Chapter 195: The Forbidden Land
In fact, it's normal to have such thoughts, after all, she is like a fairy who doesn't eat fireworks in the world, but Xiaoqing doesn't care about this, the only thing she thinks about is to be with this man who once saved her, that's all.
Li Hua continued: "Later, they were really together, and the two of them really loved each other, but my father still found out about her problem, and after knowing that she was a snake demon, his first reaction was not to be afraid, but to worry about whether there was a gap between them, and whether the two of them could be together, but she had some worries in her heart, for fear that he would care about the fact that he was a snake demon." ”
After all, humans are dangerous animals to monsters, they can't get close easily, many monsters have died in the hands of people, Xiaoqing also knows that she can't get close, but it's hard to control herself, once you like it, there's really nothing you can do.
Later, they naturally got together, but the snake demon is a snake demon after all, Li Hua's father didn't care, Xiaoqing also proposed marriage at this time, the two have been together long enough, and they have always understood each other, so she wants to get married.
When he heard the news, he was a little panicked, panicked because he was worried that Xiaoqing would do something stupid because of this, I don't know what this stupid thing means.
After some exchanges, I realized that Xiaoqing and Ma Wen really have a lot of similarities, such as being able to do justice for their beloved.
No wonder I saw Ma Wen's shadow in her, everything that happened later had a reason, because they were going to get married, so Xiaoqing wanted to become a human, but it was almost impossible for a monster to become a human, it could be said that he had to risk his life, this news was only known to Xiaoqing's friends, that is, the little monster I saw in my dream.
After the little monster learned about this, he went to find a man, which roughly means that if you want to get married, you are completely harming Xiaoqing, she is a snake demon herself, and it is not easy to turn into a human form now, you don't know how much cultivation she spent to meet you, if she becomes a human for you, it can almost be said that it is a dead end, if you really love her, leave her, let her live as a monster.
After that, there were those in the dream, because what I saw in the dream was the picture of the snake demon being abandoned, and she was very decisively refused, at that time, just because of this side, I thought he must be a scumbag, but now I realize that the truth of the matter is far more than what we see.
As for what I said at the time about marrying someone else, it was all fake, it was just acting, and Xiaoqing had been waiting in the original place, and the two of them missed it like this, and they never met again, it was like a real fate, just like Ma Wen and I, even if we have each other in our hearts, we still can't be together.
After listening to it, I sighed: "This relationship is really sad, maybe they are all waiting for each other's words, if they can be more firm, maybe the original words can be made clear." ”
As soon as the words fell, Xiaoqing stood up, she walked out, probably because she couldn't bear this, I didn't speak, just looked at her back a little helpless, at this time I was going to get up and leave, but Li Hua continued to add tea to me, as if the topic was not over, after the lamp poured the tea, he said: "I know that this snake demon is the person my father cares about, that is, your so-called wife, in fact, it is already obvious." ”
I looked at him stunned for a moment: "Since you know, why don't you say it?" ”
He smiled: "I know this is the most important thing for you, since you want to know then I will say it, if it is debunked like this, it will not be good for you, I am not a bad person, this is also my wish, in fact, I have always been very curious, what kind of person my father cares about, so that I have been unwilling many times, thinking that he does not need to bury his happiness for such a person, he has never married, is it a little unworthy?" ”
Later, he said: "It wasn't until we met today that I found out that some things are worth it without asking whether it's worth it, since my father likes it, let him like it, he only said these words to me alone, he may not have imagined that I can see the person he cares about again, is her mood okay?" ”
I shook my head, thinking that it didn't hurt to say these words to him, after all, in his impression, Xiaoqing really didn't pay anything, I wanted to change his opinion, so I said to him: "She met me by chance, it's strange to say, I can see the monster and communicate with him, so let me come to you and ask about things, but you seem to have an enchantment here, the snake demon can't get in at all, so she asked me to bring her over, and she only believed it when I heard you say this." ”
Li Hua was a little surprised, and looked around him: "I did have an enchantment here before, but this was all told to me after my father died, and the reason for setting this enchantment at that time must be that he didn't want to see her again, so he must not be able to control his emotions, and this enchantment disappeared after his father's death, so she can come in now, since she is a snake demon, she should be able to feel this." ”
I'm also a little confused, I don't understand what Xiaoqing is doing this for, but I just smiled slightly and didn't think much about anything, maybe she has her own reasons, maybe she doesn't have the courage to come here alone, but I'm curious, why did she choose me, with her appearance, she can find someone to accompany her, why me?
