Chapter 085: Don't Love Me
After all, Zhong Ying'er was stubborn but couldn't resist Han Yi's stubbornness, and was temporarily surrendered by his cheekiness and refusal to leave.
"Thank you, big brother!" Han Yi pulled a small suitcase and passed through the guard room, and shouted sincerely to the man who let him in.
The doorman smiled happily and beckoned, "No thanks! It's this girl, you can come often if you have nothing to do in the future! โ
Han Yi opened the trunk, put the box in, and then walked in front of Yueyue, "What's your full name?" โ
"Qin Yue, Qin Yue of 'Qin Shi Mingyue Han Shi Guan'." She still replied politely, but she was more curious about Han Yi.
"Who the hell is this? Why did Sister Ying'er live here for so long, and he suddenly appeared at this time? He also drove a sports car, and he said that he would buy the house. What is the relationship with Sister Ying'er? She had too many questions in her mind.
Han Yi was afraid that she was worried that something would happen to Zhong Ying'er, so she deliberately said before leaving: "Don't worry, I will take care of her." Don't forget to go to the address I wrote to you for an interview tomorrow, preferably in the afternoon, and prepare well in the morning. Good luck with your interview! โ
"Yueyue, you go back, it's okay, I'll be back in two days." Zhong Ying'er finished speaking to Qin Yue, and then got into the car very reluctantly. Especially when you get into this eye-catching car, you will definitely be talked about.
Han Yi leaned sideways to help her fasten her seatbelt, and Zhong Ying'er instinctively turned her head out of the window. Thinking that Han Yi was going to kiss her, he clenched his fists and raised his voice nervously, "What are you doing!?" โ
"Seat belts! What do you think? I want to hit someone! Han Yi stared ahead and drove the car very attentively, "Don't worry, I won't do anything to you, there's no need to avoid me like this, it's been three years, and there is no news at all!" โ
"Does Bai Xue know that you came to me?" Zhong Ying'er waited for a while, but Han Yi did not respond.
She then asked, "I just want to stay away from you and not bother you." โ
"Three years ago, did you sincerely bless me and Bai Xue?"
Han Yi didn't tell her that Bai Xue had left for a foreign country three years ago, and for him, Zhong Ying'er could be happy and bless him and Bai Xue, these two are the most important thing. As for whether Bai Xue knew that he came to Zhong Ying'er, it didn't matter, because he knew that Bai Xue had always loved him deeply and believed in him. Bai Xue also hoped that he could ask Zhong Ying'er about what happened back then, and wanted him to make his own choice.
"Yes!"
Zhong Ying'er is so categorical because she really blesses them sincerely, although she has not let go of her love and reluctance to Han Yide, she also chose to leave and bless.
"You take the medicine, close your eyes and rest for a while, I'll drive slowly, and I'll call you when I arrive."
Regarding Zhong Ying'er's question and the lie that she wanted to stay away from him, Han Yi neither answered nor cared. He was just figuring out how to say sorry to her.
A few months before Bai Xue left, he sent messages to Zhong Ying'er many times, asking her if she had said something to Bai Xue, and there was always only one sentence. She didn't say anything, just deleted Han Yide's WeChat and cut off contact with everyone around him.
Han Yi felt that he had pushed her away and pushed her far away. Like Bai Xue said, it's a bit cruel! Even though it all happened without his knowledge, he now knew it all, and in fact owed her an apology.
"I'm fine, I'm not sleepy."
When Han Yi first entered her room and saw her, his heart was sour. Inexplicably distressed Zhong Ying'er, has she often encountered situations like last night over the years? Have you always lived so far away from your place of work, in such a small house? He couldn't ask, because he knew that Zhong Ying'er wouldn't want him to know.
"I just arrived in Shanghai yesterday, I want to stay for a while, I am not very familiar with this place, can you take me around?" Han Yi couldn't help but always look at Zhong Ying'er a few times.
She sneered: "You will be short of assistants now, will you lack someone to arrange for you?" I don't have time, and I have to look for a job! โ
Han Yi wanted to say: I will help you get the work! But it's still hard to speak, saying it will only make Zhong Yinger feel embarrassed, and she won't accept anything.
"I'm alone in Shanghai now, and I haven't bought any daily necessities." Han Yi felt that such a reason could not convince her, and then a flash of inspiration: "Last night, because of you, I entered the police station and lost a big order." Just borrow your time for a few days, it's cheap for you. โ
When I entered the city and arrived near Qiu Lang's house, I stopped at a porridge shop.
After Han Yi got out of the car, he hurriedly went over to open the door for Zhong Ying'er, "I haven't eaten anything in the morning, come and drink a bowl of porridge with me!" He just wanted Zhong Ying'er to drink some porridge.
"Look, why is this bowl of porridge so expensive!" Han Yi held the order to his lips and whispered to Zhong Ying'er: "We were only one dollar for a bowl of porridge at school at that time, and it has increased dozens or even a hundred times here. โ
Of course, he didn't pick the door, he didn't just tell the truth, mainly to talk to Zhong Ying'er.
Zhong Ying'er poured a cup of hot water for Han Yi, and said contemptuously: "It's only you rich people who come to this kind of place!" โ
"In front of you, what does it matter if I have money or notยทยทยทยทยทยท" Han Yi stared at Zhong Ying'er, and then said to the waiter, "Two bowls of oatmeal."
Zhong Ying'er's eyes dodged, but she felt warm in her heart, she once said to Han Yi, "Drink porridge and drink oatmeal porridge!" "I can't believe he remembers.
