Chapter 134 Chapter 134 Mutual Expression
Elsie has outdoor shooting work today, and only then did she follow the army down the mountain, and it was already 7 o'clock when she arrived at Tianli Primary School, because she had filled her stomach with compressed biscuits in the mountains, and when she came back, she didn't care about dinner, and went to the public shower room to take a bath first.
The shower room is very simple, and there is a simpler handwashing station outside, and the handwashing station has been holding an 800-watt inferior hair dryer for a long time, even if it is turned on to the maximum setting, it will take half an hour for Elsie to dry her long hair. Fortunately, the temperature was not low today, and Elsie took a shower and went to the rooftop of the teacher's dormitory, lying on one of the two fishing chairs resting on it, drying her long hair while looking at the night sky to relax......
Among the four groups of people on WeChat, Wang Yao sent the address twice, and there was no accident, and now the person should be in Tianli Mountain. Today, Zhou Yuanyuan stayed at school throughout the whole process, but the task was completed with the cooperation of the two, so Zhou Yuanyuan asked Zhang Ping to change her identity, she took classes for Zhang Ping, and Zhang Ping went up the mountain for her...... Now Zhou Yuanyuan should run to Wang Yao.
A photo suddenly came in from the mobile phone, a photo of the starry sky sent by Fei Yuli. Elsie glanced at the photo, and then looked up at the starry sky that fell under her eyes, as if her heart was instantly hit by something, and the emotions in her chest were full and empty.
Then, she took the same photo and sent it to Fei Yuli.
The iron door behind the rooftop made a long "cluck" sound, and Elsie subconsciously turned her head, and when she saw Zhang Ping pushing the door out, she raised the corners of her mouth and smiled slightly: "...... Hi. ”
"Hey, it doesn't seem like I'm the one I'm waiting for." Zhang Ping joked.
Elsie chuckled and replied, "Of course it's not you." ”
Zhang Ping held a plate of baked food in one hand, covered his chest with the other, and said with a hurt face: "Sad, I still came up to bring you food." ”
Elsie was even more polite, smiled and said, "Thank you, so things can stay." ”
After half a month of getting along day and night, she and Zhang Ping and other teachers have become brothers and sisters, especially Zhang Ping, who also came from Beijing. Zhang Ping was a typical engineering man before he came to teach, but he had a delicate personality, not only as a mathematics teacher at Tianli Primary School, but also as a music teacher here.
The video of him playing the guitar and teaching the students here to sing went viral last month, and now has millions of followers.
"I'm really not here to show off, just to show my current life, compared to the days when I worked from 9 to 5 in Beijing to work on the subway, I prefer the simple life of facing the sunrise and sunset."
"In the words of a certain secretary-general, public welfare should not be a bound feeling, but a self-chosen life."
"Isn't that right?" Zhang Ping looked at her meaningfully and asked confirmatively.
Elsie smiled, still refusing to admit that she was the secretary general in Zhou Yuanyuan's words, not that she had to hide it, but there was nothing to claim the identity of the secretary general. The more she got on the road, the more she felt that the road under her feet was longer than she imagined, she originally just set off at random, but she met many companions along the way, and slowly strengthened some thoughts in her heart.
Zhang Ping came to Tianli Mountain to travel because of his lovelornness, and because he liked to stay here as a volunteer teacher, Zhang Ping did not mention much about the past of falling out of love, probably because the girl's parents did not agree with their relationship, and finally his girlfriend accepted his parents' arrangement to marry someone else.
"I originally had a monthly salary of 30K after tax, no more, no less, and I could feed two people by eating, drinking, and having fun every day, but you also know the housing prices in Beijing, even if it took me ten years to buy outside the Fifth Ring Road, I couldn't afford it...... But I can't let Beibei wait me for ten years. ”
Beibei is the nickname of Zhang Ping's ex-girlfriend.
"It can be said that my relationship with Beibei is a typical kind of bread defeating love." Zhang Ping laughed self-deprecatingly twice and stopped the topic, "Forget it, don't talk about such mourning, let's talk about yours, it should be very relieved." ”
Degassing?
Elsie was puzzled...... Where does the relief come from?
"I mean, you're so good and so dashing, you should never be dumped......"
Cough! Who said there wasn't......
Zhang Ping's reason made Elsie cry and laugh, she held her mobile phone, and looked at the starry sky photo sent by Fei Yuli ten minutes ago, summarizing the relationship between her and Fei Yuli from realizing the breakup to the current friendship, and she couldn't say why for a while. Whether a relationship ends or not, sometimes the breakup should not and cannot be used as a judgment, but whether there are still regrets and unwillingness in the heart. For last year's breakup, she was the party who passively pronounced the verdict, but now that she looks back, the regret and unwillingness in her heart is not the breakup that Fei Yuli took the initiative to mention, but that she never had a clear idea of holding hands with him for the rest of her life during the relationship.
If she had a clear heart, no matter whether Fei Yuli went to the blind date banquet at that time, or his mother's dislike for her, she would carefully discuss it with Fei Yuli, instead of letting these problems become a bomb buried in her heart, and ignite the explosion at one time when needed......
