Text Chapter 219 How affectionate you have to be
Gu Wan finally asked what she had wanted to ask for a long time, and finally asked now.
I only heard Gu Xiaotian laugh "hehe", and then said, "It's okay, it's not like it, I enjoy ordinary joy every day." ”
When Gu Wan heard Gu Xiaotian's words, she suddenly had a feeling of resonance in her mind, and she subconsciously repeated in her mouth, "Ordinary joy......
Gu Wan even felt Gu Xiaotian's mood at the moment in this sentence, and suddenly, there was an urge to cry.
Gu Xiaotian has really grown up, and he actually broke through his current situation with one sentence, and Gu Wan's state of mind is exactly like this.
"Yes," Gu Xiaotian took over the conversation, and when he said something to Gu Wan, he didn't realize that there was anything wrong, it seemed that this was the case.
However, Gu Wan seems to have been immersed in it, and has not been released from Gu Xiaotian's words, Gu Wan seems to have an inexplicable feeling of liking these words.
Why doesn't she want ordinary joy? However, it is one thing for Gu Wan to want it, but it is another thing to get it.
Things like the world are often the more you crave, the harder it is to get.
Sometimes, I don't like it so much, I don't want it so much, but I always get it unexpectedly, and it is precisely this kind of illusion that I accidentally get it, and I inadvertently feel the illusion of being missing, which is the most helpless for others, but there is no way to do it.
Gu Wan thought of Gong Mohan in a daze, and felt a tingling sensation in his heart for no reason, very sharp, and very short.
However, the side with Gu Xiaotian didn't know Gu Wan's thoughts, he just simply listened to his sister Gu Wan's side There was no sound, so he thought that something was going on Gu Wan's side, and shouted out in worry, "Sister? ”
This exclamation made Feng Chezhi, who had been pricking up his ears and listening to the movement here, immediately turned his head and sniffed eagerly, "What's wrong, what's wrong, what's wrong with Wanwan?" ”
However, he didn't have the patience to wait for Gu Xiaotian's response at all, so he directly snatched the mobile phone from Gu Xiaotian's hand and yelled at the microphone, "Wanwan, what's wrong with you?" ”
He didn't worry about Gu Wan at all, since Gu Wan lived in Gong Mohan's house in order to get back the life-saving medicine for Gu Xiaotian.
That time, Feng Chezhi was not very relieved about Gong Mohan, and it is the same now, but other people's engagement ceremonies have also been held, and the marriage certificate has also been obtained, which is already a legal one.
No matter how uneasy he is, no matter how unhappy he is, what can he do?
However, Feng Chezhi was more concerned about Gu Wan's situation than before.
A little wind and grass will make Feng Chezhi feel that he will bully Gu Wango.
When Gu Wan heard Feng Chezhi's whistling voice, she immediately sobered up, and subconsciously exclaimed, "Ah, what are you doing, Feng Chezhi, I'm afraid it's not out of my mind, right?" ”
"Gu Wan, you're fine." Feng Chezhi heard Gu Wan's words scolding her, not only did she not get angry, but on the contrary, there was some joy on her face.
Here in Feng Chezhi, it is a happy thing that Gu Wan is willing to say a word to him more.
Feng Chezhi is also the heaviness of love, so heavy that it goes down into the dirt.
"Nonsense." When Gu Wan heard this, she scolded directly, "Otherwise, do you still want me to have something?" Feng Chezhi, why are you like this? ”
"......" Feng Chezhi was directly scolded by Gu Wan to the point where he had nothing to say, he was stunned for a while, and immediately denied it in a hurry, "No, no, no, no, how could I want you to have something?" ”
It is true that Feng Chezhi can indeed be regarded as the person who especially doesn't want Gu Wan to have anything.
If he could, he wished that Gu Wan could get a lifetime of peace and joy.
He even wished that he would give Gu Wan this joy by himself, but it was obviously impossible.
It's impossible, it's just hope, it's just hope.
"It's good if not." When Gu Wan heard this, she nodded casually, as if she wanted to say something, and asked Feng Chezhi to give the phone to Gu Xiaotian.
Feng Chezhi suddenly spoke, and Feng Chezhi, who was only listening, pursed his lips and said, "Wanwan, what are you doing now?" ”
"There's nothing to do, it's the same every day, in a big house, watching TV, reading professional books, that's all."
When Gu Wan said this, she felt a little helpless, so she could only shrug her shoulders, in fact, Gu Wan felt a little embarrassed when she said it.
Obviously, he was originally such a energetic and goal-oriented person, but I don't know why, all of a sudden, especially after living with Gong Mohan, he became so depraved,
"So, it's a little boring, isn't it?" Feng Chezhi heard that Gu Wan did these things every day, and felt sorry for Gu Wan in his heart.
