Seeing what he said, especially the expression on his face, it seemed that he had really experienced this thing.

Some eyes can't be disguised at all, that's the expression that can only be had by personal experience, it is that kind of look that makes me fall into contemplation, Wang Feng seems to be a little different from what I imagined, I once thought that he was a split personality, because he wanted to get some kind of power so he killed innocents indiscriminately, but at this time I was a little doubtful that what I insisted on was true or false.

He said to me: "The original family will always bring a lot of harm to people, I don't seem to feel the so-called love since I was a child, I envy those children who have been cared for since childhood, their self-confidence is something I can't imitate at all, even if I have always disguised myself as strong and confident, but some details still betray myself, I know that I can't compare with them, this is the gap." ”

Now he has been mentioning the original family, which is also the most powerless thing for me, until now many people will be hurt by their original family, and most people will instinctively hate it, and even regret it when they grow up, and some people will also be afraid of marriage and do not want to have children, but they are afraid that children will experience the same thing as themselves.

I tried to comfort him but he didn't know how to say it, some things had to be empathetic to be able to say it.

But some people always like to judge others from the highest point of morality, for example, at this time to say that Wang Feng's is not good, no matter how bad his original family is, it is also his parents, and they are also people who have been raised since childhood.

In the end, I chose to remain silent and didn't say anything.

He suddenly smiled: "Since I was a child, the only look I saw in their eyes was disappointment, no matter how good my grades were, even if I won the first place in the school, it was useless, they only thought I was a useless child, that kind of look I am afraid I will never forget in my life, so many years have passed, as long as I close my eyes, I can recall that look, I have long had enough, they always keep beating and scolding me, it lasted for a long, long time." ”

At this moment, I saw that Wang Feng's eyes seemed to be filled with fear.

I patted him on the shoulder with my hand to comfort him, but at this time I suddenly felt the vibration around me, like an earthquake, I quickly grabbed Wang Feng's arm and squatted down, holding my head with both hands and said, "Hurry up and squat according to my position, how can there be an earthquake in a good manner?" ”

At this time, Wang Feng let go of my hand, and I watched him go farther and farther, and finally left here, and it was at this time that the vibration slowly disappeared, but the surroundings were very noisy, as if the voices of many people were mixed together.

"You see, there's a guy who's squatting on the ground and covering his head, can't he be a fool?"

The boy's voice reached my ears, and I realized that these people seemed to be talking about me, so I quickly stood up, and looked around me in astonishment.

This is exactly a school, and it is an elementary school, the school doesn't look very big, the teachers and classmates are standing outside the door, the school gate has not been opened, several children have been surrounding me, the little boy who just made the sound is dressed in a decent dress, like the head of these children.

But this pick up child was not polite at all, pointed at me and said, "Who are you and why did you come to our school?" ”

The tone of speech is very arrogant, and I don't feel timid because of my size or age, such people are generally pampered at home, and there are many such children now, commonly known as bear children, I don't pay attention to this child, and continue to walk, wanting to see where I have come.

How did I come to this school in the blink of an eye, just now it was obviously in the secret tunnel, I remember that I patted him on the shoulder and it became like this.

I stood here in a daze, looking around, hoping to find Wang Feng.

But there was no sign of him in the vicinity, they were all children of similar size, and I continued to walk forward, because I was walking too fast and accidentally bumped into a small child.

Even if I hit the ground, the child still didn't make any sound, he stood up like no one was right and patted the dust on his body, and then continued to walk forward with an indifferent expression, the clothes he was wearing were shabby, the schoolbag he was carrying had many paintbrushes on it, and even the shoes had been opened, this outfit made me feel cold when I looked at it.

I quickly chased after the child and grabbed the child's arm, and when I wanted to open my mouth to ask him if he was okay, the child made a gesture to let my hand slowly loosen, and I couldn't help but sting in my heart.

The moment I touched the child, he suddenly squatted down and held his head with both hands, and begged me for mercy with a trembling voice: "Please, don't hit me, I really didn't intentionally hit you just now." ”

It was clear that I bumped into this child, but he kept apologizing, as if he was the wrong person.

