Chapter 263: Just the Right Happiness
Bai Xue is a gentle person, but she is not pretentious, and she can't do that kind of mediocre but unique thing.
However, in real life, her personality and temper are often misunderstood as hypocrisy. Just like Han Yi said in a fit of anger, "I don't know how to be blessed in the midst of happiness", it stabbed her heart fiercely.
That's right, having a boyfriend or fiancé who is very good in all aspects, and having a decent job, seems to be envied everywhere. But she is just a weak woman who has not been cruel to the world, in her eyes, there is only Han Yi, and she can't accept that he has anything to do with other women.
The happiness in her eyes may not be simpler than simple.
If you are in a hurry to go to work in the morning, buy a fried dough stick at a roadside stall, buy a cup of soy milk to deal with it, and fry a poached egg and drink a glass of milk by yourself if you are not in a hurry.
When I'm on vacation, I stay at home, watch TV, read books, and basically don't want to go shopping.
When I got off work late, I sat in the taxi and looked out the window at the night that was as charming as yours, and I couldn't help but squint my eyes slightly, so that a sweet idea appeared in my brain full of thoughts.
If you want to have an apartment that is not too big or small, even if it is a household that looks so ordinary in a large number of buildings, a lamp that does not need to be too bright, but delicate and warm. A clean and fragrant bathroom, a bed that can accommodate all our tiredness, and then lie on it with Han Yi, whispering about the big and small things day after day, and listening to his whispers to fall asleep.
They can go out early in the morning to run on the road, bring back two servings of soy milk fritters for breakfast, curl up on the sofa and watch a movie, spend a leisure weekend, listen to some beautiful songs together, drink afternoon tea, and walk around the night market hand in hand.
The things she wanted to do, the things they could do, there were so many, so much like the stars in the night sky today.?
She wants to have his soft voice on the phone when she is emotionally lost, and when she is sad, she can't cry, so it's better to listen to his voice.
If she is tired and tired, she can hold his hand, watch the TV, and fall asleep like a child.
All those who don't want to be forced are not forced.? She wants to be able to put on a thick doll costume and coax her by pretending to be a big stupid bear when you cry. Tan Hou hid all the tissues she used to wipe her tears, so that she would never have a reason to cry.
She wanted to eat with 24 teeth, chew gum, and smile at Han Yi with 8 teeth.
She wanted to tell Han Yi out loud: I love you, I really love you.?
She wants to live a shallow and indifferent life with him, share the ordinariness of every day, the happiness of every moment, touching, and the sweetness of every second.
She doesn't know if it's a luxury, but if it is, she wants her partner to get used to it.
She was looking for someone in the crowd who could contain all her restlessness, preferably not too soon, so that she could easily let herself be lost by the stubbornness of her youth and her lack of knowing how to cherish it, and it was better not too late, that way she would be long
A long time of loneliness, a person's habits may make her insecure.
Her happiness may be that the person wandered through a lot of shop windows, just to choose a ring for her to promise the rest of her life. How many hotels have you stayed in, and eventually you have to go back to the room that belongs to the two of them. 【... #¥Free to read】
She wanted to circle a red thread that only belonged to her in his palm, so that every time he turned around, it was a day that he would never forget, that day, in the shallowness, and spent the ups and downs of life with him.
She wanted to soften with him for every stiff time, and with him shallow, life.
All this, compared to Han Yi's current rich life, is very ordinary, but she can rarely experience it.
A true love is not so easy to let go, a person who has loved, no matter what, still hopes that everything is okay with him. Therefore, even if she quarreled with Han Yi, she would still worry about her, and she didn't forget to call Han Yi when she was drunk last night.
People have to grow up, and they will gradually understand that the so-called love is nothing more than hiding their sorrows and just wanting each other to see their best appearance. In the days to come, even if you don't make it to the end, knowing that the person you love is doing well, you will have peace of mind, and you will wish him happiness for the rest of your life.
I don't remember a certain day last year. Han Yi received a postcard with the following words: It would be good if there was no jet lag, when you liked me, I happened to like you. If only there was no goodbye, I happened to be right there for you when you missed me. Your eyes are like the deepest night, but they hide the lights of thousands of homes. If you have the scenery of the world in your eyes, you may never be able to live with me anymore. I hope you can tell her out loud when you meet the right person, and be happy and sweet with her.
Han Yi didn't think he had much ability, but he had his own absolute advantage in handwriting, and he was sure that it was written by the girl she had a crush on in high school. At that time, because Han Yi liked that girl in his heart, he rejected the love letter and confession written to him by Bai Xue.
He didn't look into it, but asked how the postcard had been sent to him, because that kind of emotion could only exist in memory, and that would be perfect. Each already has its own life trajectory, so why bother to force any intersections.
