When she first met Qiao Moyi, she went to visit Huo Chen when Qiao Moyi closed military training, and at that time she told Qiao Moyi that Huo Chen didn't love her.

Women are easy to lose themselves in their relationships, but they have a very clear understanding of themselves.

"He doesn't love you?"

It can't be.

After they separated, Huo Chen's every performance didn't look like he didn't love him.

Huo Chen has been working hard to save her, hasn't he?

Gu Jingya smiled bitterly.

"I'm taking advantage of others, Huo Chen didn't like me at the beginning, how could he like me again if he had someone he liked."

She understands it all.

"The only person Huo Chen really loved in his heart was Jiang Yuetong."

When he was young, he loved vigorously, he didn't want his own life, and he was willing to give up everything.

During that time, Jiang Yuetong had just disappeared, and Huo Chen struggled to crawl out of the hospital despite his serious injuries.

At that time, she knew that she would not be able to replace Jiang Yuetong's position in his heart in her life.

Jiang Yuetong disappeared, so the immature Huo Chen also disappeared, he had no smile, no fighting spirit, no hope for life, he kept going to work, and every time he was covered with bruises.

How could he be so badly injured again and again.

Everyone knows that every time he leaves, he is determined to die, but he doesn't die every time.

"Later, the elders of the family talked about me and his doll relationship, and I thought he would refuse, but he agreed."

She kept telling herself that Huo Chen saw her efforts and liked her.

But she knew very well that it was not.

"I know that after he misses the person he wants to marry the most, it doesn't matter who he marries."

Gu Jingya took a sip of tea, smiled with tears flashing in her eyes, and smiled hard.

"You see, how pathetic I am, I know it, but I'm still so happy to marry him."

"However, he doesn't care about the preparation of the wedding, the date time is very short, there are few opportunities to meet, I take care of his tie to arrange the wedding, choose the wedding dress, he doesn't have time to take wedding photos, I will immediately say that it doesn't matter, these are not important, he said that after the wedding, I think it doesn't matter, anyway, the marriage is certain."

Gu Jingya knew how humble she was at that time.

"He is very good, but he is very alienated from me, I took the initiative to hold his hand and he didn't say anything, I took the initiative to hug him and he didn't say anything."

Gu Jingya sighed and took a deep breath hard.

"I knew he didn't love me, but I thought I could touch him, but I never did."

Bai Siyu wanted to open his mouth to comfort her, but he couldn't say a word.

Because he doesn't know how to comfort him.

"Bai Siyu, why do you say that he obviously doesn't love me, he is just a responsibility to me, why do you still pester me after separation, and get married? And said he loved me......"

He said all the things she didn't dare to hope for before.

The images she had been looking forward to have become a reality later.

It's just that when it appeared, it was too bad.

"Maybe he thinks he loves you."

Bai Siyu opened his mouth and reached out to wipe her fallen tears.

"Perhaps...... It's that he has been in love with you for a long time, but he doesn't know it. ”

He didn't want to say the second half of the sentence, but he did.

"But he doesn't love me, he doesn't love me in every action, every look, every word."

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