The hustle and bustle on the Internet is terrible, but in the ward, it is a rare peace.

Shi Gu was finally transferred from the intensive care ward to the general ward, and there was no need to worry about his life for the time being. When Lin Moqian heard the news, his heart, which had been stiff, finally relaxed slightly.

He stayed in the hospital room, holding her hand tightly, and sat on the edge of her bed.

Although the doctor said that he had passed the dangerous period, Shi Gu never woke up.

Zhao Xin came over from time to time in the past few days, and finally couldn't help but persuade: "You have been guarding for several days, go back and rest, I am guarding here, and I will never leave." ”

Lin Moqian shook his head: "No need!" "He didn't dare, he was afraid that something would happen if he left!

"She's over the danger period, and nothing will happen!"

"Okay, don't persuade me, I can't see her, I'm not at peace."

Zhao Xin was helpless, and stopped talking: "If you don't answer the phone, Director Cao has already called me several times." Are you not returning to the crew? ”

Lin Mo didn't reply: "Zhao Xin, I can't pretend to have anything in my heart now." You say why, why hasn't Shi Gu woken up yet. It's been three days, haven't you passed the dangerous period? ”

"As the doctor said, this is the body's self-protection mechanism. Some people have too many things in their hearts, and after being blocked for a long time, they suddenly get injured, and their bodies will fall asleep for a while. It's going to be fine. ”

A painful look appeared on Lin Moqian's face: "My heart is too heavy!" What do you think she thinks about every day? We were lovers, but I didn't know her at all. ”

Zhao Xin sighed: "Shi Gu is different from ordinary people, the environment she has been in since she was a child and the accidents she has encountered have caused her to have this kind of temperament, there is no way." ”

Lin Moqian was silent, his eyes full of sadness.

Zhao Xin continued: "That drama is coming to an end, you have suffered so much for it, are you really willing to give up?" ”

A smile appeared on Lin Moqian's lips: "Otherwise, don't you leave it alone?" Zhao Xin, I regret that I didn't listen to you and took this play, if I had been with her, wouldn't there have been so many things. ”

Zhao Xin was angry: "It's just to finish the movie, why don't you leave it alone, how can it be so serious!" I didn't recommend you to take this movie at the time, but if you take it, you have to have a beginning and an end! ”

During this time when Shi Gu was asleep, he dreamed of many things that had happened before.

At that time, she was a child, sitting under the grape trellis in the yard, holding a pen, crying and practicing calligraphy. Grandpa blew his beard on the side and glared: "Hmph! My granddaughter, who was guarding at the time, wrote handwriting like a dog's crawl, like words! ”

She puffed out a small face, crying and replying: "You forced me when I was only a few years old!" When I grow up to your age, I will definitely write better than you! ”

Grandpa clearly wanted to laugh, but he endured it: "Lao Tzu's words are also practiced day by day when you are so old!" I can't endure hardship and still want to write beautifully, do you think it's that simple! There is no such thing as nothing in the world that is not earned! ”

Xiao Gu snorted and turned around, his ass facing him.

It turned out that she was so busy when she was a child, and she had to memorize books in the morning, from the Four Books and Five Classics to the Compendium of Materia Medica. After memorizing a book for an hour, she has to practice words, and after practicing words for an hour, her grandfather will tell her what the book she memorized in the morning means. She didn't understand a lot, she didn't seem to understand, she looked at him with big eyes in confusion, and her grandfather didn't care.

In the afternoon, I had to practice the piano again, and at the beginning of the year, Gu Sa rolled and did not learn, because the fingers were too painful, and the ten white and tender little fingers were red, swollen, broken and bleeding, and she cried and howled so that she could hear it all over the valley. But then I got calluses on my hands, and it was fine.

Her grandparents would also take her up the mountain and teach her to recognize medicinal herbs. This is her favorite thing to do, there are many fun things in the mountains, there are wild fruits, there are cute little animals. As if the mountains were treasures, she followed her grandparents in search of treasures.

It's so hard to learn those things, and when I was a child, I felt stupid, because she couldn't learn anything, and she couldn't remember it many times.

Once, she was so annoyed that she sat on the steps alone and wiped her tears. The stairs were too high for her at the time. While crying, I was confused, and while crying, I felt that I had no hope in life.

Shi Gu didn't understand where he had so many deep thoughts in his head when he was a little one at that time. She may laugh, or she may feel that her mind is heavy and she started from such a young age.

In the dream, the grandparents were standing in the yard, laughing and watching her squat at the door alone and wiping her tears, laughing enough, before going over to pick her up: "What are we crying about when we are young!" ”

Shi Gu hugged his grandfather's neck and howled while crying: "It's too difficult! It's so hard to learn something every day! I can't even learn! I'm not like words, as the granddaughter of Shi Shou, I can't memorize a poem for so long! Woo~~"

The grandparents laughed even harder, and they couldn't stop laughing.

Shi Gu was very aggrieved, she didn't know why she was so sad and her grandparents still had the heart to laugh! She got off her grandfather in a rage and prepared to run away from home!

