Chapter 64
Jiang Chaqing had been hiding in the house near the university that his family had bought for him for two days, watching the incident ferment more and more, and the ensuing panic in his heart almost overwhelmed him.
After the events in high school, he was not unaffected. He lay at home and was almost beaten to death by his cousin. His parents tried their best to beg the uncle, and only then did they calm down the matter, which caused his cousin to be very dissatisfied.
It's really... A long time has passed, and he came to S City so far away to go to school, gradually, he got a little carried away. The incident was re-revealed, like the last fig leaf removed from his body, and he was so frightened that he could hardly survive in the world.
A mobile phone rang for a while, Jiang Chaqing jumped up like a frightened bird, and hurriedly flipped over the phone, which showed "Mom is calling", and he subconsciously breathed a sigh of relief.
"Hey! Mom, why is the news still hanging on it, I don't dare to go to school, everyone in the school knows! Why don't you take it down for me! Jiang Chaqing asked sharply with a crying voice.
On the other side of the phone was a woman with a shrill voice, also full of anxiety: "Qingqing, don't worry! I've already told your dad to ask him to beg your uncle. It's okay, Mom won't let you have anything to do! ”
Jiang Chaqing's voice collapsed: "What's the use of begging uncle!" Now Jiang Chajin has the final say in everything at home, you let Dad beg him! ”
The voice on the other side was embarrassed: "It's not that you don't know your cousin's temper, he was already very dissatisfied with protecting you at that time, and now that he is a family member, he won't help you." If he hadn't stopped it, why wouldn't your news have been taken down! Speaking of the latter, Madame's tone was resentful.
Jiang Chaqing roared: "Then what should I do!" What should I do!! Am I not going to be a human being? ”
The woman said hurriedly: "Don't worry, don't worry, mom will help you think of a way!" ”
The phone hung up, and Jiang Chaqing dropped the phone.
Who the hell is it! Who broke the news about him and couldn't get along with him!!
Echazu!!
Half-ringing, he struggled to pick up his phone and dial a call. Although he knew that the other party couldn't see it, he still kept sitting upright, and the whole person was tense.
The phone was picked up, and a cold and indifferent voice came: "You still have the face to call me!" ”
Jiang Chaqing hurriedly said: "Don't hang up cousin!" You save me, help me! I know it's wrong, I really know it's wrong! ”
The other side sneered: "I know it's wrong, how can I run to the police station because of a woman?" Jiang Chaqing, what kind of goods are you that can deceive me? ”
Jiang Chaqing gritted her teeth: "She hit me first!" It was she who hit me first, and no one ever dared to hit me like that! ”
"Enough! I don't have the time to listen to you describe the details. I'm still busy, hang up! ”
"Don't, don't! I'm wrong cousin, you help me, help me! You know, everyone knows that behind me is Xuda Group, if you don't help me suppress things, Xuda will also be involved. You help me! ”
Jiang Chajin sneered: "You can quite look up to yourself!" Then let's take a look, after you die, Xuda is still not there! ”
Jiang Chaqing was stunned: "Brother! Feed? Elder brother? ”
The phone was snapped and hung up!
Jiang Chaqing was furious and kicked over the coffee table.
He sent a message to his mother: "Jiang Chajin won't help me!" He won't help me!! ”
After receiving the news, Jiang's mother was also in a trance, and couldn't help but hammer the man next to her hard: "You waste, waste!" I can't even keep my son! Qingqing said that Jiang Chajin would not help him. What to do now, what to do! ”
The man was hammered and staggered, and said angrily: "It's not that you spoiled him, if you hadn't dealt with it so radically at that time, would that girl jump off the building!" ”
Jiang Mu couldn't believe it: "Are you blaming me now?" You blame me for not being a man. Go and beg your nephew, go and beg your eldest brother! In the future, how will my Qingqing become! ”
Father Jiang tightened his brows and said nothing.
Mother Jiang couldn't help crying: "Isn't everything over, who is it that I can't get along with my family, and I turn it out again, and everyone knows it!" ”
Father Jiang said impatiently: "You ask me, I ask who to go!" ”
"You go and ask Jiang Chajin, he must know. I won't let go of the person who harmed my youth! ”
Father Jiang walked away with a calm face.
At this time, the crew of Ning City.
Just after filming a scene, the field workers were packing up the props, Lin Moqian looked tired and walked to the lounge.
"Mo Qian, you come with me, let's talk." Cao Hanyi invited with a smile.
Lin Moqian responded and followed Cao Hanyi into his lounge.
