My name is Yan Yao.

It is the young master of the Yan family.

From the moment I was born, I had a flaw, no feelings.

Seven emotions and six desires, love and hatred, there is none.

I don't cry, I don't laugh, I don't get angry, I don't grieve, my face is always tight.

Some people say that I have facial paralysis, but in fact I am more serious than facial paralysis.

Facial paralysis is just a problem with the facial nerves, at least seven emotions and six desires, knowing what is happy and what is sad.

But I won't.

I don't have any human feelings in me, not even popularity.

Sometimes I feel that I am more like a weapon, a sharp blade.

I love martial arts and I like to kill, therefore, some people say that I am a beast.

How cold-blooded am I, my sister died, I was indifferent, my father died in front of me, I didn't even feel sadness.

Do you think I'm scary? I think so too.

It's really scary, how can a person's feelings be indifferent like this.

But I really didn't feel it.

Family affection, friendship, exist in my world, but I can't feel it.

As for love......

I think of a person, a woman like a rose.

Qin Xunfei.

I don't know if it's love or not, I just know that she's special to me.

The only emotion I've ever felt in my life is with her.

When she's by my side, I feel at ease and want her to be there for me all the time.

When I saw her smile, I was more relaxed and a little happy.

Happiness is so precious to someone like me who lacks feelings.

So even if I knew that she had other intentions to approach me, I would let it go again and again.

Because she is the only emotional ups and downs in my life for more than 20 years.

I guess that's love.

Later, she ruined my family, my sister died, and my father died.

But I had no urge to seek revenge on her.

Maybe what others said was right, I was a beast, cold-blooded and ruthless, even if I watched the tragic death of my loved ones, I was indifferent.

My relatives are gone, my family is gone, she is getting married, and I don't seem to have the need to stay.

So I left to see the scenery outside.

Before leaving, I went to see her for the last time, and I was unexpectedly reluctant.

It seems that all the emotions I have had in my life are because of her.

Then one day, I suddenly remembered a memory about everything about my past life.

About, me and her.

I looked at the blue sky, watched the white clouds and birds flying, and remembered her bits and pieces.

Speaking of which, she and I don't know each other.

In my previous life, I was a killer, and she was the eyes of everyone, and many people paid high prices for her life, and I took it all.

She doesn't have a lot of martial arts, but she's proficient in weapon design and formation, and as the number one killer, I've missed one after another.

I kill, she hides, you come and I know each other.

I don't know if I fell in love with her in my previous life, but I just know that sharing the curse for her is a decision that doesn't need to be thought about.

As for what the curse is on me, I think it should be a lack of emotion.

Without human emotion, I don't know the warmth and coldness of human feelings, which is the curse I bear for her.

Maybe there are also families that have been ruined.

However, it doesn't matter, remembering the memories of her past life means that her curse has been lifted, and what it doesn't matter.

It's just that since then, I have one more person in my heart.

I'm still cold-blooded, and I don't know what feelings are, but I think I might ...... Love her.

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