Grandma hurriedly pulled her and said with a smile: "Xiao Gu, it doesn't matter if you can't learn this, grandparents won't scold you, and Shi Shou's face doesn't matter." It's just that the world is difficult, and grandparents can't do anything else, so they can only teach you something so that you don't starve to death in the future. ”

Xiao Gu wiped his tears and said, "But I can't learn!" I'll forget what I taught today tomorrow, I don't know the role of those grasses, and I haven't memorized the Analects yet, woo~"

Grandma wiped her tears: "Xiao Gu didn't learn it, Xiao Gu is very smart." It's just that you don't know now, but as you grow and grow, you will suddenly find out, hey, how can I know all those things? ”

Xiao Gu sobbed: "Really? ”

At that time, the grandparents, who were still young, looked at her with pity: "Of course! ”

I also dreamed that when she was eight years old, her grandparents' hair was slightly gray. It seemed to be her birthday, Shi Yong came to Moshuo Valley with Shi Mao, and brought her a big and beautiful cream cake outside.

It seems to be the first time she saw Shi Mao in my impression, the young man was cool, and she was okay with her grandparents, but she didn't treat her very well. When I saw my beautiful little brother for the first time, I was so happy. When I made a wish on my birthday, I said in front of everyone: "I want Brother Shi Mao to be with me forever!" ”

The grandparents laughed and said that she was not ashamed. The boy blushed and looked at her in disbelief. Shi Yong cut a cake for her and said with a smile: "The generation is wrong, you have to call Uncle Shi Mao!" ”

Shi Gu looked at him in confusion, and it didn't take long to accept it, pulling Shi Mao to shout sweetly: "Uncle~"

Shi Mao couldn't wait to shake her hand away immediately.

... I also dreamed that on the night after my grandfather left, she stood alone in the middle of the mountain with an umbrella, indifferently watching the subordinates brought by Shi Mao bury the two elders together.

Shi Mao seemed to be unbearable, walked up to her side, and said guiltily: "I'm sorry! I came back too late! ”

Shi Gu ignored him. The little face that often smiled and revealed the little pear vortex, in just a few months after the death of my grandmother, it became sad and sad, and it was reduced by more than half. Now that Grandpa is gone, Shi Gu's face is only cold and indifferent.

"Is it okay for me to take you out of the valley, we live together, and you go to school."

Shi Gu's dark eyes looked at him fixedly: "I'm going to kill Shi Yong!" Will you stop me? ”

Shock appeared on Shi Mao's face: "You are crazy." Kill him and your life will be over! ”

Shi Gu understood, and she even smiled slightly: "You will stop me!" ”

Shi Mao clenched his fists and lowered his head: "It's not time yet, it's not the time yet." I can't watch you ruined. ”

Shi Gu shed tears in the dream, and she remembered. It turned out that Shi Mao also said such a sentence. He said that when the time came, he was afraid that she would be impulsive, so he ignored Shi Yong's matter about her in Mo Shuogu.

But Shi Gu didn't understand it at that time, she only knew that she was locked up, and Zhou Qi looked at her. She sat in the corner day and night, crying in despair. It's a huge valley, and she's the only one. It seems that there will be an echo when she speaks, as if only the soul is with her.

She couldn't sleep day and night, she was sick, very sick.

Shi Mao came to see her, and he told her sternly: "Don't you want revenge? How can you take revenge like this. Won't you be patient, won't you wait, your life is so long, what are you anxious about! ”

"Grandpa and grandma taught you so big, you know how disappointed you are for them now!"

"You are sick and dead now, but the relatives and enemies are fast! When you use it, you will be happy to get rid of a trouble! ”

Shi Gu remembered it, it turned out that Shi Mao had come to see her at that time, but she was sick and confused, and she forgot about it all.

In short, she got better, no longer looking for death and life, no longer hiding in the corner and crying alone late at night, no longer remembering the past. She let go of the piano, let go of her weekday classes, and began to concentrate on studying medical books. She spends all her time learning medicine. She always keeps her goal in mind, finds an opportunity, and uses it when she kills!

The dream turned to the day she saw Lin Moqian, and after the initial panic, her heart swelled with ecstasy. Her chance had finally come, and she thought she wouldn't hesitate. But no.

She fell into a deeper struggle with guilt, because Lin Moqian was really a good person, because he was really good to himself.

No one else has ever been so nice to her.

deliberately called Brother Lin sweetly, deliberately lay on him inadvertently, and deliberately tried every means to make him happy and make him relaxed. It makes him feel that he is in a difficult situation, which triggers compassion.

It's really smooth. If it is the current era, it will be very clear. Where is Lin Moqian alone, and there is clearly her. It started when she first felt guilty.

She is cold-blooded, and her heart has never been cold and warm for people who deserve it. If Lin Moqian hadn't come into his heart, how could he be so sad because he lied to him.

Shi Gu was confused, but his consciousness gradually cleared up. She knew that Lin Moqian had been by her side, and she heard Zhao Xin say that there was a lot of trouble on Weibo, and the name Shi Gu had been on the hot search for several days.

But she still couldn't wake up. She heard Zhao Xinlin and Mo Qian arguing again. Slowly, slowly, Shi Gu struggled to open his eyes.

"Hmm~Lin Moqian~"

Shi Gu bent his fingertips and hooked Lin Moqian's palm.

Zhao Xin suddenly found that Lin Moqian's expression became incredulous, and then he was ecstatic, he clenched Shi Gu's hand: "Are you awake, right, Shi Gu, are you awake, you were calling me just now, I heard it!" ”