Chapter 182: By Feeling
I took a deep breath and said to him, "He came back to see you and really planned to kill you, the monster's mind is very simple, if you are good to it, then it will pour out its heart and lungs to you, but you didn't trust him at the time, it was a very serious matter for him, because he was disappointed so he left, and the resentment in his heart was too deep at that time,"
He nodded: "I knew that he must have become like this because of his deep resentment, otherwise he would be the same as an ordinary human." ”
I could see that he had a lot of things he wanted to ask, but as soon as he came to his lips and swallowed them again, it was clear that he wanted to know the answers but didn't dare, those answers could be cruel to him, after all, it took so many years to figure it out, and now that he knows the answer, it will take a long time to react.
Seeing that he finally made up his mind, I slowly spoke: "But people still have to follow their hearts, before I see the person I want to see, those things that I have made up my mind are finally invalidated, and the words that have been said are no longer counted, he is like this, when I didn't see you, I wanted to dismantle you, but after I saw it, I began to be moved again, what he wanted to do was to stay with you for a while, because what he used to want was to stay by your side all the time, so that you treat him as if he was his own child, You don't have to look at him with that suspicion. ”
Before he finished speaking, he couldn't stop crying, and I waited for him to slow down for a long time before continuing: "He learned that he can speak after a long time, and it took him a long time to learn, because he once thought that if he regretted it one day, in fact, he thought about this possibility, and he couldn't do it after seeing you, then continue to stay by your side When your child, if he can speak, others will definitely not look at him with strange eyes." ”
He smiled: "This kid is still as stubborn as before, if you decide to do something, you must do it well, I know how difficult it is for this monster to be able to speak, he must have suffered during this time, he has done so many things just to get my approval, and after coming back, I still watched him die, I really shouldn't." ”
I patted him on the shoulder: "He doesn't think so, there are a lot of things in this world that are worth and not worthy, it is worth looking at who is right, in his opinion, you are the most worthy person, it is enough to see you, at that time he realized that he could not get out, so he didn't want to distract you by talking, if you knew that he could speak, he would definitely do his best to protect him, you would still be hurt, so he endured it all the time." ”
Actually, I don't really understand this, if it were me, I would definitely choose to say what was in my heart, at least I wouldn't leave any regrets, and he had been waiting for this day since before, how could he be willing not to say anything like this?
He continued to ask curiously, "Then why do you want to apologize to me?" ”
I explained: "His apology is actually telling himself and telling you, after coming back, he wants to have a good reunion with you, or that he killed you at the beginning, at least he can be a little simpler, but he didn't do it, he thinks that he has messed it all up, so he will apologize to you, after all, this matter has been lingering in your psyche, and you have not been happy all these years, and he apologized to himself because he felt that he was too unchic to be a monster." ”
In fact, there are some words that I didn't say but buried in my heart, I just think these words are what he wants to hear, seeing that he didn't speak, I continued: "Also, what he hopes is that you can let go of the past and live well, in your eyes you have always been sorry for him, and you killed him, but don't forget, if you didn't save him, he wouldn't have been able to live, and he wouldn't have so many quick memories, he remembered your kindness to him at the beginning, so you have to live well, He can rest assured. ”
I've said such comforting words countless times, and sometimes it's useless to say that people don't empathize, and it's useless to say these things, but I don't think so now, because I'm already half-demon, and I can understand the mood of the monster at that time, and these words are exactly what he wants.
