Su Changan: "Big brother, I like you."

Su Yongan: "Big brother knows."

Su Changan: "Doesn't the eldest brother like Chang'an?"

Su Yongan: "Big brother likes you as much as you like big brother."

Su Changan: "Then why didn't the big brother say it?"

Su Yongan: "Do you want to hear it?"

Su Changan: "Yes, I'd love to hear it."

Su Yongan squatted down, his dry and warm palm holding her shoulder strongly. His amber eyes were sprinkled with a dazzling golden luster by the morning sun, his eyes were deep and charming, he looked at the girl seriously, and said word by word: "Big brother loves you very, very much, you are the only person in this world who is related to big brother by blood." My feelings for Guanguan are eternal. ”

Such a scene, such words, until many years later, Su Changan still had a convulsive heart ache every time he thought back in his midnight dream. It's just that at that time, Guan Guan only remembered his brother's handsome face, and only remembered that he was so satisfied that he asked like this-

"How far is eternity? Is it far, far away? Far and far, and how far? ”

- How far is eternity?

Is it far, far away?

Far and far, and how far?

"Lifetime ......"

Two years later.

A suit with black stripes and a gray background, a round old man's mirror, and neat linen-colored short hair with full ears.

"Tsk, the pink carved Zhengtai." Ming Zhao walked out of the bedroom.

Xiao Zhengtai, who was not as long as Ming Zhao's legs, turned around, and his voice came out in a crisp voice: "Second brother, am I handsome?" ”

Ming Zhao looked regretful, and he didn't know how the little sister who was loved by others allowed herself to be like this. Su Yongan squatted down and tied a bow for Su Changan: "Good looks, no matter how you dress up, you look good." Whatever I am. ”

The corners of Ming Zhao's mouth twitched: "I really don't understand why I know the two of you, one is just messing around, and the other is still stupidly cooperating." Is this necessary? ”

"Boys, only bully others, not be bullied." Su Yongan replied without looking back, and after a while, he tilted his head: "Is your face too white?" ”

Ming Zhao rushed over with a brisk stride: "Your Majesty, it's time for the princess to get off." ”

Su Yongan nodded: "Have you memorized all the self-defense techniques you taught?" ”

"Yes, brother!" Su Changan's loud voice amused several people present.

"Don't talk loudly, remember? When you go to the bathroom, you should be quiet, and do not enter the men's bathroom. Kindness... Is the Adam's apple not too prominent? Su Yongan looked serious.

Ming Zhao on the side had a smiling face: "Big brother, she went to school, not to be a spy." Do you lift up your noble hands? Besides, how many children of this age have you ever seen have an Adam's apple? ”

Su Yongan nodded appreciatively: "Let's drive." ”

Since the last emergency, Su Yongan's whole person has been in an extremely tense state. Not only does the little princess learn self-defense, but she also wants her to dress as a woman. Sometimes this big brother initiates nerves, and he is really more powerful than a woman.

In this regard, "Xiao Zhengtai" tilted his head: "What kind of woman is more powerful than the eldest brother?" ”

Mingzhao: "...... When Chang'an grows up, he will be better than your eldest brother. ”

Su Changan: "Your eldest brother? Isn't he your big brother? ”

Ming Zhao was directly embarrassed: "Do you have so many questions in class?" ”

Su Changan learned from Ming Zhao in a good way: "Ask what you should ask, don't ask what you shouldn't ask." Obedient. ”

Ming Zhao was speechless and looked up at the sky.

{Chang'an Chapter}.

I never thought I'd fall in love with him one day. That's not the love of the brother, it's the love of a man and a woman. I fell in love before I knew what love was. I thought it wasn't love. There are more or less important people in everyone's life, that is the person who is put on the top of their hearts, and that is the person who cannot be replaced.

But I'm the only one, he's my big brother. I'm close by blood.

I don't even understand why my sister can't have such feelings for my brother, why it's seen as intolerable and rebellious. I just fell in love with my brother. He is my only relative. From childhood to adulthood, he was by my side, taking care of me, protecting me, and giving me a good life and a good education. He never lost his temper with me, and we depended on each other for our lives. Is it wrong for me to fall in love with him in such a situation?

I don't even understand why I'm ashamed to say something like this, I'm not wrong. Isn't there no regularity in feelings, I don't know when it appears, but it has become my biggest problem. Even if everyone separates us and isolates us, even if my brother alienates me and makes me reflect, even if it is wrong in their eyes, I still like it, this is not something we can decide, and it is not something that human beings can stop.

But why not? I just don't understand.

However, what I don't understand the most is that Brother Ming Zhao said that my eldest brother can do anything for me, and he still loves me, but he must not exceed his duties as a brother.

Never.

I used to think that as long as I didn't say it, even if my brother didn't have that kind of affection for me, as long as I looked at him, as long as he was by my side every day, I wouldn't show a trace of horsetails, and I wouldn't let us have such an embarrassing existence between us. I'll just watch him silently, and he'll think my sister is good to him anyway.

