Chapter 026: Your Smile
Han Yi was thinking about what he said to Bai Xue yesterday afternoon, he didn't know if he was wrong, the original intention was not like this, but the meaning of what he said completely changed.
He knew that Bai Xue had always liked him, and had been silently following all his movements. Play the game he's playing, just to get close to him. On the day of my birthday, he always sent me four words, and he kept ignoring her existence. Sending her a message will always receive a reply from her as soon as possible, but Han Yi just shares his unhappiness with her.
Deep down in his heart, he also germinated the idea that he had begun to cherish such a person. It's just that he hasn't let go of Zhong Ying'er yet, and he doesn't know how to tell Bai Xue these things that shouldn't have been told to her.
Han Yi is such a tangled person, he knows very well, but he must be loyal to his heart for feelings.
He could have had a good night's sleep on the weekend, but he woke up earlier than usual. I had breakfast, and then went to the open grass on the edge of the science building, no one passed by here, completely forgetful. Here he can shout and vent.
Wearing headphones and listening to Luo Dayou's "The Story of Time", "The oath of the past is like a colorful bookmark in the textbook, depicting how many beautiful poems, but after all, it is a puff of smoke." The story of life and farewell to time changed two people, and it was in that sentimental and tearful youth for the first time. Distant distances, yesterday's dreams, and distant laughter. When we meet again, how far have we traveled. It's no longer the old me with the fanatical dreams of the old, nor the familiar you with the old smile. The story of life and farewell to time has changed us, in that sentimental and first waiting youth. ”
There is always a magic to such a simple melody, and it is usually hummed inadvertently when poisoned.
He didn't know if he had written the manuscript in advance, and read aloud with his eyes closed: "You were still gentle a few days ago, and your sweet whispers echoed all around, but now you are just as sad as the moon is setting tonight." There is no reason for people to intercede in the depths, so there is no need to force it. However, if it were you, would you be able to see through the wind whistling outside the window and think about your thoughts? I quietly thought about the day I gazed at the moment you left, and the intimate beckoning was like a memory of the day I was gone. In the face of troubles and sorrows, it is a kind of peace and relief to smile and pass, and then try to resolve them, which is a state. I consoled myself that this was only temporary. Yes, I told myself a lot of truths, but I couldn't do it······"
He wore headphones, and it was hard to hear what he was saying, only the familiar melody in the headphones still echoed. After venting like this, will it make him feel better?
On the morning of the last day in Chongqing, Bozi told Han Yi the news of Zhong Yinger's engagement, and he still hasn't looked directly at himself yet, and he hasn't figured out what is going on. Maybe he really needs such a moment to brush his thoughts and sort out his mood.
"I thought about your phone call yesterday, and then asked Keiko as well. She told me about the call she heard from you that day, and she said that she was the one who told you that I liked you. I don't know why I cried yesterday, and I don't know what you mean······"
Bai Xue sent a message to Han Yi at half past six in the morning, and Han Yi only saw it after shouting.
"Hey, are you up so early?" Han Yi inexplicably called her, probably wanting to hear her voice.
Bai Xue: "Aren't you too?" ”
"I'm sorry, I just wanted to say that I have a heartbeat for you, and I also know from Keiko that you have been silently paying attention to me and have not forgotten me. I want to tell you as soon as possible, and I don't want to hide from you and pretend that I don't know anything. I'm a little too selfish, if you can, you wait for me to forget about her······"
Bai Xue: "I don't know either, it's just that I can't forget you, if you want, I can stay with you until you forget her, until you like me." ”
Han Yi smiled because he felt that he was too selfish to let Bai Xue say such a thing.
"Why do you like me, with your conditions, you can have a vigorous relationship without letting yourself be so miserable."
Bai Xue: "I don't feel that much pain, and besides, don't I get your attention now?" ”
Han Yi was really speechless, and I wanted to say to Bai Xue, "I'm sorry for ignoring you all the time." "But he didn't.
Bai Xue: "When you want to talk to someone, I want you to come to me and say that it's okay for her, in fact, I quite want to hear it." Adjust yourself, I'm going to the cafeteria, I'll call you later. ”
She laughed and hung up.
"Bye-bye!"
"I was crying yesterday, but now I laugh from the bottom of my heart?" Han Yi thought, hoping that she was really happy. He imagined Bai Xue's smiling appearance at this moment, and there was a warm feeling in his heart.
In the evening, Bai Xue called Han Yi, and it was just a small talk. She no longer seems to be as reserved as before, talking and laughing. Some of Han Yi's words seemed to open her heart, maybe she was very eager for Han Yi to know her feelings for him, and Bai Xue would feel a sense of relief when he said it. How painful it is to silently like someone, and how difficult it is to let a person live in memories for so long without changing his original intention.
Another tricky problem is here again, Xu Yang.
Han Yi began to feel that she was interesting to him, and he didn't mean narcissism. Not to mention that only women have a sixth sense, but his intuition is quite accurate.
She was naturally unhappy when she released her pigeons, so there were two messages from her on WeChat that "questioned" him, how should Han Yi tell her?
Sometimes I feel that love is not all there is to life, which is true, but now it has a great impact on Han Yi. Although she has no illusions about Zhong Yinger, she always thinks of her inadvertently and can't forget it. For Bai Xue, I naturally don't like her as much as Zhong Ying'er, so he is afraid of starting casually, especially when he has someone else in his heart. This time, maybe it really takes time to solve it, use time to tidy up yourself, forget Zhong Ying'er, and understand Bai Xue.