Campus Chapter 56 New Year's Eve
Su Changan pinched the USB drive: "Brother, as long as you don't move the Qin family, I will never do anything unfavorable to [Jingnan]!" ”
"For an outsider......" Su Yongan stared at her for a long time and spoke: "Have you ever thought about what kind of consequences your recklessness will bring?" ”
"I know."
"Figured it out?"
"That's what you said......" Su Changan couldn't believe why the person in front of him always had a calm attitude, and the calmness of being confident and in control of everything made Su Changan's heart waver, but ...... He had never asked her opinion that day, and he had never fooled her like a child! suppressed the unbearability in his heart, and his tone became stiff: "Is my brother betting with me with [Jingnan]?" Don't you care about my feelings, don't you care about the future of [Jingnan]? ”
Su Yongan frowned slightly, his face remained unchanged, and his eyes were cold: "You shouldn't use this on me, Wanwan." ”
Qin Jinhua's back was slightly rickety, and he was almost in his twilight overnight, but the joy on his face contrasted with his old state: "Su Dong raised his noble hand, the Qin family is grateful!" ”
"Mr. Qin is polite, we all take what we need, as long as you do what you do, [Jingnan] has no intention of interfering in the big and small matters of [Xingsheng]."
"I think Su Ershao seems to have some misunderstanding about you...... Relatives are most afraid of dislike, if it is because of the Qin family's ......"
"Mr. Qin is too worried, his younger brother is spoiled, and he has always had such a temper. Mr. Qin still takes care of his children. ”
Ming Zhao watched Qin Jinhua and the lawyer ride away, and asked when he entered the door, "What's wrong with you and your little sister?" ”
"She came to me today with the transfer contract of [Jingnan] and asked me to let [Xingsheng] go." Su Yongan recalled the way she threatened him with a USB drive during the day, and laughed angrily: "It really opened my eyes." ”
"What? Didn't you tell her that you didn't plan to move [Xingsheng] from the beginning? ”
"Tell her everything, make her think that her brother will really spoil her if he does everything he wants."
Ming Zhao smiled: "Do you think that she has not been spoiled for doing such a thing to poke her family's backbone now?" ”
"She's really grown up, so big that you can't ignore her every word and deed."
"This Chang'an is not the other Chang'an, she is very similar to you." Ming Zhao looked at him at the bar: "Qin Jinhua has a good saying, there is a gap between relatives, if you don't let her understand her intentions, aren't you afraid that she will resent you in the future?" ”
"Have you ever thought that maybe some things were discussed with her, and the results might be even more impressive than they are now, and you can't always treat her like a child."
Ming Zhao's persuasion Su Yongan didn't understand, but every time Su Changan looked at his eyes, it was a kind of vigilance all the time, and he wanted to explain everything clearly without hurting the other party, how easy was it to say?
He always wants to lead her on the right path, cultivate her into what he imagined, and protect her behind him, but if he is always worried that he will lose his life and his life will be halved, how can he complete his mission as a brother in his limited life?
Twenty-two years old. After the age of twenty-two, go and stay with her, love and hate with her. He showed her the way and took her to cover a third of the way, and for the rest of the way, he asked her to see the lakes and seas, the four seasons, and turn his gaze from him to the more vast mountains and rivers, the sky and the earth are wide. She should go on her own.
If her heart has been formed, even if the war is chaotic and the world changes color, she will not give up easily. What he wants is that she can calmly face any surprise in the world, and have a rock-solid heart to persevere to the end; What are you afraid of? What he is afraid of is that she is extremely desperate, and in the end, she will hurt others and hurt herself.
Su Changan couldn't wait to tell Chu Zheng the news of the Qin family's Anyu, and his heart jumped to his throat: "Chu ......"
There were loud voices in the class of early self-study, and there was no trace of acquaintances. Su Changan's word stuck in his throat, bitter and dry. It's been a month, I don't know if she is already familiar with the environment of [Dongli], is there a look like she mingled with everyone when she first met her? Do you have friends like you? Alone? Without herself and Qin Minghuai, is she better alone?
Even if she doesn't tell her, just the news, she should know the current situation of the Qin family. She always thought that if she helped her, they would go back to the past, and what she tried her best to get back was the daily life they had together in [Liren] half a year ago. I didn't know what was going on at the time, but I reacted that so much of the past was stolen by time. So much...... The past that I didn't cherish enough at the time......