Maybe she is married, has lovely children, and has a happy life. Then one day suddenly I heard the news of the boy who had a crush on me at the beginning, recalled the feelings of my student days, and sent a postcard on a whim, maybe I didn't think that Han Yi would receive it, and even if I received it, I didn't necessarily know that it was her.
When he was in the university club, Han Yi had a good relationship with those ministries and commissions, and his younger brothers and sisters liked to chat with him. One day, an engineering student wanted to confess to a girl in the foreign language department, but he didn't know who he had heard, so he came to ask Han Yi for advice.
Honestly, how did he know! At that time, because of the unstable relationship between him and Zhong Yinger, he was depressed and painful.
But he still said one thing: "If you are very."
If you love someone, praise her eyes. You can say that you have thousands of lights in your eyes, and there is a me living in it. ”
This may be his advantage, he has read a lot of books, and he can say such things casually, for young boys and girls who are emotionally ignorant, the lethality of these love words should not be underestimated.
What they didn't expect was that they actually managed to get together.
Han Yi, who is twenty-eight years old, has been working hard in the business for several years, and has grown rapidly both mentally and psychologically.
People come and go, he meets a lot of people, and he says goodbye to a lot of people. So I saw many divisions and mergers, quarrels and quarrels; I've seen a lot of bitter loves, and my crushes have been fruitless; I've seen a lot of hard work without return, and hard work can't get back in love.
In fact, in his opinion, this is good, which means that the other party is not a person who will like you because you are good to her; Sometimes he also feels helpless, feeling that feelings are so unfair.
Li Jia has a child who likes a boy, so she went to confess, but the other party strictly rejected her thousands of miles away, but she just didn't give up. Baidu has studied all kinds of old-fashioned methods, researched more than a dozen different breakfast combinations, and waited downstairs in his company every day. The other party never accepts it, which is understandable, since you don't like it, don't accept it, so as not to give her unrealistic hopes. But the girl was a dead eye, and began to fold a hundred stars and give them to him on his birthday.
But the two of them came to no avail after all, and the girl paid so stupidly until the second year, and finally watched him leave the city.
In the third year, another woman appeared in his circle of friends, and the two were in pairs. The girl didn't say anything, picked up a bottle of beer and drank it down, smashing her phone.
At night, they went home one by one, the girl lived the farthest, and when everyone left, Li Jia, a warm-hearted person, naturally didn't worry about her going back alone, so he took the initiative to send her back.
She asked Li Jia: "How did you and Feng Zhiyao get here?" Why is my relationship so difficult? ”
Li Jia looked distressed and comforted: "You just haven't met the right person, you will pass." ”
She cried out loud, "Why is it so painful to love someone? Silently liking, silently accompanying, that's not my personality. I like a person, I just want to be good to him, be good to him, be good to him, I also know that we may not be fruitful, I also know that it is not worth paying so much, but when I see him, I don't care about this, I am good to him, I can't see him being wronged a little······"
Li Jia looked at her and didn't speak, just caught a glimpse of her burying her head in her knees and sobbing.
Later, the two got married, and Li Jia's hair also asked Li Jia at that time: "Why not me?" ”
The subject was never mentioned again, the man was never mentioned again.
I'm sure many people have asked, why not me? Why not him? What's wrong with me?
Mr. Shen Congwen said: "I have walked on bridges in many places, seen clouds many times, and drunk many kinds of wine, but I have only loved a person who is at the right age." ”
Li Jia
replied with a long paragraph: "Actually, it's not that you're bad, it's just that you can do all the best, and you're not as good as others." It's better that you just need to work hard, but it's so rare. It's like, at the intersection, you're also waiting for that traffic light; It just so happens that today, you are also listening to that song that I like; It just so happens that you pass through that station during the journey. You are entangled, I happen to be sure; You're sad, I can just make you happy; You have insomnia, and I happen to be awake with you. So every time I meet the right person, it's like a reunion after a long absence. So we have to learn to put our hearts where they should be. Because we are going around and around, we are all waiting for the person who can appreciate the world together. Let go when it's time to let go, and you'll meet the right person. ”
Li Jia and Feng Zhiyao are each other's first love, and now they have achieved positive results. Keiko didn't know how many of Qiu Lang's girlfriends, or even dozens of girlfriends, but in the end, she still became the young grandmother of the Qiu family, which made Qiu Lang die for her. Han Yi and Zhong Yinger were also in love at the beginning, but they didn't come together after all, but fell in love with Bai Xue, whom he missed at the beginning.
The result of all this is not that no one is bad. It's just that the one who achieves happiness is just right.
(End of chapter)