[Yongxi].

The rare sunlight sprinkled on the ground through the branches and leaves, and was swayed by the wind, like a pool of glassy golden water. Su Changan listened to his roommate's advice, tied his hair and put on makeup, walked around the lake at the school gate, and picked up a courier by the way. Twists and turns, and there are up and down steps everywhere. Holding the fast in his left hand, his steps passed by unhurriedly, and his steps deliberately stepped on the swaying fine sunlight, which looked relaxed.

The voices of a few boys speaking suddenly came from the right, Su Changan didn't look up, and focused on trying to kill the shadow under his feet. A few voices quickly came to my ears, and I didn't know who was the one who didn't look at the road, and my ears were quiet for a moment. Su Changan's limbs squatted down before his thoughts to pick up the courier that was knocked down.

The "boy in trouble" was slapped on the shoulder by a friend, and then apologized and squatted down to help pick it up. As soon as he touched the corner of the courier bag, one hand coldly opened his kindness: "I don't need your help." ”

Everyone was stunned. Then, the boy smiled and solemnly apologized. Su Changfang got up and left without a deaf ear. The boy's smile was finally put away very culturedly, and the squeamishness of the stars holding the moon on weekdays made his head hot, chased two steps, and shouted at the back: "Are you sick, do you know what to do?" ”

Su Changan really paused. The friend pulled the boy and persuaded: "What are you talking about with a girl?" It's almost gone. ”

"Wait—"

Su Changan had already approached: "What did you say?" ”

With a lot of provocation.

Ignoring the obstruction of the people around him, the boy said word by word: "I said you don't know what to do!" ”

"Did I ask you to help? Did I give you the right to touch my things? ”

The boy burst out angrily: "Are you insane? ”

Su Changan's face sank: "I won't give you another chance to say this." After speaking, the courier was thrown to the ground, and his fist rushed out with the sound of the wind.

The water of the lake is sparkling, and the afterglow of the setting sun pours into the middle of the lake without hesitation, as if it has been injected with a golden solution. Su Changan sat on the wooden bench next to the railing, his carefully selected clothes were stained with dust, and his left hand vigorously wiped the abrasions on the ground on the side of his face, and he didn't care if he hurt himself, and he didn't know who he was venting his anger with.

The air around me gradually cooled down, just like people's hearts. He raised his head viciously and glanced at the many eyes around him that he was trying to hide. The onlookers were startled, and pulled their partners away quickly, not daring to linger for a moment.

The clothes were thin, and the coolness in the air made Su Changan shiver and closed his eyes slightly. The cold allowed her to breathe. It's as comfortable as a few clumps of cotton stuck in your chest that have been poked in and the oxygen you can breathe in.

"You're fighting again."

When Su Changan opened his eyes, he saw Yan Yan standing in front of him, and he could see his expression clearly when he looked up, Su Changan didn't look up, only said, "Get out." You're holding me back. ”

Yan Yan didn't ask any questions, looking at the injury on her face, she felt like her heart had been stepped on hard. Unconsciously stretched out his hand, but he didn't see Su Changan's fierce eyes as he had warned passers-by just now.

- The sun is setting in the west, and the sun is slanting. The shadow that had been standing on the wooden floor for a long time was jerked away. Yan Yu just woke up, her quiet eyes were a little confused, looking at her, not afraid or retreating.

"I. Let. You. Get lost. ”

"Hey, Yan Yu, have you arrived at [Yongxi]?"

"Hmm."

"That'...... Found her? ”

"Hmm."

"Good ......"

"She's not good. Very bad. ”

“......”

"But luckily, I'm here."

When I saw Yan Yan again, it was outside the bar at half past one o'clock in the evening.

Su Changan squinted at the people around him who couldn't stop vomiting: "Can you do it?" This is what you call 'the first person in a thousand cups of Yongxi'? ”

“...... That's where you came... Before...... Wow......"

Su Changan slanted the corners of his mouth, took out a box of cigarettes from his inner pocket, and swayed a little spark in the night sky. Several people put Cheng Wan's arms on one by one, and Su Changan, who was walking in front, lit a cigarette and stuffed it into Cheng Wan's mouth who shouted "I can still drink".

Walking and walking, Su Changan will not leave. The group looked at each other. There was a sharp-eyed shout: "Why is this kid again?" ”

He stood behind the tree, the shadow of the branches obscuring most of his face. couldn't see his face clearly, Su Changan threw a glance at it, and his dissolute heart jumped up in confusion for a while, which made Su Changan upset.

"Ignore him."

The group walked by proudly, and the smell of wine scattered under the night sky, which made Yan Yanyu's back tense.

He looked at her back, and sure enough, he didn't look back.

Walking through one door after another, I said hello one after another. In the end, on the dark asphalt road, there was only one back left. The school has long since passed the time of late curfew. Su Changan walked to the backyard with a familiar car, intending to turn into it as usual. Shadows in multiple places behind her stopped her in her tracks.

Seeing her stop, the shadow also stopped in place. Su Changan smiled, turned around and asked, "I almost forgot about you." Tell me, what are you doing with me? ”

Yan Yan did not speak. Su Changan was not in a hurry, leaning on the crooked tree on the side, regardless of the humidity of the night staining his clothes and penetrating into the skin, there was a "snap", and the flames burst out, illuminating Su Changan's disdainful side face, with old wounds that had not healed.

