Chapter 59: Facts
Zhang Yong saw Li Li again, and at this moment he looked at Li Li and didn't know what he felt, maybe it was anger, maybe it was sadness, maybe it was ...... Reluctant, but only without excitement, liking and excitement.
Zhang Yong glanced at Li Li, who was still beside his bed and refused to go out, Zhang Yong turned his head away and stopped looking at Li Li.
Li Li slowly walked to the other side of the hospital bed again, allowing herself to appear in front of Zhang Yong's eyes again.
Zhang Yong closed his eyes helplessly, and then he heard Li Li say beside him: "I don't know why this is happening, and this is not the result I want to see." ”
Zhang Yong ignored her, and Li Li still said to herself: "Zhang Yong, I don't know what you really think, but I really like you." ”
Zhang Yong was unmoved, but at the moment his heart was turbulent, and he shouted in his heart: "This is the so-called like me? That's how you like me? Sleeping with other men in front of me, do you want me to appreciate your love story and let me see the girl I love as the heroine of a romantic action movie in front of my eyes? I'm not a pervert, I don't have that bad fetish. ”
Seeing that Zhang Yong still ignored her, Li Li continued: "You know what? Actually, we just slept together that night, and we didn't do anything. ”
Zhang Yong said secretly: "Didn't do anything? Who believes it, it's already like that and you haven't done anything, how far has it got? ”
The more Zhang Yong thought about it, the more angry he became, his heart ached violently again, his face was distorted, his body curled up in a ball, he wanted Li Li to stop talking, but now he even opened his mouth to speak is a luxury, he fainted again in anger, and he didn't hear Li Li's words at all.
Li Li didn't notice Zhang Yong's expression and continued: "That night Lu Zhanfeng tried to take possession of my body, I have been trying to resist, I want to call you, I saw that you slept soundly, so I didn't bother you, so I whispered to Lu Zhanfeng I don't like him, I hit him hard, he didn't succeed in the end, I told him that if he touched me again, I wouldn't pay attention to him anymore, and then he quieted down, and it didn't take long for us to fall asleep, and when I woke up, you were no longer there, I was crazy looking for you, But I didn't find anything, and then I saw the message you sent me, I knew that you misunderstood us, I fell into a state of madness, I called you but you hung up, I used his phone to call you, you just picked up the phone, but you heard our voice and turned off the phone directly, I was a little panicked, I was really afraid of losing you, at that time I had lost my mind, I frantically hit Lu Zhanfeng, venting my anger, I told him I didn't want to see him anymore, until he left, I just called you over and over again, I really didn't want to live anymore at that time, the whole world was gray without you, until I finally got through to your phone, only to find that you had fainted, I really love you very much, I can't lose you. ”
Li Li said it in tears in the end, and when she finished saying these words, she looked at Zhang Yong with a long sigh of relief, only to see that Zhang Yong's face was distorted, she was a little flustered, and hurriedly rushed out of the ward to find a doctor.
After the doctor examined Zhang Yong's body, Li Li asked nervously, "Doctor, how is he?" ”
The doctor frowned and said, "He is in a very bad physical condition, he can't be stimulated in any way, and if he is stimulated again, I'm afraid it will ......" The doctor didn't continue.
Hearing this, Li Li looked at Zhang Yong worriedly, then looked at the doctor and asked, "Doctor, what's wrong with him?" You make it clear. ”
The doctor sighed and said, "His heart rate is irregular, his stomach ulcer, and his mood swings are so bad that he vomits blood and passes out." ”
Li Li hurriedly asked, "Is there any solution to it?" ”
The doctor shook his head and said: "I can only prescribe some medicine for him to control the condition, but I must pay attention to the patient's body and don't let him be stimulated in any way, if you don't adjust your mentality, it may cause stomach cancer and various heart diseases, and the consequences are unimaginable." ”
Li Li sat directly on the chair, she didn't know until the doctor left, she muttered to herself: "Zhang Yong, I'm sorry, I hurt you, don't worry, I will never let you be hurt again." ”
Two hours have passed, Li Li sat on the edge of the bed and looked at Zhang Yong who fell into a coma, she held Zhang Yong's hand tightly with both hands, and watched there, at this moment Zhang Yong's fingers suddenly moved, Li Li thought she was hallucinating, and stood up directly and stared at Zhang Yong, and after a while, Zhang Yong slowly opened her eyes, Li Li said excitedly: "Zhang Yong, how are you?" Are there any good points? Where is the discomfort? ”
Zhang Yong woke up and saw Li Li for the first time, he only saw Li Li's mouth moving up and down, but he didn't hear anything.