But what I should say is still to say: "Maybe you don't know what she thinks about your father, how many years she has lived, and until now her heart is still worried about your father, no matter what, she refuses to give up, she has always insisted that your father loves her, but fortunately the result is good now, she knows that everything she has done is worth it, just fine." ”
Li Hua put down the teacup and sighed: "That's not the case, sometimes it's not a good thing to keep hope, if I said at the time that my father had left her, she might have only gotten a short period of pain, and then she lived her own life, but now she knows that she has always been deeply loved, and she only has guilt in her heart, and this kind of deep love will not become less, only more and more, do you understand?" ”
Only then did I suddenly understand what she said, just like Ma Wen, it was also a kind of torture for me, and the dead were a relief.
I glanced at him at a loss: "Did your father say anything else before he died, didn't he really think about being with Xiaoqing, after all, they both really love each other." ”
I have never been able to understand why two people who really love each other can't be together, just like when I was with Xiaoya, even if she doesn't love me, we still insist on being together for so long, and it is okay to pretend to like someone, but real love is precious, such a relationship itself is very precious, why do you care if she is a human or a demon?
I guess he must have the same thoughts as mine, Li Hua nodded: "I see that your personality is somewhat similar to my father, but when he was young, he was not as chic as you, he always cared about other people's opinions, and has been living in other people's mouths, what should and should not be done, he lives by other people's ideas, just because he is worried that he will suffer from gossip after marriage, so it is not good for Xiaoqing to make up his mind to leave, of course, her life is in danger is the most important reason." ”
After listening to these explanations, I slowly stood up, she must have been waiting for me outside the door, and finally Ma Ming left, probably sitting in the car to sleep, I said goodbye to Li Hua and left here, he sat alone on the chair drinking tea, looking at his back a little lonely, but he seemed to be like his father, began to enjoy this life, when I saw his back, it was like seeing the old man.
When I walked to the door, Xiaoqing had been squatting in the corner and crying softly, she was crying very depressed, not daring to make a sound, I squatted next to her and patted her back comfortingly: "If you want to cry, cry out, you have endured it for so long, and the truth you have always wanted to know has been known, he is worth it, you are also worth it, but you can only cry this time, and then you have to start living a good life." ”
In fact, these words are not only for her, every time I see Xiaoqing, it makes me very trance, I feel like I saw Ma Wen, so I am also telling myself that I must live a good life in the future, and I can't keep dwelling on the past, and I can't get out if others can't get in.
After soothing her, she stood up, her eyes were slightly red, she looked pitiful, I walked on her side and took her to the car, Ma Ming had been asleep in the car for a long time, and he didn't know when we came in, I patted him on the back, he almost jumped up, his head hit it hard, he covered his head in pain: "Eh, I said you are murder, did you mean it?" ”
Looking at his funny appearance, Xiaoqing finally smiled, looking at her smile I thought of Ma Wen again, and began to regret why I didn't talk more when I was with her, I can create some memories, and now when I look back, I only have incomparable guilt and self-blame, every time I summon Ma Wen, it's because I have an accident.
When I came back to my senses, Ma Ming had already driven away, and we returned to the original place again, this forest was equivalent to the territory of the snake demon, she said to us: "This forest has not been visited for a long time, and it is said that the demon aura here is very strong, and most people dare not come, even the demon hunter feels that this place is a forbidden place." ”