"Mo Qian, you've been in the group for so long, and we don't have a chance to have a good chat. I don't know how you feel about the crew? Is there anything wrong with my old Cao? If you have an opinion, you can put it forward and say it, so that it can get better and better! ”
Lin Moqian smiled gently: "If Director Cao doesn't do well, no one in the world will do well." Don't worry, director, I'm very satisfied with our crew. ”
Cao Hanyi laughed: "That's good, that's good!" When Lao Li introduced you to me, he said, Mo Qian is a good actor. Attentive, serious, hard-working, not afraid of hardship. Lao Li is really right! ”
Lin Moqian said modestly: "My own work, I don't deserve such praise from Director Li and Director Cao." ”
Cao Hanyi rubbed his hands: "Mo Qian, I treat you as my own, and I won't hide it from you." You tell me the truth, is there something in your heart that you can't let go? ”
Lin Moqian was stunned: "I..."
Cao Hanyi raised his hand: "Your performance is really good, and it doesn't seem to be a big problem." But Mo Qian, you can't hide it from me, you haven't completely entered the play yet, right? You've always had a bottom line in mind that you don't allow yourself to be completely immersed in the role, right? ”
Lin Moqian's expression froze, and he lowered his eyelids and did not speak.
Director Cao Hanyi said earnestly: "I also know about you in the crew of "Dark Sun", Lao Li told me. Entering the role too deeply leads to the inability to affect your own mind, this thing is not uncommon in the circle, I understand your concerns. But as a good actor, you have to overcome this matter, not run away. We can't stop going into the play because we are afraid that we won't be able to play. Do you know what you are equivalent to, it is equivalent to you denying your path to the top on the road of acting in your heart! Do you understand? ”
Lin Moqian's face turned pale.
"Your current performance is very good, there is no trace, but this is all skill, you can deceive the audience and you can't deceive the insiders. If this state continues, your performance in this drama will be very mediocre! Tingnan is the heroine, and you know how talented she is if you have worked with her. If you continue like this, your light in the play will be completely suppressed by her. Are you really willing? ”
Are you really willing?
Lin Moqian couldn't lie to himself, he was unwilling!
The complexity of Li Wen's character is no less than that of Ling Lishuang. If Ling Lishuang's emotions are outward, Li Wen is introverted. He was repressed, repressed from beginning to end. It is only a small moment that really relaxes, and then it is pushed deeper into the abyss. Despair continued throughout his life.
"Director, I understand what you said. I'll think about it. Lin Moqian made a guarantee.
Cao Hanyi was relieved: "I'm really optimistic about you, you are talented and sensible." Don't blame me for speaking badly, I know you can be better, so I can't watch you get by! ”
Lin Moqian shook his head and said sincerely: "I'm not so ignorant, Director Cao is for my good, I know, I won't let you down." ”
Cao Hanyi nodded again and again: "That's good, that's good!" ”
Late at night, Lin Moqian was reading the script in the hotel alone, and the more he thought about it, the farther and farther his thoughts drifted away. He took a deep breath and called Zhao Xin.
"Hey, haven't slept so late? What's wrong? ”
Lin Moqian was silent for a while, and then said: "The director talked to me today and said that I didn't enter the play. ”
"Didn't get into the play? What do you mean? ”
Lin Moqian sighed deeply: "Zhao Xin, I'm scared, back to the previous state." I thought I could do this well, but it turned out that I had reservations. Director Cao is right, if I choose not to play because I am afraid that I will not be able to play, I will be wiping out my chance to reach the top on the road of acting. I won't be reconciled. ”
Hearing this, Zhao Xin was also silent: "What do you want to do?" ”
"I wanted to give it a try, and I accepted it anyway."
Zhao Xin's tone was full of helplessness: "I know I shouldn't stop you." Lin Moqian, although we are in a cooperative relationship, I have really regarded you as a friend for so many years. What awards you will win and what fame and fortune you will have are all important. But it's not that important compared to you. Because you are the fundamentals. ”
"If you continue to act in this movie, you may be able to gain fame and fortune and win awards, but have you forgotten Dr. Zhang's words? You are not yet suitable for sudden emotional ups and downs, those deep sadness and pain will affect you, what if your psychological state is wrong again? ”
"Zhao Xin, I know what you're worried about. I can't guarantee that your worries won't happen. But I still want to try, as an actor, how can I be willing to do this? ”
"What about the ancients? I won't talk about our studio, anyway, I have signed a lot of potential newcomers, so I don't worry about not being able to develop. Let me ask you, what should I do with the ancients? She has only had grandparents since she was a child, and now there are only you, she has always lived a very difficult life, how deep Shi Gu's mind is, what will she do if you have an accident, what will she do in the future? ”
Lin Moqian's heart was cold. Yes, that's why he's always had real reservations. He is not afraid of problems in his psychological state, he is not afraid of being occupied by other personalities inside, and he is not afraid that he will never be able to get out. Anyway, it's alone, so that's it!
But Shi Gu, Shi Gu was alone, and his only lover was himself. So he can't have an accident.
Lin Moqian's voice became firm: "I won't!" I'm going to control myself, I'm not going to go back to where I was. You have to believe me, I will be fine for the sake of the times. ”
Zhao Xin sighed: "That's all I say, I won't persuade you, just be measured!" Zhao Xin's voice changed: "There is one thing that I haven't had time to tell you." ”
"What's the matter?"