After a long while, Zhang Yongcai regained his hearing and heard Li Li ask him with concern.
Zhang Yong withdrew his hand from Li Li's hands, waved his hand and said in a low and hoarse voice: "Li Li, don't say it, you go back to school, I'm fine." ”
Li Li shook her head and said, "Zhang Yong, I won't leave you, never again, it was my mistake, please forgive me." ”
Zhang Yong ignored her, he propped up the bed hard, trying to sit up, but he felt that his body was a little weak, and he couldn't sit up at all.
Seeing this, Li Li hurriedly helped Zhang Yong to sit up.
After Zhang Yong sat up, he shook off Li Li's hand, directly pulled out the infusion set in his hand, and turned around to go to the ground.
Seeing this, Li Li said with a crying voice: "Zhang Yong, what are you doing?" What do you want to do with me? ”
Zhang Yong said lightly: "I'm sorry for the trouble, I'm going back to school." ”
Zhang Yong stood up tremblingly as he spoke, and staggered towards the outside of the ward.
Li Li grabbed Zhang Yong's arm, and then she hugged Zhang Yong directly from behind Zhang Yong and cried and said, "Please don't go, you're still sick, can you walk when you're well?" ”
In the face of Li Li's bitter pleading, Zhang Yong's heart was bitter, he wanted to leave decisively at the moment, he didn't want to see Li Li again, but Li Li's crying voice hit his weak heart one by one, Zhang Yong stopped, he felt the trembling of the delicate body behind him, and his heart softened.
Zhang Yong slowly turned to look at Li Li, and said with a little sorrow and a little melancholy: "You let me go first, I won't leave, let's talk well." ”
Zhang Yong slowly sat on the bed, Li Li guarded his side, and Zhang Yong was quite helpless in the face of Li Li, who was not leaving.
Li Li looked at Zhang Yong and said, "Zhang Yong, no matter what you think, even if you never see me again, do you have to take care of your body before walking?" ”
Zhang Yong didn't answer her words, but asked lightly: "Li Li, you are a good girl, I don't deserve you to do this, you already have someone to protect you, I ...... I won't waste my time with you, I'm going to look for someone I'm going to protect for the rest of my life. ”
Li Li sat next to Zhang Yong and gently kneaded Zhang Yong's arm and said: "Zhang Yong, Lu Zhanfeng and I have passed, we will not meet again, you take good care of your body here, and when you get better, I will support you no matter what choice you make, even if you want me to find you a girlfriend." ”
Zhang Yong was silent, he didn't know what to say, Li Li had already said this, Zhang Yong really had nothing to say.
Li Li also quieted down, and the two of them sat quietly like that, and the atmosphere became awkward for a while.
Li Li suddenly said: "I remember when we first met, you were so sunny and handsome at that time, when I saw you for the first time, I was deeply attracted to you, and I was thinking how good it would be if you could be my boyfriend, was I a nymphomaniac at that time?" Then I was assigned directly to the same table as you, and I was full of joy at that time. ”
When Zhang Yong heard what Li Li said, he was also very emotional, Zhang Yong's conversation box was opened instantly, and Zhang Yong said with a smile: "Yes, I thought I was very handsome at that time, and you always peeked at me at that time, and I was very uncomfortable." ”
Li Li looked at Zhang Yong suspiciously and said, "When did I peek at you?" It's clear that it's very open-minded. ”
Zhang Yong suddenly laughed and said, "I remember that the first time we talked seemed a little unpleasant, it was because you peeked at me that I quarreled with you." ”
Li Li asked suspiciously: "You talked about the first time we talked, I still don't understand, didn't you deliberately find an excuse to talk to me?" I really didn't look at you at that time, and when I was looking back at you, you just turned your head to look at me. ”
Zhang Yong said in surprise: "What? Didn't you look at me then? Who the hell is looking at me, making me angry at you directly, at that time I felt that someone was peeking at me in your direction, I turned my head sharply to find the source of my gaze, and I saw you looking at me directly, so I thought you were peeking at me. ”
Li Li thought for a moment, and suddenly she seemed to think of something, and hurriedly said, "Maybe the one is watching you." ”
Zhang Yong asked with some confusion: "Which one?" Do I know each other? ”
Li Li smiled and said, "It's the one who confessed to you, I still don't know what her name is." ”
Zhang Yong was confused and thought for a long time, and he finally thought of who Li Li was talking about, but he couldn't remember her name.