I didn't understand before I met love, but after it appeared, I gradually understood that all the things you originally envisioned, all the desires that you wanted to bury in your heart would swell after the appearance of another woman, and eventually, explode.

I was young at the time, and I only had three siblings in my life until his nominal first girlfriend appeared, and I couldn't allow my eldest brother to be nice to anyone other than me. I can't allow it. So the family began to be unpeaceful, and I lurked to chase away one girlfriend after another and even his fiancée. But I ignored one point, love comes and goes freely and swaying, I was not spared back then, and my brother is not a saint, how can he control it.

Before this, it was all petty fights, and after she appeared, I looked at the light in my eldest brother's eyes, and I deeply understood how naïve and ridiculous I used to be. We are all losers of love, we are enslaved by it, succumb to it, powerless to resist. As long as you are a mortal, as long as you have seven emotions and six desires, you will not be spared. A lifetime of pleasure, a lifetime of pain.

But I was born as a human being, and I was born to extremes, and the last thing I want to submit to is fate, and what I despise the most is authority.

When I was fifteen, I did the craziest thing I've ever done in my life.

Later, I stood at the end of the long river of years, and that year was just the beginning of our gradual distancing.

Because some things, some happiness, can really only stay in childhood. For example, his pampering.

Eight years later.

"Big brother, I'm back." Behind the clear voice, a slightly thin figure floated in from the living room.

Su Changan's smiling face had not yet disappeared, and he froze in place.

Su Yongan turned around: "I'm back." ”

Su Changan looked at the temperamental beauty next to him and smiled: "There are guests at home today." ”

"Come, introduce me. This is Liang Xue, your future sister-in-law, your brother and my fiancée. Su Yongan put his hand on the woman's shoulder, his face was full of gentleness, and he continued: "Sister Chang'an." ”

"Chang'an, just call me sister." The gentle voice, although the brother's introduction just now was a little explicit, this woman did not have the slightest twisted posture, and she was praised for her generosity.

Su Changan poured water into his throat wildly while stretching out his hand to say hello.

"Drink slowly." Seeing that his little sister was anxious, his brother's posture was brought out again.

"Chang'an really has a personality, like a boy." Liang Xue smiled.

Without waiting for Su Yongan to speak, Su Changan waved his hand aggressively, tried to swallow the water in his mouth, and said: "You don't know, my brother is very strict with me, because of an accident when I was a child, he will never let me be a normal person anymore, and he dresses me up like a boy every day, for fear that something will happen to me." Actually, there is nothing, and I am not living to fourteen. ”

"Wanwan." Su Yongan said angrily: "Talking is becoming more and more unruly." ”

What was even more shocked at this time was Liang Xue, she really couldn't believe her eyes, the girl raised by a famous family like the Su family was so flamboyant and presumptuous, and what Su Changan said was not only that there were no rules, but what was even more incredible was that Su Yongan blamed her, but in fact, no one could hear the spoiling in the words. It's a rare spoiling for her. Thinking like this, Liang Xue had already smiled generously: "Your sister is really cute, it's really different from what I thought." ”

"What do you want me to be?" Su Changan raised an eyebrow.

Liang Xue smiled and was silent.

Su Changan secretly sneered, and said unceremoniously: "What about everyone's ladies?" It's all done for others to see, but the result is just verbal praise from others, maybe she will still be ruined. My brother said that life is to live naturally and simply, I just know what is the difference between not using family concepts to bind women and ancient women? Is it possible that after so many years, only the body and the mind need to be liberated? ”

Liang Xue couldn't hear her words, she was still smiling, and her face was not a little unhappy.

"This is just a manifestation of the cultivation of knowledge, where is there no emancipation of the mind? Isn't everyone's girlfriend living a simple and unnatural life? Grade: Don't think to extremes. Liang Xue smiled gently.

"What does it mean to be knowledgeable? Is it just a show that if you don't smile and show your teeth, your joy and anger are invisible, and you can't get rid of your nature. Tell me, is it comfortable to laugh out loud or if you want to laugh but can't hold back your laughter? We came to this world to laugh and live wantonly, if you don't laugh when you should laugh, don't cry when you should cry, just for the sake of the family to leave others with the impression of a good lady, then do you live for others or for yourself?! ”

"Not everyone can live as casually as you do, and some people are born not to live for themselves, because his path is chosen, and there is no second choice. The reason why you can live every day so willfully must be that someone has paid too much behind your back in exchange for your smile. The smile on Liang Xue's face gradually faded, and she seemed to be a little emotional and a little sad. When her gaze fell on Su Changan again, there was no alienation from Fang Cai.

She looked at this fourteen-year-old girl and was very envious in her heart: "The reason why you can say such things is because someone bears everything for you." It was they who gave you the opportunity to say these things. ”

Su Changan looked at the intellectual and gentle woman in front of her, and brushed her short hair, she didn't seem to hate the person in front of her so much.

It wasn't until many years later that Su Changan still benefited a lot from the conversation they had when they first met.

One person's joy must be paid for by another person behind his back.

Everything in the world has a cause and an effect. They are the ones who take on everything for you, in ways you know or don't know. Silently beared.