In fact, there is nothing to doubt, if it is a serious illness, the doctor will not be unable to see it, and it is even more impossible for her to fail to see it herself.

It's the wind chill - it's just the wind chill, she just can't get better.

Ever since I heard Xiyan say that she was sick, he had been outside for three days, and for three days, he had been looking for all kinds of medicines for the imperial doctor to give her, but after batches of medicines, she was obviously only infected with wind and cold, but she was getting sicker and sicker day by day - it seemed that from the bottom of her heart, there was no good intention.

Is there a fault line in the so-called desire to survive?

But how could a person who is so strong as her, a person who respects life no matter what happens, not have the desire to survive?

Oh...... It's probably not impossible.

After all, she hated him so much that she would do everything she could to leave him.

After all, she would rather fake amnesia than let him get what he wanted.

How much she didn't want to stay with him, there was no doubt.

Quan Qianjiu looked at her closed eyes, hooked her lips self-deprecatingly, and her bloodshot eyes were filled with a thick haze for a while, lingering.

He didn't want to let go of her, never.

He's always done that in the past, and nothing can change his mind.

But now...... He was scared.

What happened to her was too weird, he didn't dare to judge it with common sense, he was afraid that he would hold it too tightly, and if he was not careful, he would repeat the same mistake and let her curse come back to her body, killing her.

He could gamble on everything, including himself, but he didn't dare to bet on her.

Quan Tianjiu's pupils shrank slightly, and his chest suddenly throbbed, and a sharp and dense tingling sensation surged from all directions.

He narrowed his eyes and looked at her deeply.

Then he tucked the corners of the quilt for her before turning to leave.

As soon as the door of the main hall opened, the sunlight in the sky was wantonly wrapped around him, surrounding him all over the place, Quan Tianjiu raised his eyes and looked, the dazzling light illuminated him so that he couldn't open his eyes, and could only squint his eyes slightly.

After three days of sleepless work, he finally made up his mind.

Perhaps, he shouldn't be so selfish......

So no matter how strong the warmth is, it can't melt away the touch of ice and snow in his heart—forever, it can't be melted away.

He never thought that the phrase "let go" was not her plea, but he took the initiative to say it.

…………

Xia Fanyin opened his eyes the moment he turned around, watched his back gradually disappear from sight, and slowly closed his eyes again.

Finally, it's all coming to an end.

But why, she didn't have the joy she expected?

Perhaps this vigorous love-hate entanglement has exhausted all her strength, and she feels even more powerless in this illness.

Ay.

She sighed almost inaudibly.

"The Queen Mother."

Someone was calling her in her ear.

She opened her eyes in a daze, and quickly closed them again, and she really didn't have the extra strength to answer.

It was only when she saw that she was asleep that the immature voice spoke again, "Why are you still not up?" ”

Fei Li looked at her, gently grabbed her futon, and said in a nasal voice, "When you get better, are you going to leave the palace again?" He pursed the corners of his lips and choked up, "Queen Mother, you lied to me...... You promised me that you would never leave again. ”

Xia Fanyin just didn't have the strength to respond, but her consciousness was still there.

Hearing this, the eye sockets suddenly became sour, and it seemed that a transparent liquid slipped from the tail of the eye.