I stood on the podium, like a speaker who had gained fame and fortune and had a successful curtain call, radiant and full of confidence. The audience was full of people celebrating and glorifying me.

A few meters away, in the middle of the crowd, you look straight at me, and when I look at you, your moist eyes are wrenched in mourning like a bowl of syrup. You just look at me like a sculpture in disrepair.

What am I going to do with you, my boy.

- Su Chang'an

"Wanwan?"

"Wanwan, wake up."

Su Changan slowly opened his eyes, just opened his mouth, and felt that his throat was like a burn with tongs, and the pain was unbearable: "Brother....."

"Don't talk." Su Yongan sat on the edge of the bed and helped her upper body up: "Drink the water." ”

Su Changan held his hand, and every time he swallowed a mouthful of water, he felt that he was punishing his tonsils. Just after half a cup, he pushed it away, and his body involuntarily slid into the bed. Helplessly, the hand on her arm didn't need to be forced, she couldn't toss anymore, and her pleading eyes looked at him.

"You're good." Su Yongan didn't move: "Drink the water before going to sleep." ”

Su Changan knew that he couldn't resist him, so he could only endure the sadness and drink the water cleanly, his head was as heavy as iron, and he fell asleep as soon as he hit the pillow, as if he was extremely tired.

After the school competition, the monthly examination and the joint examination were followed by two days.

After the exam the next day, Wang Heng called everyone to a class meeting in the middle of the morning. The content is divided into two parts, the first is undoubtedly that you can't relax after the exam, and the training still has to keep up. Yan Yan Yu just helped the invigilator carry the paper back, and when he came back, he heard Wang Heng's words.

“...... Be sure to pay attention to the temperature difference, now that it's autumn, you should add clothes and clothes, and those who play basketball, don't wear a jacket after playing, understand? Our Bansu Chang'an has fallen ill and is almost at the end of the term, and I don't want you to have a similar situation...... Well, school! ”

The students in the class dispersed in a hurry, as if the college entrance examination was over.

"Come on, let's go! Hurry! ”

Yan Yu was still stunned at the door, and instantly caused dissatisfaction. Soon, there were few people in the class. Wang Heng picked up the briefcase and raised his eyes to see the words and metaphors at the door.

"Yan Yu, how did you do in the exam this time? Do you find the question type difficult? ”

“...... OK. No hard. Yan Yan really didn't want to talk about the exam, and he was absent-hearted.

"Well, that's good, how about you? Looking for me? ”

"Didn't Su Changan take the exam?"

Wang Heng looked at his expression and thought it was something urgent: "Oh, I had a fever after the game, and I didn't take the exam." ”

Yan Yan lowered his eyes, after the game, he reviewed at home for a day, and then there was the exam, random seats, different examination rooms, he naturally didn't know her situation, and thought that she deliberately avoided him after the events of that day......

"Are you looking for her?"

Yan Yu returned to his senses: "No... It's okay. ”

"In that case, I guess she should be better in the past two days, you bring her the papers. Remember, set the time, supervise her, and let her finish as the exam is over, and you bring the paper to me. ”

"This ...... Is it compliant? ”

"The rules also need to be flexible. You watch, I am relieved. Although the monthly exam is not as important as the mid-term and final semester, it also affects the final ranking. Don't delay. ”

After Wang Heng left, he whispered as a cleaner: "This old Wang is too good to Su Changan, it's just selfish, how can there be this?" ”

"Is that the point? The point is why Lao Wang didn't let a girl send it, let Xueshen send it? ”

"Could it be that the two of them are close to each other, by the way?"

“...... Your emotional intelligence can really only mop the floor here. ”

"What do you say? Jing Yi? ”

Jing Yi put on his schoolbag: "I also sent a scroll to Su Changan, just to help, what's wrong?" ”

As soon as Jing Yi got out of class, she was blocked by Yan Yanyu: "Have you been to her house?" ”

Jing Yi looked at him and laughed softly: "Yan Yu, Yan Yu." He bypassed him and went downstairs first.

Yan Yan Yu was stunned, understood, and quickly followed: "Thank you." ”

Jing Yi didn't speak, and there was no corresponding etiquette, but fortunately, Yan Yan didn't mind. None of them are talkative people, and they don't feel embarrassed to walk together. After walking side by side for a distance, Jing Yi asked, "When are you going to go?" Do you want to send it? He lifted his chin as he spoke.

Yan Yan Yu saw his car parked on the side of the road: "She may not have rested yet, isn't it a holiday tomorrow?" ”

Jing Yi looked at him for a while, just opened the car door and folded it back, thought twice, and said in a persuasive tone: "If you are too possessive, you shouldn't be able to please girls." ”

Yan Yu did not have the embarrassment of being exposed, on the contrary, his pupils flashed inadvertently, and his eyebrows gradually condensed.

"Don't look at me like that." Jing Yi was finally helpless: "I also have such a sister at home who dresses as a man." ”

Yan Yan stared at him and didn't speak. Jing Yi smiled on her lips: "However, you don't happen to have a sister or sister at home, right?" I also happen to like boys? If not, then how did you find out ......?"

Jing Yi looked at the back of the fast walk, and was stunned for a moment: was so rude?

That night, Yan Yan said that the night was sleepless. I looked at the time, ten o'clock in the evening. Pick up your phone, or give it a try?

It was quickly connected.

"Hello?"

"Are you feeling better?"

