Chapter 208: Voice of the Heart
I thought he would at least care about me when he came over, after all, I am now locked in this cage and can't go anywhere, who knows how he reacts, I looked at him a little bewildered, but still said what was in my heart: "I know that I hurt you, but from the beginning I didn't force you to stay with me to help me, these are all your own volition, and now I come to save you, are you using such an attitude towards me?" ”
Ma Ming looked at me with a sneer: "You don't know how to do things from the beginning, every time you follow your heart, you can do whatever you want, because the people around you can help you settle everything, so far you know how many troubles you have caused in your own heart, how much I have helped you, I told you that I was tired for a long time, it's just not good to say, your own body, you understand, why I will help you, that naturally has my own purpose, I never do useless work." ”
These words reminded me of what the man told me just now, Ma Ming himself is a selfish person, it can be said that he is similar to this man, if it weren't for my good for him, he wouldn't have stayed by my side at all, so he has been using me all the time?
I shook my head: "Impossible, what you said must be false, you are lying, right, you have helped me from the past to the present, and you almost gave your life for me, how can it be possible to take advantage of me, so you are too worthless, since you said that you don't do useless things, why are you standing here now?" ”
Ma Ming smiled: "Of course, I came here for my own purpose, I told you that the ability of the half-demon is very strong, much stronger than the average monster, so I will always stay by your side, why will I always protect your safety, because there are other people who have been staring at you, if you are taken away by others, then they can get a lot of things, so I am too cost-effective, so I will always be by your side with you, I know that you trust me the most, as long as it is me, you will not doubt, As long as I say keep you away from those people, you will definitely stay away, but now it's different, and we can't win at all. ”
I took a deep breath and said, "So what you mean is that we can't all live in this situation, and if only one person can live, you will definitely choose yourself, right?" ”
At this point, I hope I can get an accurate answer, but I am worried that his thoughts are the same as what I imagined in my heart.
He nodded slightly: "I'm not a saint, nothing is more important than living in the face of death, although you are so selfless verbally, when you get to this point, you will make the same choice as me, I have to let myself live, because I still have a lot of things that I haven't done successfully, so you can accommodate me this time, anyway, you are also a monster, even if it hurts, you will not die, and I am different, if I escape my heart, I will die." ”
What makes me angry now is not his choice, but the sentence he just said, just because I'm a monster, so should I hand over this heart, it's really ironic, when Ma Ming stood in front of me, I actually thought about taking my heart out to him, but when he said that, my mind completely changed.
I sneered: "I don't care about others, but you must be the most selfish person, just because I'm a monster, should I give you this heart, I am indeed immortal, but this is not my own choice, although I will not die, but I have a sense of pain, and it is more sensitive than other people's pain, such pain is something you can't feel, it's like killing me alive, so what's the difference between me and death, how did you say these words, I originally thought you were a person who wasn't afraid of anything, Later, I found out that it is not, you are no different from these laymen, and you are even more cowardly than them, so afraid of death? ”
Ma Ming sighed: "I'm telling you these words calmly now, that's because you won't die at all, so you won't be afraid of these, I know that I am a dying person, I know how to keep myself alive, what you think he can't do, you can actually do it, I don't want to go on like this, you won't die, just do me a favor, can't you?" ”
Just this sentence was enough to make me collapse, I said to him: "What you just said is serious, right, you should know what will happen to me after I take out this heart, and what will happen if this demon stone falls into their hands, you told me at the beginning that you had a plan, and said that you would never go along with him, and now because of yourself, all the plans are disrupted, right, I have become the only victim?" ”
His expression was a little helpless, knowing that what he was doing was wrong, but he still continued to persuade: "I know it's useless to say anything to you now, but you have to know that I am also for better things in the future, although your demon stone is gone, I can still help you, your body will not be in any big trouble, and you want to be a human from the beginning, their plan is foolproof, and you will not be in danger after that, do you know how much time we will waste to continue to find those Nuwa stones?" ”
But he obviously didn't say that before, what he said at the time was obviously to follow me to find it, saying that it was not difficult to find these things, otherwise I wouldn't have followed, it's a big deal that I've been a half-demon for the rest of my life, but now it's become this situation, at least half of the reason is because of Ma Ming himself, and I'm not evading responsibility, after all, he wants to continue to fight with this man, and he said that he is very measured, is this what he is now?
I glanced at him: "So I shouldn't have believed you from the beginning, you have no way to deal with this man at all, you two are not from the same world, so why did you swear so much to me in the first place, or did you collude from the beginning, in order to bring me to this place, and then take out my heart, so that you can get the demon stone, can I think so?" ”
Ma Ming didn't refute, nor did he nod, he seemed to be avoiding this topic, at this time I already had a psychological answer, the real answer may be similar to this, they planned it from the beginning, the so-called waiting for the rabbit, but just been waiting for me to jump into the cargo pit, I smiled: "I really didn't expect that I would be planted in your hands one day, if you really want it, then you can take it, as long as you are worthy of your conscience." ”
After saying this, Ma Ming seemed a little surprised, and I didn't understand what the reason for his surprise was, and I didn't bother to ask, just sat on the ground and didn't say a word, he came over and looked at me again, and now I don't even want to look at him, I feel upset when I look at it, so I resisted and walked to the other side, this is what he pasted on my chest, and I took a closer look and it turned out to be a rune paper.
I quickly tore off the rune paper as if I was stimulated, but I couldn't take it off at all, as if it was completely fixed on it, and I said to Ma Ming in a fierce tone: "What do you want to do, if you want me to die, you just say it, it's not enough for you to take my heart, what do you want me to do?" ”
He didn't speak, but recited the incantation, I felt like a dead heart at this time, especially when I saw Ma Ming's indifferent expression, even if I said this, he still kept reciting the incantation, when he recited the incantation, I felt that I was all over the body, this was a completely different feeling from before, as if I was wrapped in something all over my body, I didn't even feel my own.
It's like living like another person, when I stand up again, I feel full of strength all over my body, Ma Ming's expression still hasn't changed, he is still talking to me, has been persuading me to let me take out my heart, but he has been blocking me, then I noticed that he can block some of his vision, as if he did it on purpose, I was stunned for a moment and looked at him and asked softly, "You did it on purpose, right?" ”
The voice was so small that only me and him could hear it, and he nodded slightly and shouted loudly: "Since you have agreed, then hurry up and give me the demon stone!" ”
I know what he wants me to do, I can actually hear Ma Ming's heart when he uses this spell, every word he says is against his will, but I can feel the true meaning of his words, such as the real meaning of what he just told me: "You hurry out of it now, this cage can't suppress you, I said so much just to make you full of anger, this rune paper just now is to double your ability, you can come out of it, come on!" ”
With these words I finally have some confidence, quickly stood up and stretched out my hand to touch the cage, although I could feel the pain, but it was slightly weaker than before, I held the cage firmly with both hands and walked out of it with great effort, this process even I couldn't believe it, maybe it was he who told me these words that I had the confidence to try, otherwise I wouldn't have acted rashly, but I don't know what Ma Ming's real purpose is.
After all, the purpose of his coming over this trip was for me to give him the demon stone, otherwise he would be in danger, and when I came out, I was just about to talk to him, Ma Ming continued: "Since you came out, you can give me the demon stone now, right?" ”
That's when I heard what he really said.