I saw that his knees were already bleeding, and quickly took out a tissue to wipe it for him, he was very nervous during the whole process, and he didn't dare to make a sound when it hurt so much, and he kept gritting his teeth and holding on, I didn't know why it was like this, I sighed: "I accidentally bumped into you just now, I don't know why you apologize to me, it's obviously not your fault, are you like this at school?" ”

At this time, I saw the child's face clearly, this person should be Wang Feng of childhood, the eyebrows and eyes cannot be changed, especially this look I am very familiar with, the movements in my hands stopped, and asked tentatively: "Are you Wang Feng?" ”

He answered: "Uncle, how do you know me?" ”

This is tantamount to acquiescence, I didn't expect that I could meet Wang Feng when I was a teenager in this place, but now Wang Feng is already in his twenties, why did he meet him when he was a teenager at this time, is all this Wang Feng's arrangement?

Now my brain is in a mess and I quickly ask, "How old are you now?" ”

He picked up his schoolbag and carried it: "Uncle, I am ten years old this year. ”

So I came to the place more than ten years ago, no wonder he looks so immature, but what is the purpose of my coming here, seeing that Wang Feng is about to leave, I quickly grabbed his arm, trying to ask this matter clearly: "Can't you remember anything, then do you remember who I am, do you have any impression of me?" ”

Seeing that I suddenly said this, Wang Feng frowned, and the fear in his eyes was revealed again, if he guessed correctly, he was about to start apologizing again in the next second, so I had to quickly let go of his hand and told him not to be afraid: "Don't be afraid, uncle is really not a bad person, just curious why he saw you here, I know you, do you know?" ”

After saying this, Ha Wangfeng hurriedly walked away, seeing him hurriedly walking towards the school, I wanted to catch up, but the class bell had already rang, so I could only let him out of my sight.

I have been standing at the school gate waiting, the school guard has been looking at me with strange eyes, probably thinking of me as a bad person, seeing this, I took the initiative to walk over and say hello: "Hello big brother, it should be quite tiring here, I see that these students are full of energy and are quite naughty." ”

The doorman sighed and took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket and handed me one: "No, today's children are not like when we were young, they only think about learning, you see these children are very naughty, but there are still some well-behaved children in our school, such as that Wang Feng, I am impressed, this child is so pitiful." ”

There are so many students in the school, there is definitely something special about the person who can impress the doorman, I was still thinking of a cliché, but the doorman took the initiative to say it, and I hurriedly continued: "Oh, I don't see any of the children here who are obedient, why are you impressed by this person, Uncle Doorman?" ”

The doorman took a puff of cigarette: "This child has always been very obedient in school, although he is a boy, but his personality is more quiet than that of girls, and he generally does not take the initiative to speak, but every time he comes over, he will greet me, he is a very polite child, but he is often bullied by other children in school, which is normal, he is too honest and will definitely be targeted by children, but these children are not very old, and it is normal to fight and make trouble." ”

It should be impossible to remember this alone, and I hummed, "Is there anything special about this child?" ”

Seeing that I was so interested, he looked me up and down: "You should have come to pick up people, look at you walking around the door, waiting for a long time, could it be that you are Wang Feng's relative?" ”

Since the doorman had already said so, I had no choice but to nod: "I am his distant relative, I came to see him today, and by the way, I will take him to have a meal at noon." ”

Before he finished speaking, the doorman changed his attitude, and said coldly: "Oh, you are Wang Feng's distant relative, right, why did you come over suddenly, I have the impression that his family has never appeared, I originally thought that there were only grandparents at home, and he was wearing a thin clothes in winter, if it wasn't for the school teacher to take care of him, it is estimated that he has been frozen to death, your relative is estimated to be useless, don't you feel distressed when you see the child like this?" ”

I was also a little embarrassed to be rushed suddenly, and I didn't know how to answer for a while.

Seeing that I was confused, he smiled: "I'm afraid you have some other purpose for coming over, this child looks like this regardless of the original family, and he is careful about what he does, where is there still a child, just a ten-year-old child, he can't even laugh at the most basic level, who doesn't feel distressed when he sees it?" ”