Campus Chapter 31 Can't do it
In the dark corridor, the incandescent light hit Su Chang'an from top to bottom, passed through the placket, and projected directly onto the tombstone of white marble. A heavy atmosphere lingered in the air around him, and Su Changan resisted the desire to explore, not daring to look around.
The tombstone was cold, and Ming Zhao didn't seem to feel it, and his fingertips gently wiped away the dust that didn't exist on the stele.
"Who is sleeping in here?"
"No one."
Su Changan watched Ming Zhao get up expressionlessly, only to feel a chill in his back.
"This ...... Won't it be an empty ...... here? β
"When he died, his body was separated. It's a battlefield, I've tried my best......" Ming Zhao lowered his eyes and said in a slow tone: "I can't find the stump either." β
Su Changan was stunned, but he didn't expect this empty tomb to commemorate a soldier.
"Is this someone you're very important? Man or woman? β
"He's a very important person for the country. It's my old friend. β
"He saved you?"
"To be precise, it was his subordinates who saved me."
Su Changan stared at the monument standing in front of him that was still as clean as new for I don't know how many years, just a few words, it seemed that he had experienced the bloody rain and bloody wind that had been dusted many years ago, and the parties concerned might be closely related to her, or they had lived under the same roof for a long, long time.
"Do I know?"
Hearing this, Ming Zhao's eyes that had been drooping finally fell on Su Changan: "You have really grown up." β
"So......" Su Changan took a long breath and held back the unstable breath in his chest: "You don't love Gan Liao, you are repaying your kindness." β
The sporadic smile seemed to freeze for a second, and then lowered his eyes after all of them were withdrawn. It is said that the eyes are the windows of the soul, and this sentence is more vividly reflected in Ming Zhao. When he doesn't look at people, he lacks the sharpness and aggressiveness that he perceives people's hearts on weekdays. The incandescent light slanted through the smooth mirror, adding a coldness to his indifferent countenance.
"It's not me who loves her, it's the dead man in front of you."
His words suddenly became unpleasant, and he seemed to be like the gentle man who had just leaned over to wipe the dust from the stele.
"Why did Gan Liao have amnesia, why don't he remember you anymore?"
Ming Zhao smiled contemptuously: "She doesn't remember that it's just me?" Even if she didn't lose her memory, she wouldn't understand why Jiang Cheng had to protect her before she died. β
Whether a person likes a person or not, no matter how slow the person is to react and how low the emotional intelligence is, he will not even notice the slightest sign. How can a person like Gan Liao not feel a little bit? Except for one who is killed and one who pretends to be stupid...... Su Changan's face slowly faded. It turns out that there is really such tenacious willpower in this world. tenacious, deceived everyone, deceived the enemy, deceived Gan Liao, deceived himself. It was like being poured a pot of hot white paint on his head, which made Su Changan's steps unsteady and his mind confused.
"Do you know why Jiang Cheng didn't dare to say it, and he couldn't even show it in the slightest?"
Su Changan didn't move, and the tears in his eyes were ready to go. She just wanted to shut up Mingzhao.
"Because you can't. He was a soldier, and so was Gan Liao. In addition to the first priority of being a soldier, the most important thing for them is life and death. β
Jiang Cheng wants his beloved to live, so he won't give the enemy a chance to seize the handle. He wants her to live, which is the second real promise he made besides the country. In the face of life and death, what is love?
"The phrase 'lovers eventually become married', which often appears in novels and TV series, has harmed many people and misled how many boys and girls? The reality is that for most people, it is the norm for lovers to never become married. 'Can't' is 'can't'. Do you understand? β
For no reason, unreasonable. Can't, just can't.
That's why Ming Zhao brought her here to tell her such a story. She didn't know Ming Zhao's past, let alone Ming Zhao, even though she called her 'second brother' for decades. However, Ming Zhao knows her, and Ming Zhao knows her too well.
"I see." Su Changan's eyes were full of tears, full of hatred: "Congratulations to the 'second brother', I have succeeded in punishing my heart." β
Ming Zhao blinked lightly, quickly diluted the little wetness under his eyes, turned his head to look at Su Changan, thought of something, and his eyes flowed with a complicated meaning: "You are still a child." β
Even if they will know one day, maybe ten years later, maybe tomorrow, maybe, Su Yongan's call will come in the next quarter of an hour. Ming Zhao was indifferent. The unknown secret forced his eyes to be black and bright, but it was a pity that the girl in front of him, who was occupied by resentment, could not see anything wrong at all, and was completely misled. Yes, he relented. The person who knows best what kind of temperament Su Changan is is not Su Yongan, not Yan Yan. The people you love can never give you what you want from an objective point of view, and the ones who can give you answers are often those outsiders who have been watching coldly from beginning to end, such as Ming Zhao. He thinks of himself as two parallel lines that do not conflict at all, looking at each other from a distance, not interfering with each other, and he has always done so.