For a moment, Su Changan almost hated Qin Minghuai, hated her, hated her for not loving herself, hated her for turning her against Chu Zheng in such an irreparable way, and now things are wrong, full of devastation! She still wanted to ask, is this what you want?
Growth is not only a practice, but also a tempering, and it cannot be ended until it ends. Qin Minghuai's imprisonment and Chu Zheng's departure, Su Yongan knew that the calmer she was, the more sad she was. The matters reported by the secretary are like a casual view, and they are not intended. Only the last words 'the end of December' pulled back the thoughts.
"What's going on on December 31?"
The secretary's coherent speech was interrupted by an inexplicable question, and he was slightly stunned, and quickly replied: "It's the summary of each department and the report schedule for the second half of the year......"
"All before the end of the month."
"But...... Mr. Miura, whom you are going to meet, was coming from Japan on the same day, and Mr. Hayashi had to meet twice before he was able to meet this time......"
The implication: you don't want to go!
Helplessly, his boss's eyes lit up slightly, and the secretary had already begun to think about which word he had given him a chance......
"Hmm...... Let Lin Kai meet you. Say hello to the board of directors too, and don't say I'm derelict in my duties. ”
Secretary: "......"
"By the way, everything has been pushed on the New Year's Eve day every year in the future. Nobody was seen. ”
Ming Zhao happened to have a mission at this time, and it was a New Year's Eve when the family could not be reunited. I can't remember what year it was, two hours before Ming Zhao's New Year's Eve, he stepped into the house without warning in the face of the wind and snow, and surprised Su Changan, who was already drowsy, to fall asleep at four o'clock in the night.
Su Yongan thought about it, and the car was already parked at the door of his house. At 9:40, it was time for evening self-study just after school. Su Yongan thought for a while and said, "Go to [Liren]." ”
Su Changan finished answering the last question of the test paper, closed the cap of the pen, threw it on the table, and wanted to leave with the empty schoolbag furnishings. Yan Yanyu already knew how fast she would leave after school, and when she drew an end, she opened the first step: "You wait, bring the physics papers that were sent out in the afternoon." ”
This talk didn't matter, and suddenly after half an hour, Su Changan finally understood the wrong question, and there were very few people in the seats around him except for the boarding students. Yan Yanyu got up and put the volume into Su Changan's schoolbag: "You go back and review it again, and come and tell me tomorrow." ”
"Got it, Teacher Yan!"
Su Yongan lifted his watch again, and his gaze gradually became uneasy when he turned out of the car window. It was nearly half past ten, the night was full of snowflakes, the neon light was brilliant in the sky, and there was no one at the school gate except for the faint light of the security room. Su Yongan pushed the car door, his feet just touched the ground, and the cold air drilled up from his legs and feet.
There was a faint sound of talking in the distance.
Yan Yan Yu and Su Changan walked out of the school gate side by side, and the two of them were saying goodbye. Yan Yan didn't know what to say, the scarf had already been taken off and wrapped around Su Changan's neck that was exposed to the air. Su Yongan just watched quietly and didn't bother.
Until the snow was on the shoulder, a thin layer fell in a trance. The driver stood on the sidelines, feeling that the people around him were like sculptures in the snow for a moment, looking at a certain point in the air for an unknown number of years. Fortunately, the person at the end of the line of sight was slightly sensitive, and his face was full of surprise when he turned around.
The "brother" shouted, and the eyebrows and eyes of the man next to him moved slightly, as if the ice and snow had just melted, and he was extremely gentle.
Su Changan was still talking about his favorite winter with Yan Yanyu just now, and at this time, he was distressed to brush off the snowflakes on Su Yongan's eyebrows, with residual coldness.
"Why don't you wait in the car, if the second brother is here, you have to say that I will affect the body of the eldest brother."
"He's always made a big fuss, not so squeamish."
Maybe it's the tacit understanding accumulated over the years, maybe it's the inexplicable induction of unclear blood, Su Changan looked at him again, as gentle as usual, there was nothing wrong, except that his face was a little pale, maybe he had been standing in the snow for a long time. Su Changan couldn't help but blame himself. Su Yongan turned around at the right time: "Why did you come out so late?" Is it on duty? ”
Today, of course, is not her duty. He knew it well.
"No, Yan Yu opened a small stove for me today, and it was delayed."