After hearing my words, he nodded with satisfaction: "Okay, since he has already said so, then I can't let him down, I just saw you at first sight and thought you were very similar to him, in fact, he is also a half-demon, if it wasn't for the fact that I didn't trust him at the beginning, he wouldn't have demonized so quickly, and he spread faster than you, that's why I'm telling you this, and I've been studying this matter all these years, I just don't want anyone else to repeat the mistakes of the past, you're finally here." ”
I nodded: "Let him pass the past, people can't always stand still, I know it may be difficult for you to let go now, but it is not easy to live itself." ”
He now seems to treat me as that child, so he will give me all his strength to try to cure me, he said: "The first thing you have to do is to completely remove the genes of the living dead in your body, but this is a little difficult, not ordinary people can do it, you go to meet a person, that person should be able to help you, he has been studying this aspect, but he doesn't want to see people, if you want him to see you, you have to rely on your own means, although I am friends with him, but he has a strange personality, no one will give face, I will give you the address." You can leave now, and come back to me when you are cleared, remember, you must succeed. ”
The person I want to see is a strange temper, but I'm not worried about it at all, I've seen a lot of weird people in such a long time, I found a common denominator, as long as it's a person with great ability, basically have a weird personality, I've long been used to it, and I'm so good at observing words and feelings, there will definitely be no problems, I patted my chest confidently: "Don't worry, I'm the best at dealing with such people, then let's go over now." ”
I finished drinking the tea in the cup and walked outside, Ma Ming glanced at the address and said to me: "You are so confident, aren't you afraid that this person will completely make up for your face?" ”
I looked at him with a smile: "It's nothing, cheeky people like you have never been afraid of this, I've been with you for so long and fully understood this, as long as you're thick-skinned, these are not a thing, and I know my own physical condition, I have to do my best now, it doesn't matter what face I have, if I slow down, maybe it will be the same as the monster he said." ”
Ma Ming nodded, drove me to the place I wanted to go, here is more remote, half of the car can not go, the front is a mountain road, we have to walk, fortunately it is autumn, if it is summer, it is estimated that there will be heat stroke, we walked for two hours to the place, here can be said to be a deep mountain and old forest, the forest still has a kind of eerie feeling, I can't imagine that there are people living here.
But when I think about it, most of the powerful people seem to live in such a place, saying that they can meditate and cultivate their minds, and it is an excellent place for retreat and cultivation, and I can't stay here for a few minutes, I just feel a chill behind the gloomy back.
Ma Ming looked around: "The trees here are really dense, but you still have to be careful, maybe there will be poisonous snakes in this kind of place, I have been to a place before, that buddy didn't look at the road, and went directly to the deepest place in the grass, but he stepped on a poisonous snake directly, and he was bitten like this, and he was operated on in the hospital, and he cried miserably." ”
I immediately got goosebumps when I heard what he said, and I walked cautiously, and my movements slowed down several times, and he laughed out loud and looked at me: "I found that you believe everything I say, how can there be poisonous snakes in this day." ”
I gave him a blank look: "It's all at this time, you are still joking with me, do you know where the address is, we don't have a specific route here, how to find it in this deep mountain and old forest, is it difficult to rely on feeling?" ”
Ma Ming was also a little puzzled, there is no house at all in this place, we can't even see a figure, how can we see people in such a place, could it be that the address is wrong, could it be that he has been fooling us?
This doesn't make sense, seeing him speak so sincerely, I had to walk around, and finally saw a small house in front of me, the house was almost invisible, just from the outside I knew that the conditions were very poor, but there was a small river next to here, the river was still very clear, I quickly dragged Ma Ming over: "Look, people won't live here, right?" ”
Ma Ming looked at it for a long time before saying, "I think it may be this place, the masters are very lonely, it doesn't matter where they live, let's go over and have a look." ”
I answered and hurriedly walked over, because I was in too much hurry and almost fell into the river from here, fortunately Ma Ming grabbed me in time, but he still laughed at me mercilessly, this laughter was simple, at this moment I heard an impatient male voice: "Who are you, you want to quarrel in other places, don't disturb me!" ”
I was taken aback and didn't see where this person was, and finally I saw a man in a bush, meditating there with his eyes closed, this picture is too weird, if ordinary people look at it, they probably think it's a neurosis, I looked at him and asked cautiously: "You should be the master, I'm here to find you, I want to know something about you, I don't know if you have time." ”