you

When I was young

There are likes

Idols?

You later

Still holding on?

you

There have been fantasies

Follow your idols

Have you ever lived together?

Do you like her now?

Before six o'clock, the sky outside the window was overcast, as if shrouded in haze, and a large dark cloud swept in from the sky not far away, and it felt like the whole sky was going to collapse.

The mobile phone screen is still tinkling one by one, showing the arrival of Typhoon "Lekima" and a special attention on Weibo.

Xia Qiao walked in a trance on the country road, there was a pain gushing out of his chest, the tip of his nose was sore, his eyes were swaying, Xia Qiao raised his head and tried to open my eyes wide, not to let the tears slide down, suddenly, the sky began to slowly float up a light rain, looking up, the dark clouds had flown to the sky above Xia Qiao's head, I don't know if Xia Qiao himself left a few tears, or the raindrops falling from the sky, Xia Qiao's face had a trace of moisture.

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Well, this morning, my grandfather passed away.

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Standing on the road outside the door of my house, the scene of the previous days slowly emerged. The weather is unusually hot, the sun hangs high in the blue sky, a piece of blue, scattered drifting over a few white clouds, it is really a day when you stand on the street, you have to sweat if you don't walk.

At that time, I saw my grandfather lying in the intensive care unit for the first time, I shouted for a long time, he slowly opened his eyes and looked at me, his mouth was really trying to say something, I could only see that the oxygen he was inhaling was covered with some mist, I don't know how I got out, I just remember that the guard of his hospital bed told me that you should not be too excited, the patient will be affected by you.

At that time, I felt that the most hated thing in my life was the hospital, because it was a place where the person I loved so much was in it, and I could only see him for a maximum of 10 minutes a day, and I had to be "fully armed".

Later, my grandmother told me, and I learned that my grandfather had been in a coma for two or three days at that time, and I was the first person to go and see him and let him open his eyes. Suddenly, the most fragile valve in my heart was opened, and tears were like spring water, which could not be stopped.

In fact, I have been crying since the moment I put on a disinfectant suit outside the intensive care room and started waiting, and my parents told me that you can't cry, because my grandfather will be worried and sad when he sees it. When the first door of the intensive care unit opened, I silently told myself in my heart that I couldn't cry, I wanted to be strong, I wanted to see him, and I wanted to see him.

After one door after another, I finally met my grandfather. But the moment I saw him, everything fell apart for me, he was tied up and down, and there were so many tubes inserted in his body, he was no longer the grandfather who used to ride a little donkey to pick me up and go to school every day, and he would no longer secretly squint his eyes and sleep while my grandmother and I watched TV dramas, and he couldn't even hear me now, and he couldn't see me anymore. I instantly felt that I was useless, why didn't I go to study medicine? Why am I so useless? Why am I so stupid?

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In the next few days, my grandfather couldn't stay in the hospital, and he made all kinds of difficulties for the doctors and nurses, and the doctors couldn't do anything about him, so we could only take him home, the weather was still very hot, and several of us took turns guarding him at home 24 hours a day to accompany him. When we were discharged from the hospital, the doctor had already told us that my grandfather's condition was no longer under control, and now we could only breathe oxygen and watch his own creation.

In fact, our whole family is already mentally prepared, and my grandfather himself is also mentally prepared, he just wants to go home and doesn't want to spend time in the hospital. But the moment it happened suddenly, we couldn't hold back.

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The neighbors all said: Maybe God likes my grandfather more, thinks my grandfather is a good person, and they all feel sorry for my grandfather, and they all "cry".

During the three days of my grandfather's funeral, the heavy rain and light rain kept falling, and the wind was blowing extremely cold, until the day of my grandfather's funeral, it was still dripping in the morning, and it became cloudy in the afternoon, so that the relatives and we who came to mourn were not wet by the rain.

Xia Qiao thought: Maybe my grandfather feels sorry for us on the other side.

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