Su Changan's bitter crying and forbearance suddenly touched his principles, as if he didn't want to repeat the mistakes of the past, and the ghost made God do such a thing. Those who can't do it, can't do it, and all kinds of twisted emotions that can't be said tug at every nerve in the body. Through Su Chang'an, he saw himself and Jiang Cheng many years ago. He was so patient, patient, and knew what it was like. Su Changan made him soften, and his emotions finally made him retreat again and again. With this, he is far inferior to the person who has been sleeping for many years at his feet, what kind of willpower can even deceive his own soul.
There are lovers who are not allowed to have dependents, even if they can't, the two parties are affectionate after all.
Su Changan didn't understand his intentions, but misunderstood it even more. Ming Zhao looked at her undisguised disgust, and for a moment the three souls and seven spirits were pulled back to reality. She was still a child, a student, and there were some things that she didn't know that wasn't her fault, and when she thought of the man who was always smiling with a light smile, the words that poured out of her mouth to explain were swallowed back forever, and along with that secret, they never saw the light of day.
γJingnanγ
Office of the Chief Executive Officer. Su Yongan couldn't stop coughing, coughing all over his body, and his throat already had a faint smell of blood. He held the hot water that his assistant had poured five minutes earlier, and the cup trembled slightly with the cough. The soundproofing of the office was very good, and Lin Kai couldn't hear any movement, not knowing that his close boss was facing the threat of coughing and dying.
It wasn't until a small clot of blood was splashed on the document with a short retching that the cough slowly eased, Su Yongan closed his eyes and leaned back on the back of the chair, buffering the bursts of black halo in front of him, and his throat moved, as if he had swallowed something unbearable. It took a full minute for Su Yongan to bring the water cup to his mouth, and washed away the fishy smell in his throat two or three times. As his eyes gradually regained clarity, his gaze fell on the abrupt blood clot on the paper, and he stared straight at it, as if through the crimson mass of contemplation of the blurred black inscriptions that were covered.
Two or three times, the bloody documents were crumbled into a ball and thrown into the trash can with the words "wrecked" and "truth". Now that I think about it, bungee jumping is really not the best choice to comfort people. Fortunately, Dr. Ming hasn't noticed it yet, otherwise...... The corners of Su Yongan's pale mouth twitched.
The inner line suddenly sounded, Su Yongan cleared his stinging throat and leaned over: "Lin Kai, what's the matter?" β
"There was a man named Wang Heng who made a few phone calls, saying that he was the head teacher of Chang'an......"
What Su Yongan is most afraid of is not Su Changan's willfulness, but her reckless behavior without any experience. He wanted to put words such as 'rules' and 'system' in her mind, but the effect was the opposite. Because I don't know how long I can last, I want to let her learn more things before she leaves, this kind of thing can't be promoted overnight, but the second half of her life has to survive, and no one can lose these real things.
Therefore, under the pressure of Su Yongan, Lin Kai did not dare to report to Ming Zhao. When the two of them swaggered out of the parking lot, they saw Su Yongan, who was supposed to be working overtime in the company at this time.
Even after a hundred meters, Su Changan had already begun to raise his breath: "Didn't you say that the eldest brother was not at home?" Didn't you take a leave of absence? How can the big brother ......"
Ming Zhao walked like a stream, and the slightest hesitation after his footsteps were not discovered: "What are you panicking about!" β
"Please tell me he pulled down the papers and came back to pick them up."
"What document did you find out after a day of work and forgot to pick it up, or was Lin Kai busier than him and asked a president to pick it up personally?"
"What then!"
"What to do? Definitely a goof. β
"Why? Why are we going today? β
"I'm going to take you out."
"No way!" Su Changan shouted: "We have the final exam in eight days, how can we be in any mood to play?" Change one! β
β...... Why so many things? Ming Zhao saw the man turn around and look at them: "Why don't I know about your exam?" β
"Now is not the time to say this! Think of a reason! Su Changan really couldn't learn his calmness, and a nervous scream quickly burst out of the Tianling Gai.
Fifty meters. Su Yongan had already walked over to them.
Su Changan unconsciously stopped, and Ming Zhao's eyes didn't squint: "Don't stop!" β
A feeling that made Su Changan instantly return to the abandoned warehouse of Su Yong'an Road a month ago when he drove and tracked the abandoned warehouse on Su Yong'an Road, and his footsteps only paused, and he continued to keep up.
"If you don't debunk your first second, you can't even admit it, remember? Don't be vain, your waist is straight. β
Su Changan: "...... Good. β
"Do you have a good reason?" 'Su Chang'an smiled' had already been hung up familiarly, and a sentence could be heard between his teeth.
Fifteen meters.
"Act on the opportunist."
It wasn't until the three of them started eating dinner that Su Changan put a heart in his stomach. glanced at Su Yongan's calm face, with a little flattery on his face, and put the fish pieces in his bowl.
Su Yongan: "Is there a final exam?" How prepared are you? β
"It's okay."
"Set a goal." Su Yongan was very abnormal, only asked about the exam, as if it was really just what he said, went home to get the documents and had dinner by the way: "Last time, there was no you in the top 100, next time, can I see your name on the announcement display of the rankings?" β
As long as she doesn't skip class, she can agree to anything, and immediately nodded: "Yes." Rest assured. β