Chapter 288: Confiding
Yuan Ning's eyes flashed, "No, what are you talking about?" ”
Su Heting sat down next to her, "Maybe, do you think I'm not worthy of full trust now......"
Yuan Ning clenched the cup in his hand, and a faint confusion appeared in his heart, "What do you say?" Don't talk nonsense! ”
"A-Ning," Su Heting took her hand and flattened it in his palm, "You may not know, I know you better than yourself." You are a very honest person who does not disdain to pretend.
"But with your brother and sister, you have scruples. What are you worried about? ”
Yuan Ning lowered her head, feeling that the grape juice in her hand was very heavy, and the taste had changed, so that she had no interest in taking another sip, and after a while, she asked in a low voice, "You...... When did you notice it? ”
"Very early," Su Heting held her hand and said gently, "I noticed it when I was looking for someone to check on you." But I didn't say it, and I didn't ask. ”
Yuan Ning felt astringent in his heart, "Why?" ”
"You don't say that you naturally have a reason," Su Heting's voice was calm, "Just like my background, I didn't choose to hide it from you at the beginning."
"It's no surprise that everyone has their own secrets, and some will even hide them for the rest of their lives. If you don't say it, naturally you have your reasons.
"Of course I want to know, after all, everyone has curiosity, but if you don't want to say it, I respect your choice."
Yuan Ning's eyes were sour, and he was speechless for a long time.
Su Heting took the cup in her hand and put it on the kang table, and hugged the person into his arms, he knew that at this moment, words were superfluous, and all she needed was a reliable embrace.
Time passed, and the window paper changed from bright to dim.
Qingluo asked outside: "Madam, do you want to set up a meal?" ”
Yuan Ning didn't move in Su Heting's arms, and opened his mouth at the moment, but he felt that his throat was dry and hoarse, and he couldn't make a sound for a while.
Su Heting replied on his behalf: "Prepare a little porridge and side dishes." ”
Qingluo was stunned, and she was happy, it turned out that the master was back! She turned around and went out briskly, and soon brought in the porridge and side dishes.
Su Heting had already hugged Yuan Ning and avoided it.
Qingluo set up the dishes and chopsticks and said, "Old lady, the meal is ready, and the slave and maid go down first." She retreated into the courtyard.
Su Heting came out with Yuan Ning in his arms again, let her lean into his arms, and said softly: "A-Ning, no matter what, the rice still has to be eaten." ”
Yuan Ning fought hard and picked up chopsticks, but he didn't have any appetite at all.
Su Heting picked up the bowl, scooped a spoonful of porridge, blew it gently, and brought it to her lips, "A-Ning, Bo Zhong and they are all smart people, not to mention the two little ones, they are sensible late, but do you think Bo Zhong and Zhong Ling really didn't notice it at all?"
"Have they ever alienated you because of these changes in you? No, no, you're still their amiable and respectable eldest sister. They trust you with all their hearts and support you. ”
Yuan Ning turned his head, and his wandering gaze gradually fell on Su Heting's face, "Really? ”
"Really," Su Heting's answer was categorical, "I don't believe you can't see it." ”
Yuan Ning sighed, put down the chopsticks, gently leaned back into Su Heting's arms, closed his eyes, and said slowly: "Heting, there are some words, I don't say them, but I don't know how to say them." The more I cared, the more I was afraid of losing. I don't care what other people think of me, but if you and they see me as an alien because of this, I ...... I don't know where to go......"
"Silly girl!" Su Heting lowered his head and kissed her on the forehead, "Your husband is not a fool, you have so many excellences, so obvious, if I regard you as an outlier, do you think I can't wait to marry you like this?" ”
He lifted Yuan Ning up from his arms and looked directly into her eyes, "A-Ning, you shouldn't have this kind of emotion of gaining and losing." ”
Yuan Ning tugged at the corners of his lips and pulled out a self-deprecating chuckle, "Yes, it shouldn't be!" But I'm also an ordinary man! ”
Su Heting stopped talking, he knew that she was already about to talk again, so he simply picked up the person, returned to the inner room, placed him on the bed, and asked Qingluo who was guarding outside the hall through the door for a pot of sour plum soup with well water.
Then sat beside Yuan Ning, hooked her into his arms, and said softly: "If you want to say it, say it, if you don't want to say it, I will accompany you like this." ”
Yuan Ning lowered his eyes, and now there is nothing to hide.
"I'm not originally from here," she cleared her throat and spoke slowly, "I'm not even from this era. ”
Su Heting blinked, "Is it the concept of that dynasty that I understand?" ”
"Well," Yuan Ning nodded slightly, "looking back at him, with a little sour little playfulness, "according to the conversion, you should be regarded as a person of the ancestors' generation." ”
Su Heting: "......"
His whole body was stiff!
It was rare to see him deflated like this, Yuan Ning sneered, and his originally depressed mood improved a lot, and said with a smile: "Teasing you!" ”
Su Heting exhaled a breath of turbidity, "I originally thought, no matter what, after so many generations, even if there is some origin, it is far away, after all, you are now my wife, and this voice is destined to be inseparable from me." But I'm still happy to hear you say that! ”
As he spoke, he poured a cup of sour plum soup, drank half a cup for Yuan Ning first, and drank the rest himself, feeling much more comfortable.
Yuan Ning briefly talked about the concept of parallel space, I thought that Su Heting would not understand, but I didn't expect him to be very receptive, "When I was studying, I heard that there are Kyushu overseas. What's more, there were those real things that Yu Jingze told me later, in places beyond our reach, there are also people, they also have dynasties, and some places are similar to us. ”
Yuan Ning smiled, "That's what it means." I had my own life over there, and when I regained consciousness, I was already in this body.
"In other words, I'm kind of borrowing a corpse to resurrect my soul. Isn't this shocking here? ”
Su Heting suddenly hugged her tightly, his body trembled slightly, and he asked softly in his ear, "Is it painful?" ”
His voice was hoarse, which is a condition that only comes from extremely suppressed emotions.
Yuan Ning was stunned for a moment, and only after a while did he react, he was referring to the big explosion.
She hesitated for a moment before she said, "Probably, but the explosion happened so fast that I didn't even have time to react......"
Su Heting lowered his head and kissed her sideburns gently, he had always been glad that he had met her, but if such an encounter was obtained at such a tragic price, he would rather not ......