When she went to City A again from Beijing, she also talked about her relationship with Wei Cheng in the glass house of Wei Jia's house like tonight, and Wei Cheng listened to her and Fei Yuli's breakup description, and objectively commented: "In fact, you are the irresponsible one in the relationship between you and Fei Yuli." "Just like my relationship with Liu Jingling, I chose not to do anything or say anything, but the question arises, does the responsibility really have nothing to do with me? Emotionally, people who are wise enough to protect themselves are often the initiators. ”
"I think the emotional thing is that you are smart people who look at other people's problems, but you can easily become stupid." That's how she went back to the city.
"Yes, because human nature is like this, especially smart people, greedy and selfish."
Therefore, Elsie did not feel how relieved the feelings she had experienced, but clearly saw the cowardice and selfishness in herself......
"And if you meet again, will you tell him what you think?" Zhang Ping asked her.
"I'll tell him." Elsie chuckled, paused and said, "Still, when he really believes." "Really believe her, without suspicion or speculation, so that the common scheming in his and her hearts is meaningful.
"How long will it take?"
"I don't know."
"Then how do you know if he believes or not?" Zhang Ping asked again.
He ...... Will tell me. Elsie said, with a more certainty in her tone that she hadn't had before. Like her, Fei Yuli is also a character who does not suffer losses, and two people who don't want to suffer want to love each other wholeheartedly, with Fei Yuli's character, he will definitely start in advance.
After all, he's always been best at getting ahead of the curve.
……
When Elsie finished communicating with him about their feelings on an equal footing, Zhang Ping was curious in his heart, what was the man who made Elsie sad and regretful?
Elsie thought for a moment and said, "You'll know when I see you later." ”
See you later?
Zhang Ping felt that Elsie's words were really perfunctory to outsiders, just like an old classmate who hadn't seen him for a long time and said that he would meet next time and treat him...... Zhang Ping went downstairs to answer the call from home, and when he glanced at it, he suddenly saw a long man figure walking in from outside the school.
Recently, the TV station is filming a promotional video in Tianli Mountain, there are a lot of outsiders, although Zhang Ping can't recognize all of them, but he has basically taken pictures, but now the man who comes in, he really hasn't seen it.
The other party is very outstanding regardless of temperament and appearance, if they have met, he will definitely have an impression.
Zhang Ping hung up his mobile phone, and the man had already walked up to him, also holding a mobile phone, like an outsider politely asking him: "Does Elsie of Dawn Public Welfare live in this building?" ”
Zhang Ping subconsciously asked, "...... Are you looking for Elsie? After a pause, he nodded and said, "Yes, she's upstairs." ”
Fei Yuli: "Thank you. ”
At that moment, Elsie went downstairs, went down the back corridor, and stood behind them and said, "Fei Yuli...... I'm here. ”
Then, the man's expression was slightly relaxed, and then he followed the voice past Zhang Ping to look at the person behind him, and naturally and unnaturally said, "Elsie, I'll come over - see you." ”
The electromagnetic field between men and women is so wonderful, and after a short two-sentence conversation, Zhang Ping could hear that the unruly man in front of him should be the one that Elsie left in his words just now...... Man.
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Fei Yuli followed Elsie to the room where she and Zhou Yuanyuan lived during this time, Zhou Yuanyuan stayed at Wang Yaoding's homestay tonight, and she should not come back. He drove for almost a day, but he could only stay in the room with Elsie and say a few words, and he couldn't hug each other tightly like Wang Yao and Zhou Yuanyuan when they met, but Fei Yuli still felt that today's trip was very worthwhile.
It was worth it at a glance, not to mention that he could keep looking at her.
Fei Yuli watched non-stop, looking and looking, looking up and down, looking carefully...... Elsie looked at her as he did, and then asked him in a low voice, "Fei Yuli, are you optimistic?" ”
"Can't read it?" He asked her, with a blunt emotion in his eyes. Unlike in City A, every time he sees her, he hides it.
"It's not." Elsie looked at him and said, "If you look good, I'd like to hug you." ”
Fei Yuli: "......"
The surprise was like a shooting star streaked across the sky.
He has always liked Elsie's calm appearance to him the most, real and gentle, without a strong coat, without too much thought, looking at his eyes directly reflected in her heart, like the moonlight in the mountains shining brightly on his heart.
However, after knowing each other for so long, Elthy's heart has always been hidden in thick dark clouds, and although there is occasionally a little light, it can also make him pleasantly surprised as if he has experienced the illusion of ten thousand rays.
"Don't." After a while, Fei Yuli said with the corners of his mouth upturned, his tone was gentle and gentle, and then he took a step forward slightly, shook his hands, and tightly protected Elsie's waist and said, "You don't need to hug ...... I'll hold you. ”
On the night before Elsie came to Tianli Mountain, Fei Yuli came to look for her, and when she went back, she said two words, one sentence was: "Elsie, I don't want to lie to myself, so there is one thing I want to tell you, I broke up not because I didn't love you, but because I loved you very much." ”
And one more sentence is-
"In the future, I won't lie to you again, and tell you everything and everything, because I think I can really pursue you well."
Feelings are complex and simple. For example, when expressing this matter to each other, if he is true to her, she will also be honest with him.