Chapter 7: Feelings
Zhang Yong returned to the beautiful man with his demeanor and haughty confidence, and when he reappeared at the door of the classroom, he looked for the woman who had made him embarrassed.
When Zhang Yong saw Li Li, Li Li was already looking at him. He saw that Li Li was excited at first, and then seemed to think of something, and shyly lowered his head and stopped looking at him. Zhang Yong knew that the misunderstanding between him and Li Li was a bit big this time, and he didn't know how to explain it to Li Li, so he had to let time dilute all this.
Zhang Yong returned to his seat and looked at the book absentmindedly, he didn't dare to look at Li Li at all, facing Li Li, he was a little weak-hearted, he was like a child who had done something wrong, waiting for the punishment to come.
Although Zhang Yong's eyes were fixed on the book, his attention had already flown to Li Li's side, always paying attention to her, and peeking at her from time to time.
Zhang Yong cautiously turned his head to look at Li Li, but he saw that Li Li was looking at him with a smile on his face, Zhang Yong quickly turned his head back in shock, lowered his head and whispered the contents of the textbook: "Turn Zhu Ge, low Qihu, shine without sleep." There should be no hatred, what is the long time to say goodbye? People have joys and sorrows, and the moon is cloudy and sunny, and this matter is difficult to complete. I hope that people will last a long time, and they will be together for thousands of miles. ”
Zhang Yong didn't notice what he was reading at all, and Li Li couldn't help laughing anymore when she heard Zhang Yong read it and said "fool".
Zhang Yong heard Li Li's laughter, he also wanted to laugh with him, when he saw what he was reading, he felt bad all over, Zhang Yong lowered his head, and his whole face seemed to be burned.
Li Li became a little shy and asked in a low voice, "Are you confessing to me?" ”
Zhang Yong was ashamed, he didn't hear Li Li's words clearly for a while, he slowly raised his head to look at Li Li, and asked suspiciously, "Huh?" What did you say? ”
Li Li suddenly became angry, punched Zhang Yong's arm hard, and snorted coldly: "You heard it wrong, I didn't say anything." ”
Zhang Yong was a little puzzled, and said in a low voice: "I just heard ......"
Li Li was overjoyed and hurriedly said, "What did you hear?" ”
Zhang Yong thought about it, he didn't hear Li Li's words clearly at all, and said in a low voice: "I just heard you talking to me, but I didn't hear what you said clearly, can you say it again?" ”
When Li Li heard Zhang Yong's words, she became even more annoyed, and said lightly: "You heard it wrong, I didn't say anything." ”
"Even though you spoke, you still don't admit it? Are you saying bad things about me again? ”
Li Li's face became a little ugly, and she said without a trace of emotion: "I didn't talk to you, I talked to myself, right?" Well, if you don't study, don't bother me studying. ”
Zhang Yong was a little speechless, seeing Li Li's serious study, he didn't bother Li Li anymore and began to study, but Zhang Yong's heart couldn't calm down no matter what, his heart was already disturbed by Li Li.
Zhang Yong shook his head, trying to suppress the negative emotions, but there was nothing he could do.
Zhang Yong spent this day absent-mindedly, Li Li didn't say a word to him again that day, Zhang Yong suffered a lot on this day, the time of this day passed so slowly, after spending this day, Zhang Yong seemed to have spent centuries as long.
Zhang Yong can't tell how he feels about Li Li now, he has been moved, he has been angry, he has been passionate, he has been remorseful, and he has ...... This kind of emotions are mixed together, which makes Zhang Yong have mixed feelings, looking at Li Li with a serious face, what kind of mixed feelings Zhang Yong has in his heart.
Zhang Yong looked at Li Li carefully, he saw that the flowing hair showed a trace of dust, the dark skin looked so healthy, the bright big eyes were moving, the high nose bridge, the small mouth, every organ of her body looked so chic. Her cute appearance when she is angry, her hearty laughter when she is happy, and her anxious expression when she is anxious all tug at Zhang Yong's heart.
Zhang Yong didn't know when he started to have a trace of affection for her, but he knew that they couldn't, he had his own ideals, and Li Li should also have his own ideals, he couldn't give up his ideals for the sake of momentary pleasure, and the most important thing now was to study.
Zhang Yong figured everything out, and gradually buried his feelings for Li Li in the depths of his heart.
Zhang Yong is no longer cranky, he will continue to study hard and stride towards his ideals.
Zhang Yong and Li Li once again returned to the state when they first entered the school, they did not communicate, there was no communication, they were strangers, and Li Li no longer borrowed books and erasers from Zhang Yong, and asked questions. There seemed to be an impassable chasm between them, and the relationship between them gradually drifted apart.
As the days passed, Zhang Yong slowly returned to the original state of concentration and hard work.
The pace of time is so silent, it has passed inadvertently, and in the blink of an eye, a semester has ended, and the winter vacation has arrived. In this semester, Zhang Yong got acquainted with Li Li, and became strangers to her, as if he had returned to the original point. This semester his dearest grandfather is gone, and he can't see him for the last time, which is the biggest regret in his heart.
It's a holiday, everything is so silent, a silent holiday, a silent table, and the silent goose feather snow.
On the afternoon of the holiday, Zhang Yong walked out of the school gate quietly and indifferently, looking at the world wrapped in snow so white, and the falling snowflakes seemed to wash his soul as well.
Suddenly, a familiar figure caught Zhang Yong's attention, the petite figure walked alone on the empty snow, looking so helpless, and the dusty feelings in Zhang Yong's heart emerged again, that was Li Li.
Zhang Yong didn't dare to step forward to greet Li Li, but silently watched her back behind her, watching her gradually walk away.
An inexplicable grief suddenly appeared in Zhang Yong's heart, and he stared at the figure for a while.
However, at this moment, Li Li's feet slipped and fell to the ground heavily, Zhang Yong saw this, his heart was a heart-wrenching pain, and he strode towards Li Li.
When Zhang Yong ran to Li Li's side, Li Li had already stood up slowly, she was not angry, she did not cry, she stood up very calmly, and the strong and brave Li Li once again left a deep mark in Zhang Yong's heart.
Zhang Yong saw Li Li stand up, patted the snow on her body with both hands, and then she looked around, Zhang Yong was so frightened that he hurriedly turned around, but it was too late, Zhang Yong and Li Li looked at each other again, the scene suddenly became embarrassing, Zhang Yong lowered his head a little weakly, Zhang Yong turned around and wanted to leave, wanting to pretend not to see Li Li, but ...... Li Li stopped him.