This feeling has nothing to do with love, it is a good memory, sitting face to face with the people you care about, knowing that everything is okay with each other, is a great happiness.
"Is Snow alright? When are you going to get married? Zhong Ying'er scooped up a spoonful of porridge and put it in her mouth naturally and elegantly, "I really didn't say anything to her, I haven't been in touch since I met once three years ago." โ
She still loves Han Yi, but she has to pretend to bless him and Bai Xue as if nothing happened. The blessing is sincere, and the love for him cannot be restrained!
"I see, it's wrong to suspect that you're me! Bai Xue is also quite fine now, in the UK, I have been there for three years. If you get married, you should have to wait a few years! Han Yi said with a cramp in his heart, "Don't hide from me in the future!" At least let me know how you're doing! From now on, I will be your relative. No one can bully you and hurt you except me. โ
Zhong Ying'er lowered her head, her eyes were already moist, the kind of sour feeling of her relatives leaving, no one understood, and being adrift came up, for so many years, no one had said a word of comfort to her. She was very touched and indeed felt like a "loved one". But deep down, she would rather be a lover, and this idea can only rot in her stomach and never be spoken.
Han Yi wanted to find a suitable time to discuss something with her so that she would not avoid him. Introducing her to a job and moving her to a better place can only be done slowly.
Qiu Lang is really good here, there is everything nearby, the transportation is also convenient, and after eating, I went to a shopping mall with Zhong Yinger.
"Why did you ask me to bring my luggage? Am I going to live with you? Zhong Ying'er was forced to follow him out of desperation, but I don't know what he was going to do.
Han Yi smiled evilly: "Do you want to live with me?" โ
Then thinking that this kind of nonsense can't be said casually, he began to explain again, "I saw that the elevator over there was broken, and your face was not good, and it was difficult to come out for a job interview, so I did it as soon as my head was hot." โ
"So I'm going to be on the streets with my luggage later?"
After spending a while with Han Yi, Zhong Ying'er began to feel less guarded.
"There's a house in Chulang that no one lives in, and I was going to live here. Now that I'm giving it to you, Li Jia will also go to Shanghai at night, and I'll let her live with you and take care of you. Han Yi thought that this was good, and he happened to go to the place where he slept last night, and Qiu Lang was not there anyway.
"I'm not that expensive! Even if you have a little cough, you don't need to be taken care of at all! Seriously, you'd better let me go back! Zhong Ying'er's expression was serious and resolute, she felt that she was already very happy to see Han Yi, there was no need to disturb him like this.
Han Yi was so hot-headed for a while, thinking about it was really inappropriate, it would be even worse if Bai Xue misunderstood.
"Then you should receive me, accompany me to dinner, and then meet Li Jia, okay?"
Looking at Han Yi's pleading eyes, Zhong Ying'er couldn't refuse. "This is okay!"
When he was about to get into the car after shopping, Han Yi stopped and looked at Zhong Ying'er, his heart was really mixed, and he blamed her for why he didn't tell him the reason for leaving earlier, and why he kept avoiding himself. That way he wouldn't have to blame her all the time and not forgive her. Even if you can't return to the state of a lover, you can comfort her like a relative.
Han Yi approached Zhong Ying'er and looked at her intently, "Can I hug you?" โ
He didn't give Zhong Ying'er a chance to speak, and hugged her, and Zhong Ying'er tried hard to push him away. In exchange, Han Yi hugged him tighter and tighter, and whispered, "I'm sorry!" โ
There is a constant flow of vehicles on the road and pedestrians coming and going. After all, it was in Greater Shanghai, and it seems that such a hug did not attract much attention. But after a while, many people turned their eyes to it, because Zhong Ying'er was crying.
Although Han Yi didn't tell her why she said sorry, Zhong Ying'er was overwhelmed by the entanglements and grievances over the years. This sentence of sorry, a hug, seemed to light up her dark world.
Since she didn't want to mention it, Han Yi pretended not to know. He thought that if it weren't for the current ending, he might have been with Zhong Ying'er. But this is the reality, even if there are thousands of people who are unwilling, they can't compete with a second of change of fate. Even if there are understandable reasons, there is nothing to prevent this from happening. That is, after Zhong Ying'er left, Han Yi fell in love with Bai Xue and loved her deeply. As it is now, he will not give up in the future.
Han Yi felt sorry for Zhong Ying'er, hated his indifference to her at the beginning, and the cruelty of her words, he blamed himself! But the established reality is that their love is a thing of the past, and he doesn't want to miss out on the care and love for her relatives and friends.
"Don't love me, because I can't give you the same love. But remember to rely on me, for I have relied on you as I have been. Don't let anyone bully you, or I'll still be as desperate as I was last night. When you miss me, remember to call me and don't be afraid to disturb me. I will be very happy, and you must be happy too! โ
After speaking, Han Yi let go of her and handed her the sleeve, "Take it and wipe it, I didn't bring a tissue." โ
Zhong Ying'er smiled and shook his hand away, "Neurotic! I can't afford to get dirty! โ
She was moved by Han Yi to cry and laugh, just like before, every time he would deliberately make her angry, and then there would always be a way to make her laugh again. Although she can't let go of the love in her heart, she will also want to see Han Yi happy, and will sincerely bless him and Bai Xue.
Maybe many people should be like Han Yi and Zhong Yinger, do lovers have no feelings after separation? If you have love for them in your heart, you can also bless each other. But it is also possible to rekindle the old love, and Zhong Yinger will have such thoughts in her heart. If Han Yi is single one day, she may take the initiative to pursue him.