"Hmm...... Not so good. Su Changan poured himself a glass of water, but his throat was still sore: "How do you know I'm sick?" What did Wang Heng tell you? ”

There was no sound over there, watching the hot water with hot water slowly poured into the glass, Su Changan didn't urge.

Then came his apology: "I didn't find out in time." "Didn't take care of you either.

"What are you talking about? It's okay, I don't know how, maybe I cried ...... that day" Su Changan shut up at the right time.

Yan Yu listened patiently and did not expose her: "Are the eyes swollen? Are you taking any medicine? Has the fever gone away? Still uncomfortable? "Do you need me to come over......

"You forgot, my brother is a doctor. It's no big deal, and I'm sweating a lot better after taking the medicine. ”

"Chang'an."

"Huh?"

"You're so gentle."

The arm holding the glass froze for a moment, and the two of them only breathed slightly in tacit agreement to show that the other was still obedient.

"Chang'an." He called her again, "I miss you." ”

Su Changan: "You ......"

"I really want to."

Su Changan just wanted to laugh at him for being so numb now, and after the three words 'especially want' came out, the familiar sourness on the tip of his heart hit again-like he was very fragile and sad that day, and hated to be able to integrate her into his own blood and blood and hug her.

"Wanwan?"

"Huh?" Su Changan was so excited that his phone almost fell off, and he pressed it by mistake and hung up in a panic.

"Big... Elder brother? ”

Su Yongan looked at the flush on her face: "Who are you talking to?" ”

Su Changan raised his glass and was just about to drink water, but he was robbed in mid-air, only to find that the cup was already empty. Deng Shi was embarrassed and nervous: "My classmates know that I am sick, greetings." ”

"Then what are you nervous about?"

"You...... You suddenly speak, who is not startled? ”

Su Yongan delivered the water to her and said with a smile: "Okay, it's my fault." ”

"I'm going upstairs to read the book."

On the couch, a face slowly lifted up behind the magazine.

- Yes, from beginning to end, Su Changan never saw him, and naturally he didn't notice that her call just now fell into Ming Zhao's ears word for word.

The two men looked at each other, and both read the same message from the other's eyes.

Mingzhao: "I asked Gan Liao, but she hasn't replied to my message yet." ”

"She's been really busy lately." Su Yongan looked at the direction of the stairs, and the remaining smile in his eyes became cold little by little.

The screen of the mobile phone has gone black, and the face of Yan Yan has appeared on the screen. He didn't call again, with Su Yongan here, he didn't need to worry about anything, but he was confused when he heard that she was sick and caring. Running his fingers over the screen, he remembered the last time he had seen her. He told him that he couldn't wait to see her tonight.

Twelve.

There was a squirming movement at the entrance, which was very light. As soon as he was halfway through the change of shoes, Gan Liao stopped moving. The afterglow was directed to the position of the sofa in the living room.

The people on the sofa also noticed at the same time and asked loudly: "Where have you been?" ”

"Nine?"

No one accosted, so Gan Liao had to change his words: "Ming Zhao." ”

"A few textbooks in Chang'an were missing, so I bought some for her."

In the dark, she heard him laugh: "You are familiar with her now." ”

Gan Liao ignored his sarcasm: "You have something to look for me?" ”

There was no sound, and I listened to the footsteps, as if I were ...... Walked over? Gan Liao was a thriller - the back of her head was buckled, and the breath of a mature man came to her face, with a crisp aroma. She found his eyes in the darkness.

"I'm worried about you." His gaze was hot and dark.

"You're drunk." Gan Liao touched the switch, and the light source "swooped" all over the living room.

Ming Zhao's hand on the back of her head gradually moved downwards and placed it on the back of her neck. He still looked at her quietly, his fingertips slowly rubbing against the arteries, feeling the regular beating of the arteries. Gan Liao endured the discomfort, and his breathing gradually became heavier. That hand, the hand that was decisive on the battlefield, on the operating table, and in the mall, was firmly clasped on her neck, not painful, but it made Gan Liao feel suffocated.

"What's wrong with you?"

"It's fine."

She never gave in! Ming Zhao suppressed her temperament, the temperature under her skin gradually warmed up, her face began to turn pale, Ming Zhao was unmoved, like a charming lover, rubbing the position of the carotid artery lightly and heavily. Gan Liao refused to look at him, the sound of more and more rapid breathing between his snorts was clearly audible, and the black halo in front of him began to obscure his vision frequently. She felt as if the hand was pressing harder against her throat, making it difficult to pronounce.

Ming Zhao stopped rubbing, his hand was not taken away, and his voice was low: "Don't force me." ”

Gan Liao easily saw his face clearly, and choked up: "I'll go to waste...... Abandonment. The stomach seemed to be churning with usurping internal organs, the feeling of suffocation became stronger and stronger, his legs couldn't stop shaking, and his voice was broken: "I ......"

Her voice fell rapidly, and Ming Zhao caught her body steadily.

The corners of Gan Liao's eyes were wet, and the feeling of restraint on his neck disappeared, as if a drowning person suddenly fell to the surface of the sea, inhaled and spit it out violently, and only then could he see the person in front of him completely, but he was already weak.

"I'm sorry ......"

Ming Zhao kept half an arm to catch her upper body and didn't move, and his voice was gentle, as if coaxing: "What are you going to do there?" ”

Gan Liao shook his head, his face a little painful: "No... Know. ”

She felt like she was about to cry. Ming Zhao lowered his eyes and hugged her: "Don't be afraid, I will protect you." Don't be afraid ......"