Leng Nuan paused, pretending to be calm and about to say everything.

“…… I don't want anything to happen to each other in the future, even if it's your child, I don't want to, so I hope our meeting today is the beginning and the end. ”

After expressing his meaning clearly, he thought about it carefully, and after making sure that he had nothing to add, he said again: "Mr. Lu, do you have anything else?" If not, I'll go to work......"

Before she finished speaking, Lu Ben, who was sitting in front of her, spoke up: "I'm sorry." ”

Lengnuan's mouth suddenly lost her voice, and her fingertips subconsciously grasped the bag she was carrying.

After being quiet in the car for a while, Lu Ben's voice came from the front: "I'm sorry, Nuan Nuan." ”

"It was my fault, I didn't pay attention to the phone, I didn't know you called me a hundred times...... If I knew, I wouldn't have ...... like that."

The tip of Leng Nuan's nose was sour, and he turned his head and looked out the window.

I'm sorry...... Does he know that for people who love each other, the three words sorry are sometimes the most hurtful.

He said he hadn't noticed, he didn't know that she had called him a hundred times, and he was talking so lightly now, but he knew how she had survived every day and every night four years ago, that month.

He was the one she had mustered up all the courage to accept, but in the end he said ignore her, he ignored her, she didn't reply to text messages, she didn't answer calls, and he didn't see him when she went to find him...... He never knew what kind of mood ups and downs she experienced at that time, so at this moment, what was the use of him saying sorry?

"Nuan Nuan, I'm sorry, I know that what I say now won't work, but I didn't really have the heart to do that at the beginning, I thought you didn't like me, I ...... All in all, at that time, it was I who did something wrong...... After you left, I have been waiting for you and looking for you...... Over the years, I haven't had a girlfriend, and I haven't thought about getting married, I'm just waiting for you, and now that you're back, can you ...... Can you reconsider me...... Can we, can we go back to the way things were? ”

Leng Nuan stared out of the window with a faint expression, as if Lu Ben's words were not spoken to her.

She waited until Lu Ben finished speaking, and after a while, she spoke: "You want to talk to me, is that all?" ”

Lu Ben was stunned by the cold and warm question, and after a pause of three seconds, he nodded.

"I don't want to go back to the past, I'm doing well now, I don't want to change the status quo......" To be exact, she was afraid, afraid that she would be the same as she was at the beginning, summoning up the courage to change the status quo, and finally ending up with a sad ending.

Some pain, one pain is enough, some dreams, one dream is good...... She is not stupid, he ignored her inexplicably that month, he must have moved the idea of breaking up, between him and her, it is not his fault alone, she also has it, she can't be like a normal girl, dare to love and hate, unscrupulous, she is afraid, afraid of the proximity of men, afraid of the closeness of men, and afraid that the people she likes will know that she dislikes her in the past, she has too many scruples, and is destined to be unsuitable for love...... When she was young, she didn't admit defeat, and it was enough to fight once without hesitation, but now she is thirty, she can't fight, and she doesn't want to fight......