334. Memories
Xu Shu has spent a lot of physical strength on foot into the forest today, and then he was poisoned by colorless flowers, although he took the antidote, but his body has not fully recovered, and he was out of breath after walking for a short time, especially in the strong persistence, Zhou Jin was very distressed in his eyes, and pulled Xu Shu to carry her on his back, Xu Shu struggled and refused, "You let me down, you are injured!" ”
Zhou Jin smiled, "I still have the strength to carry you, at your speed, we won't be able to get out until dawn tomorrow!" ”
Although Xu Shu had tried his best, he still dragged Zhou Jin's hind legs, Xu Shu had to lie down honestly on Zhou Jin's back, although Zhou Jin was only a fifteen or sixteen-year-old boy, but because of his martial arts, his body was much stronger than his peers, and his broad and strong back gave Xu Shu a sense of security that he had never felt, Zhou Jin's scorching body temperature passed through layers of cloth to Xu Shu's skin, and Xu Shu's cheeks were red, and his hands didn't know where to put them, and he retracted from Zhou Jin's shoulders little by little.
"Don't move!" Zhou Jin freed up a hand to pull Xu Shu's hand to his chest and wrap it around his neck, "Hold it tight, don't fall down!" ”
"Hmm!" Xu Shu whispered, afraid that if it really fell, he really didn't dare to move anymore.
The journey was slow and very boring, so Zhou Jin talked to Xu Shu, "When I was a child, my father also carried me like this!" The queen mother said that I was one or two years old at night crying and refusing to sleep, only my father carried me on his back I did not cry, my father carried me in the imperial garden walked, a walk is the middle of the night, at that time my father's health has deteriorated, but I ...... "If he was already sensible at that time, he would definitely not be so inconsiderate, if it were not for him, his father might be able to survive a few more years......
"You were born in the emperor's family and had such a warm moment, but I was born in a civilian family but I have never experienced ......it," Xu Shu muttered, "My mother has given birth to too many daughters, where do I have the qualifications to be under the knees of my parents if I have the eldest sister and the younger sister below?" I was really envious when I watched my father hold my tenth sister and coax her to sleep, but no matter how envious I was, when I went to sleep, only the nurse accompanied me, I felt very aggrieved, but I couldn't cry, because they didn't like disobedient children, and crying would only make them dislike me even more......"
"There was a wooden horse in my yard before, which was given to me by my sister-in-law, and my sister-in-law said that riding the wooden horse would allow me to meet the people I wanted to meet, and I was so happy that I sat on the wooden horse every day, and I sat all day, and I refused to come down from eating, but I still couldn't see my father and mother...... Later, I realized that it was just a child's words! ”
Xu Shu, who grew up neglected since childhood, was frantically squeezed after her value was discovered by the family, and Xu Shu was willing to pay in order to keep this hard-won family affection, thinking about what they thought, anxious about what they were anxious about, whatever they wanted, she worked hard to help them achieve everything, but it wasn't until Xu Shu's push that Xu Ting's contemptuous voice "It's just a blind person" that Xu Shu understood that her willingness to give up everything to maintain the family affection was just a joke for her to deceive herself.
"It's all gone!" Zhou Jin comforted, this is the first time Xu Shu took the initiative to mention her past to him, Zhou Jin couldn't help but think that Xu Shu believed in him more and more, so he was willing to tell him, this is a great progress, she would never tell him this before.
"Actually, I don't hold a grudge against that time! Although they were not close to me, they never treated me harshly, and I enjoyed everything I could enjoy as the daughter of the Xu family, so even if they ...... in the end I still tried my best to meet everything they asked for, and I can be regarded as repaying the Xu family for raising me for more than ten years! ”
"In fact, there are many good memories in the past ten years, I remember early, I still remember when I was one year old, I remember that my eldest sister carried me to bask in the sun, accidentally tripped over, she lifted me high, hit herself on the flower pot, and lay on the bed for half a month before I could get off the ground...... The best thing for me since I was a child is the eldest sister, if the eldest sister knows that I am dead, I will be sad, but the eldest sister is stronger than all of us, she will survive, and will cut off contact with the Xu family because of this, so that the eldest sister will no longer have to be dragged down by the Xu family...... "So Xu Shu didn't tell Xu Jing the news that she was not dead, she knew that Xu Jing would survive.
"You're right, the people in the capital came with the news, after the news of your death was delivered to the Xu family, Grandma Sun also went back to the Xu family, and then the Xu family sent someone to the Sun family, and Grandma Sun didn't see anything!"
"The eldest sister's temper has not changed at all, and she will do what she says!" Xu Shuyu was proud, this was her sister, and she was not mistaken.
"You like your eldest sister very much!" Zhou Jin didn't expect that a person as calm and introverted as Xu Shu would also have a time when he unabashedly liked one.
"Of course!" Xu Shu decisively admitted, "I was almost raised by the eldest sister, although my mother gave birth to me, it was the eldest sister who raised me!" ”
Zhou Jin's heartstrings were suddenly touched, and his situation was actually somewhat similar to Xu Shu's.
Although Zhou Jin was born to Concubine Zhen, Concubine Zhen took the initiative to dedicate him to Queen Fu in order to consolidate her favor, because he was raised by Queen Fu. Concubine Zhen did this in order to leave a good impression in front of the first emperor, secondly, to use the power of Empress Fu to consolidate her position in the palace, and thirdly, with her ability, it was difficult to even protect herself, let alone protect her son.
"The queen mother has been working hard for me all these years......" Zhou Jin sighed and stopped talking.
There is also a reason why Zhou Jin is close to the Empress Dowager Fu but not close to her biological mother, Concubine Zhen, when the emperor died violently, Concubine Zhen made a fuss in the palace in order not to be cut off for a nun, like a shrew to snatch Zhou Jin back from the Empress Dowager Fu, she has a son she has to rely on, and she doesn't have to spend the second half of her life in front of the Buddha with her reliance, she is still so young, she doesn't want to live a lonely life, but the Fu family is powerful, Concubine Zhen did not succeed, and when Zhou Jin was sent to Rouran as a hostage, Empress Dowager Fu threatened the lives of the Qi family to force Concubine Zhen to go north with Zhou Jin, and gave her a message, if Zhou Jin had three long and two short, she would not want to return to Dayin in this life, and Concubine Zhen had to do so under fear.
finally got out of the woods while speaking, but looking at the scene in front of him, Zhou Jin frowned, and Xu Shu asked, "What's wrong?" ”
"Lin Heng is gone, and the carriage is gone!"
Xu Shu was taken aback, "Are we going the wrong way?" ”
Zhou Jin shook his head and looked at the wheels on the ground, "No!" That's it! ”
But where did Lin Heng go? ()
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