The smile on the corner of his lips was still light: "That Yan Yu, I took the first exam again?" ”
"It's nature." Su Changan turned on his mobile phone and answered, only to find that Su Yongan's seven missed calls, his hands were stunned, turned off his mobile phone, and seriously talked to him about today's school life.
“...... With such a tablemate to help you, I have a lot of peace of mind. ”
Su Changan smiled and didn't speak. Many years later, looking back on this situation again, in addition to his standing and pine waiting in the heavy snow, Su Changan finally understood that the so-called "peace of mind" meant nothing more than entrustment. If she could be more serious, she would be able to detect that there was something in Su Yongan's words, and she could see more clearly, behind the position she couldn't see, was the corners of his lips that he tried his best to purse and his white and excessive face.
Su Changan should be expected by Su Yongan, and when the New Year's Eve is approaching, he will focus on the final final exam. The time after school is getting later and later, Su Yongan is getting busier and busier, he only has time to take a photo in the morning all day, and when he goes home at night, Su Changan has already slept, and he only sends text messages when he gets out of school. Obviously under the same roof, they only get along for two hours. The strange thing is that in just two hours, Su Changan's heart is extremely peaceful and satisfied, looking at Su Yongan's side face, he is often touched by the quiet years. She knew that Su Yongan must feel the same way.
Outside the window was the interior behind the snowy and snow-stained floor-to-ceiling windows, Su Changan paced around the house in short sleeves, whispering words in his mouth. Three days before the countdown to the exam, close to the end of the year, the school tried its best to imitate the procedural system of the college entrance examination, so Su Changan stayed at home for three full days. Even Aunt Sang is saying that Su Changan has changed and knows how to improve.
Whether it is for New Year's Eve or difficult to calm down to think about the people who have left, I am afraid that only Su Changan himself knows. But no matter what the starting point is, such a state of vitality and fulfillment is always gratifying. Su Yongan didn't say anything, but in fact, he rarely asked about the trivial matters around Su Changan.
On the morning of December 30, I finished my last English exam. Su Changan was finally pardoned, so his heart was a little empty. When I thought of Chu Zheng again, I had the illusion of a long time.
The New Year's Eve she had been thinking about finally counted down, and Aunt Sang returned to her hometown to reunite with her family on New Year's Eve. If you are not close relatives and loved flesh and blood, you are not allowed to get together on this day. This is the custom of the mirage, and it is also the tradition of the [Su Mansion]. Because there was nothing to do in the afternoon, Su Changan didn't even return home, so he went to [Minglun Street] to buy decorations wrapped in his school uniform. This year, Ming Zhao is not there, and although she is tired of buying things and installing them alone, she is satisfied.
The windows of the street are full of Christmas festive red, and the lights are as colorful as the New Year. Infected by the festive atmosphere, Su Changan walked into a window shop, where most of the three or five groups were girls with exquisite makeup, holding all kinds of accessories in their hands, and a few boys who came to accompany them were sitting on the sofa in the leisure area, with girls' handbags on their shoulders.
Only a boy in a gray down jacket stood in front of an earring counter and watched for a long time. It was a stark contrast to the few girls huddled around him. Su Changan's eyes couldn't help but be attracted, maybe he was too focused, and the salesman was smiling and enthusiastic. The boy still didn't have any expression, and from Su Changan's point of view, he seemed to like one of them very much. It's a pity that she can only see his back.
"Do you need anything?" The salesman's sister in black and white uniform stood beside Su Changan and asked with a smile.
"I'll take a look."
"Is it for a girlfriend?"
"Nope." Su Changan's fingertips skimmed over the counter where the necklace was placed: "Send my brother." ”
"Okay. Our men's jewelry section is here, please come with me. "Men's jewelry is divided into three categories: functional, semi-functional and purely decorative. Is it convenient to ask about your brother's occupation? We can choose accessories that match his status according to his work situation. ”
"It's white-collar workers."
"Okay. You can refer to the scarves, pocket scarves and brooches in the semi-functional area, which are more suitable for men in and out of the workplace. ”
Su Yongan is calm and introverted, although he usually wears suits and leather shoes, he doesn't like to wear these flashy things the most, if it is a scarf and sunglasses, there is really no novelty...... But what is there that you must bring to work every day without losing vulgarity...... Su Changan thought for a long time and said, "Are there cuffs?" ”