In Feng Chezhi's consciousness, Gu Wan should be an eagle flying up and down in the sky, constantly spreading its wings and soaring, but since being with Gong Mohan, Shengsheng has become a captive pet and parrot at home.
Feng Chezhi thought of this, and his heart felt as if he was blocked, what aura was there to speak of like Gu Wan like this?
If Gong Mohan treats Gu Wan like this, then he is really sorry for Gu Wan.
However, what can Feng Chezhi say as an outsider?
There is no right to speak, after all, Feng Chezhi is at best Gu Wan's friend, and there is no other person who speaks for Gu Wan.
Isn't such a feeling more uncomfortable than letting people speak without identity or qualifications?
However, Feng Chezhi's speech was still a deliberate review of the words and tone.
Although, he didn't like Gong Mohan quite a bit, even from the beginning, now, he also knew that he got Gu Wan, and he didn't cherish it, and he didn't look down on it.
However, Gu Wan is not like this, he can't influence Gu Wan with his subjective consciousness, or say it to Gu Wan.
If such a thing is done, then Gu Wan will probably be even more unacceptable to him, even if Gu Wan has never had to accept Feng Chezhi's meaning.
But the wind is always something to consider.
When it comes to Gu Wan's affairs, Feng Chezhi is always so careful and considerate.
Even Gu Xiaotian, who was listening quietly on the side, couldn't help but smack.
How affectionate does it have to be to be so far?
Affection is something that will move others, but it is a thing that will damage oneself.
Precocious wisdom is like Gu Xiaotian, why don't you know? He also once said to Feng Chezhi on the side, "Or, try to meet other girls." ”
However, what did Feng Chezhi say at that time?
Yes, Feng Chezhi is also a smart man, just with such a light stroke, he immediately understood the meaning of Gu Xiaotian's words.
He was silent for a long time, the expression on his face was a little deep, and there was something intriguing.
After being silent for a while, Feng Chezhi spoke, "Stinky boy, do you think even I should give up on your sister?" ”
As soon as this sentence came out, Gu Xiaotian felt a strong sense of helplessness and vicissitudes in this sentence.
It was precisely with Feng Chezhi's opening that Gu Xiaotian understood, I'm afraid that it would be impossible for Feng Chezhi to give up his sister, something that would be impossible in this life.
However, Gu Xiaotian stared at Feng Chezhi's somewhat empty eyes for a while, and still made his own answer firmly, "Yes." ”
Then, Feng Chezhi, who only listened to it, let out a long sigh.
"Why don't I want to give up on her and try to like another girl?"
"......" When Gu Xiaotian heard such words, he wanted to say something, but suddenly he didn't know what to say.
It seems that at this time, silence is better than sound, in front of such a heavy heart, so Gu Xiaotian was silent.
Silence is the way to respect this heart.
After the silence, Gu Xiaotian heard Feng Chezhi's confession that should have dissipated in the wind.
"I thought about giving up, too. I have insisted on loving Gu Wan for a long, long time, and every time it makes me feel hopeful, Gu Wan likes someone else. It's also my fault, cowardly, incompetent, and daring to like others, but I don't dare to say it......"
Feng Chezhi looked out the window at a certain place, but he didn't seem to look anywhere. Because, although his eyes are in some directions, they are dull.
This love is really a waste of Feng Chezhi's too much confidence.
"Blame me, blame me." Feng Chezhi grabbed his hair a little irritably, looking quite decadent.
Gu Xiaotian has never seen Feng Chezhi look like this since he moved in?
In his impression, Feng Chezhi is a giant in the medical field, and he should enjoy the worship of tens of millions of people.
is supposed to be high-spirited, how can there be such helplessness?
It seems that there are really too many unsatisfactory things in this world, and there are always things that cannot be touched.
"I don't blame you, Brother Che." Gu Xiaotian said this sincerely, looking at Feng Chezhi's back.
However, Feng Chezhi didn't seem to hear it, and continued to say to himself-
"I've also thought about it, why don't you like Gu Wan?"
As Feng Chezhi spoke, he suddenly turned around and glanced at Gu Xiaotian.
It was at this glance that Gu Xiaotian even felt a feeling of shock, and there seemed to be tears in Feng Chezhi's eyes.
An iron-clad man with tears in his eyes.
Shouldn't that be a shock?
However, it is also a moment.
The next moment, when Gu Xiaotian looked at it again, he couldn't see it, as if it was an illusion.
Gu Xiaotian didn't even know how to answer in the face of such a Feng Chezhi.