How could Shi Zeng not know what was happening behind him?

He was guilty in his heart.

Thinking about it at the beginning, he just looked at Wang Ting a few more times, because her image was somewhat similar to Zhang Ling, and was seen by Ding Guang, a college classmate in the fixture department, who always joked about her and Shi Zeng, and even forced Shi Zeng to write the first letter to Wang Ting in the dormitory, Shi Zeng didn't think much about it at the time, but felt that she was a little familiar, and finally Ding Guang secretly handed over the letter to Wang Ting.

was too irrational at the time, and when he found out that she was not Zhang Ling, he had already hurt her.

At this time, Shi Zeng also began to feel sad, looked ahead, frowned, and Wang Ting was the only girl he had hurt.

Zhang Ling, the girl who had been waiting for her for five or six years, was injured by herself, and when she wanted to find her, she found that she had already disappeared without any trace.

That night in high school, Shi Zeng and Zhang Ling were in a bad mood because of family matters, and the two of them walked to the school lawn together, without saying a word, just sitting quietly, Zhang Ling wished that Shi Zeng could sit closer to herself, and she could have a shoulder to lean on, but Shi Zeng got up and left without saying a word... Zhang Ling looked at Shi Zeng's back, getting farther and farther away, more and more blurred, she could also feel Shi Zeng's mood at that time, and he was a boy, so he would not vent easily......

How many times, because of the divorce of his parents, he was in a bad mood, not far away, there was a girl, just quietly, in a visible place, silently accompanied, that kind of warmth, when he longed to have, and at the same time was afraid of losing, so he didn't dare to express this feeling easily.

When he was in college, he knew that Zhang Ling did well in the exam, but in his university, he actually saw Zhang Ling's figure, and he was shocked, what did that stupid girl give up because of herself! But he still didn't get close, because as long as he thought about the situation of his family, he would retreat, even if it was a girl he liked, he didn't dare to get close, he felt that a man should be responsible for a girl when he could really get closer, and now, his tuition fees are all student loans, not to mention taking care of a girl......

That time, at the door of the school library, Zhang Ling couldn't help but block Shi Zeng's way, the tears in his eyes made him at a loss for a while, and he wanted to help her wipe away her tears, and then hugged her tightly... But again, he turned around mercilessly, and after turning around, he burst into tears and left quickly, no one knows how long he cried on the hill behind the school after leaving...

When his mood slowly calmed down, he wanted to change all this, he even felt that he had a psychological problem, so he decided to take psychology in school, he wrote a letter to his father, only a few words: I have endured it for decades, and now my grandchildren are five or six years old, can I bear it anymore, I don't want to be homeless in the future.

I heard that my father received a letter that a middle-aged man sat in the yard and cried, and after that, no matter how unreasonable his mother was, he no longer mentioned divorce, just because of his son's sentence: I don't want to be homeless in the future!

After electing psychology, he was even busier, but he still couldn't face the helpless eyes that looked at him from afar, and the man's sense of responsibility made him feel that he couldn't be responsible for her.

At the same time, for Zhang Ling, Shi Zeng didn't fall in love for four years in college, and he knew that although he didn't promise her anything, he must not hurt her more, so he rejected many suitors in college.

When he graduated and left, he wanted to find Zhang Ling and tell her that he had always loved her in his heart and wanted to talk to her too much, but at this time, he found that he didn't have any contact information about Zhang Ling, and he didn't even know which department she was in......