out.

Who knew that it was a coincidence, Lu Han chased and persuaded Yan Yu at the same time, and as soon as the two of them left the courtyard, they met Li Cong, who came to visit Yan Yan with two eunuchs.