Li Li continued: "It's the one who wants to take you abroad. ”
Zhang Yong suddenly realized, now listening to Li Li, it seems that the things at that time can be explained, her seat was far away from Li Li at that time, but in the same row, and she also said at the time that she had been paying attention to Zhang Yong since the first day Zhang Yong entered the class.
Zhang Yong said with a smile: "I remember, after she confessed to me and was rejected by me, she left, as if she had gone abroad." ”
Li Li teased: "Then do you regret it now?" ”
Zhang Yong pondered for a moment and said, "I regret it, I regret it now that I think about it." ”
When Li Li heard Zhang Yong's words, her face instantly became much gloomy, and then she said with a faint smile: "It's too late to regret it, who let you not take advantage of the opportunity." ”
Zhang Yong nodded and said, "Yes, it's useless to regret it now, why didn't I promise her at that time?" ”
Li Li's brows furrowed even deeper, she didn't know what to say, then Zhang Yong continued: "I regret it, if I promised her at that time, I wouldn't be so miserable now." ”
Li Li said with a smile: "Yes, if you had promised her at that time, you must be very happy now." ”
Zhang Yong said with a smile: "I'm not talking about her, I'm talking about the girl after her, I don't regret it at all after she confessed to me and was rejected by me." ”
Li Li said in surprise: "Huh? Someone else confessed to you after her? You still refused? ”
Zhang Yong looked at Li Li and said, "Yes, after the one confessed to me, there was another girl who also confessed to me, I rejected her, I regret it so much at the moment." ”
Li Li hurriedly asked, "Who is it?" Do I know each other? ”
Zhang Yong said with a smile: "You know, and you are very familiar with her." ”
Li Li asked eagerly: "I know, and I am very familiar, who is it?" What's her name? What does it look like? Is it pretty? ”
Zhang Yong said with a faint smile: "She is not beautiful at all, her long ponytail is a little forked, her broad forehead, her high nose bridge, and her dark skin, how can she be called beautiful, her name is ...... Lily. ”
Li Li suddenly thought of the scene at that time, after she confessed to Zhang Yong, she also confessed to Zhang Yong, but she was also rejected at that time, and at this time, hearing Zhang Yong's words, Li Li cried with joy and said: "It's not too late, that girl is still waiting for you." ”
Zhang Yong smiled bitterly and said: "It's too late, it's too late, although she is still waiting for me, but her heart doesn't completely belong to me, she already has a heart, she has a home that loves her very much." ”
Li Li hurriedly said: "No, I have broken up with him, I am also alone now, I only want you, I only belong to you." ”
Li Li was already in a hurry, and the elegance of remembering the past just now no longer existed.
Zhang Yong sighed and said: "I think about how warm I was with her back then, although there were some misunderstandings between us later, but those left me with extremely wonderful memories, and now, as long as I think of her, I will be extremely sad." I had hurt her, and now she has pierced my heart deeply, and we have been torn apart, and we can only go back to the stranger in the future. ”
Li Li's eyes were already a little red and swollen, and she bit her lip to prevent herself from crying.
Zhang Yong looked at Li Li's appearance at the moment, his heart ached, the fate between them was very wonderful, Zhang Yong liked her so much back then, but Zhang Yong hurt her deeply, and now it is the other way around, Li Li likes her so much, she has fallen into the whirlpool of love, but she hurt Zhang Yong so deeply, maybe one day they will come together, maybe they will be separated, old and dead will not get along.