Gu Xingrui was interning and preparing for her graduate exam. For cross-exams, the odds of success are slim.

In fact, most of her family members suggested that she take the exam as a teacher, and then continue to take the postgraduate examination along the major of ideological and political education. It's just that Gu Xingrui knows that graduate school is very important, and basically determines his future employment direction, so he is also cautious about choosing a major.

The road is not easy, and many times it is like walking on a vast island, surrounded by cold icebergs. The further you go, the more you hear countless voices of opposition.

"Girls just want stability, what are you going to do with so much money?"

"You can't do it, you can't pass the exam, you haven't studied in college for four years, aren't you talking about a dream?"

"If you can't pass the exam this year, let's take the Gongyuan exam, or take the exam for your own major, why bother with it?"

It's just that many people decide the lives of others in a single thought. After studying for so many years, can you really find what is most suitable for you in one or two years for the big thing of employment?

Most people are just living a life that has been arranged, snowing, liking it or not, getting it. On the heavy snow, there is no suitable major for you, you have to go.

Many people are just pushed forward by life, and they have to take the exam, whether they like the major or not. When the age is reached, get married and have children. How many people do what they love? Married, married to the person in your heart?

The scariest thing is that once someone behaves differently than them. They're going to jump out en masse, "No, you shouldn't be like that, you should be like whomever you are." "It's not good, it's definitely not going to work."

If you stay in mediocrity, you won't dare to do it, and you will not be allowed to do it. The name of it is experience.

It seems that at Gu Xingrui's age, if she can't be admitted to graduate school and doesn't study well, it's a big sin, and she should be despised by others. More adults are like machines that turn money to support their families, and children are like machines that sell books.

But they are all laymen, but Gu Xingrui wants to be a layman who lives according to his own heart. She is also afraid that one day she will become the person who only looks at the grades of her children.

The root of selling books is to increase knowledge, broaden your horizons, and have the courage to live. However, it has become the best tool for dividing people, three, six, nine, etc. It's just that Ren Dang really should be divided into three, six, nine and so on?

In fact, in the final analysis, graduate school is just a process, and what Gu Xingrui really wants to change is the industry.

Because I want to change industries, I don't care if I can be admitted to graduate school. Because I like this industry, even if I start from the bottom, it doesn't matter if the salary is meager. She also wants to take the CPA certificate, which is not like a graduate school that determines success or failure in one year.

Five years is enough time to accumulate and become successful, and it is also enough to pass the CPA certificate. Even if you start at the bottom of the industry, five years is enough progress. At that time, I believe that it should be easy for her to go to graduate school again.

It's just that girls are young and fleeting, although she believes that she can do it, there are very few people in the whole world who believe in her. More voices told her that girls should be stable, have their own jobs, and just find a good husband.

Looking back on the past few years in college, although I didn't like this major, I didn't fail the course.

In her freshman and sophomore years, she didn't go to graduate school, so she went to work part-time. Whether it's a waiter, a clothes seller, or a tutor. This is also the opportunity to meet the monkeys, sparkling, and talking about Jiachang.

The most serious thing is that I fell in love, and I didn't do things such as getting pregnant out of wedlock, having a baby, or even dropping out of school. She also doesn't understand how she became a fool when she got into other people's mouths!

In the later stage of the graduate school entrance examination, as those voices said, her foundation was too thin, and she didn't believe that she could be admitted. Even without the stepping stone of graduate school, she went to the bottom of the industry to start.

A trivial dream, even if there is no one to support it, has to set sail.

She also remembered that when her father Gu Yanjun came to see her during the summer vacation, the deputy dean of the graduate school of the school invited him to dinner. On the entire table, it can be said that they are big names in the academic world, at least in Gu Xingrui's eyes.

She remembers crying that night and then telling her father that she didn't want to take the test.

Probably the more weighty a person says, the easier it is to crush a person's dreams. At that time, she knew that there was little hope of getting in, so she changed her direction and prepared to take the CPA certificate wholeheartedly.

The next day, he went back with his father, and his parents found the respected old principal, and she told Gu Xingrui that she could still go abroad. It's just that when I inquired later, I couldn't change my favorite major at all if I went abroad, so I had to give up.

It's true that she has been suppressed for too long, or her ability is not good, and this year she feels that she can't pass the exam, and calls her mother and wants to give up.

scolded with a scolding on his head and face: "How do you know if you can't do it without trying?" By now, you said you weren't going to take the test? ”

"I don't know what you want to do?"

"Make money? Do you have the ability to make money? ”

"Don't you know that a student's job is to study? I really don't know what you want to do. ”

"Are you talking to your parents? You're just letting us know. ”

"I see you're fooling around at school every day."

She didn't blame her mother for being angry, she never made up for what she did when she spent money to buy courses for graduate school, and she let her go out if she wanted to go out for a walk halfway. even found a retired old principal for her, Gu Xingrui really felt sorry for her parents.

It's just that her current state is no longer suitable for the graduate school entrance examination, and it is almost over, and there is no point in waiting for this result. Gu Xingrui just wanted to start a business and take the CPA certificate at the same time.

Not taking money from your parents is just trying to force out your own abilities, but my mother doesn't understand.

After making the call, Gu Xingrui's heart suddenly turned cold, but now that she has said that she doesn't want her parents' money, she can only rely on her own ability.

As for this winter vacation, she doesn't know whether she should go back or not.

Maybe my father and mother are angry, and her return will only make them more angry.

Is it to stick to your ideals? Or do you smooth out the edges and corners? Go back to become a teacher and continue to take the postgraduate examination for ideological and political education?

How should you choose at the crossroads of life? I can't think about it so much, maybe it's most important to find a job to support myself.

At least, Gu Xingrui doesn't want to struggle in the state of being in a state of graduate school entrance examination every day. However, according to her mother's character, she will most likely rush to Sanjiang City to beat her and then arrest her.

Thinking of her mother, Gu Xingrui couldn't help but shrink her head. Maybe she was really disappointed and angry in her mother's heart. Gu Xingrui didn't want to go against her mother, but she had different ideas, and she didn't expect her mother to understand.

But after all, she is almost 21 years old, and she has to take responsibility for what she does in the future, how can she always hide under the wings of her parents and grow up?