The smoke slowly spread through the darkness and drifted into Yan Yan's nostrils. Su Changan raised his hand: "Come to one?" ”

Still no response. Su Changan smiled again, with a joke: "Oh, I forgot." Yan Yan is a moral model, an elite in Liren, and he can't be drawn. ”

Yan Yanyu's footsteps moved, and he stepped forward and reached out to grab it. As if he had taken precautions, Su Changan's hand holding the cigarette was gently withdrawn, and when he turned his face again, the smoke in his mouth happened to blow on Yan Yanyu's face.

"Give it to you you don't want it, grab what?"

Yan Yu couldn't get used to her frivolous attitude, but she couldn't bear it, stepped over, and stretched out her hand again. Su Changan was annoyed, quickly buckled his hand to grab the cigarette, lifted it under his feet, and exerted full force, countering Yan Yan Yu on the trunk of the tree, and suddenly made a dull sound of impact.

"Let me ask again, what are you doing here?"

Yan Yan Yu was dressed thickly, but his neck was suppressed by the person in front of him, and it hurt so much that he knew that it must be bruised.

This scene is just like the scene where she angrily questioned him many years ago. Even the moves are exactly the same. It's just that for some unknown reason, her speed is faster and more accurate, like a stress response from countless fights.

Yan Yu's eyes darkened. The unburned half of the cigarette in her hand fell to the ground, and the shattered spark fell to the side, extinguished several times, with unwillingness.

Su Changan's voice sank a few degrees: "Speak!" ”

Yan Yan Yu looked at her eyes that were close to her six relatives and did not recognize her, and only said, "Go back with me." ”

Su Changan sneered and threw him aside: "Get out." ”

“...... Let's come out and rent a house, and stay away from your ...... [Su Mansion]. Get your transcript and diploma and ......"

"Then calm down and muster up the courage to start over, won't you?" Su Changan took his unrealistic fantasy and continued: "Yan Yanyu, how dare you tell me this? ”

"You come with me."

"Why?"

Yan Yan was stunned.

"I have no father, no mother, no tutor, my brother doesn't care about my friends, you and I are just classmates. Let's go. Su Changan said the current situation with the brisk tone of cross talk: "Do you think you are the first to come to me?" ”

"If you don't want to be carried into the hospital, for the sake of your previous relationship, leave now, the friendship is over, and no one blames you."

"No one can force me. Chu Zheng can't do it, and neither can you. At the end, he paused, and before leaving, he said, "I'm a person who doesn't know what to do, don't waste your time." ”

"See her?"

"See."

"That ......"

"She won't come with me."

When Su Changan saw Xiao Yao again, he was a little surprised.

A threw the cigarette butt at him, "Are you still finished?" ”

Xiao Yao's forehead was faintly raised, and his eyes were staring at Su Changan: "I didn't believe it when Yan Yu said it, you really ......" He glanced at A and the others, endured it, and swallowed the words back.

A half tilted his face, walked up, and pushed him unceremoniously: "What do you mean?" ”

"Hey!" Su Chang'an said with a warning.

Everyone turned around, and A couldn't believe it: "Su Changan!" Who am I helping? ”

"You guys go first." Su Changan lowered his eyes and turned sideways to make room for them.

"Aren't you with Yan Yu?"

"Then why don't I, the client, know?"

"Then ......," Xiao Yao remembered something, "it turns out that he has been liking you." ”

"Su Changan, you don't like him, why are you provoking him?"

Su Changan glanced at him, as if he was amused by his righteous rhetoric: "What? Do you like him? Hold on to his grievances? Is it your turn? ”

"You!" Xiao Yao listened to the extremely ugly words, and his face turned blue with anger: "I'm not worth it for him!" ”

"At the beginning, the four of us took classes together, competed in groups together, went to Japan together, and fought together...... Su Changan, do you have a conscience? ”

"If I had rejected him a long time ago, and he still blindly giving, he was putting pressure on me, wasn't he? He added an inexplicable burden to me, and did you expect me to kneel down and bow to him? Monitor. Su Changan ignored his increasingly ugly face, and said to himself: "Not everyone can be like you, and those who like themselves happen to like themselves." What do you know? ”

Xiao Yao was choked, his breath was blocked in his chest, he couldn't vent, he glared at her for a long time before he said, "You have really changed." ”

"You wouldn't have spoken without considering other people's feelings before."

"I used to be in a good mood, but now I'm in a bad mood and I don't want to be with you."

"Just do it." Xiao Yao walked a few steps and turned back: "Where Yan Yu lives now, do you know?" ”

"I don't know. By the way, take him away when you go, don't be an eyesore. ”

Xiao Yao left along the bridge pier and walked against the wind. Su Changan didn't look back, and in the night, the cold wind by the river slapped coldly on his face and blew into his eyes. The lights of thousands of homes in the distance are all over the buildings along the bridge bank, the luster is different, and when there is no light, it is like the night sky of a mirage.

Two fingers clenched, flicked the cigarette butt fiercely, and fell silently into the river, like a tear dripping from the deep sea.

Without you, decades-old habits would crumble, like a castle in the sand that had been pushed all day with all day's energy being trampled on. Towards life and death, black and white reversed, wrapped in anger and retrograde through one street after another, there is no end.

Without you, I don't need anything, I don't need to race against time, I don't need to go to bed early and get up early, I don't need perseverance and patience, and I don't need kindness and justice. I don't need anything you taught me before. Since you can live with anything. So drunk and dreaming of death, but that's it.