In the drowsiness of the hazy, a gust of wind blew, with the cold of winter, after a while, Xu Shu felt that something fell on her face, gently, softly, itchy, Xu Shu raised her hand and wanted to brush it away, but the hand was grabbed by something, warm, rough, powerful, Xu Shu struggled for a while and did not break free, seemed to realize something in the haze, the sleepiness gradually receded, Xu Shu finally woke up, the breath around was so strong and familiar, opened his eyes, and sure enough, he saw Zhou Jin, Xu Shu sat up silently, and the quilt slid down, revealing the neat clothes she was wearing inside.

Holding Xu Shu's slightly cool hand, Zhou Jin leaned to his mouth and took a hot breath, and rubbed his hand again, as if he wanted to rub Xu Shu's hand with warmth, "You're awake, it's noisy!" ”

Zhou Jin's tone was soft, but heavy, so many things have happened in the past six months, but he is not by Xu Shu's side, when Xu Shu may need him the most, he is thousands of miles away, and there is no news, leaving Xu Shu to face everything alone, and fight all the pain alone.

Xu Shu did not shy away from Zhou Jin's direct gaze, and looked back at it with the same direct gaze, but Zhou Jin's eyes were full of love and warmth, while Xu Shu's eyes were cold and empty, "What are you doing?" ”

"Come and see you...... I'm sorry for making you suffer! Zhou Jin kissed the back of Xu Shu's hand, the warm lips touched Xu Shuqin's cool skin, and the coolness spread from his mouth to his heart, Zhou Jin's heart ached, so far, he seems to have been affecting Xu Shu.

"Get used to it!"

Xu Shu opened her eyes and wanted to retract her hand, but Zhou Jin did not let go, now she has no strength, she can only obediently let Zhou Jin hold her hand, Zhou Jin's palm is wide and warm, such warmth makes people addicted and reluctant, but once it falls, it is a broken bone, and a moment of greed has caused irreparable pain, such a lesson is unforgettable, Xu Shu can't forget it if she wants to.

"I'm sorry!" Zhou Jin's face was ashamed, "It's me who didn't arrange it well, if I had ...... earlier" He thought that it was foolproof for him to let Zhuang Li protect Xu Shu, but no one thought that the Queen Mother would use a tortuous way to target Xu Shu.

"It's no use talking about that now!" Xu Shu suddenly took a deep breath and interrupted Zhou Jin urgently, there were some things she tried to forget, she didn't want to be mentioned by anyone again, the bloody wound hadn't healed yet, she didn't want to be stabbed again.

Every moment after Xu Hui's death, Xu Shu was convincing herself to accept this fact, stop making unnecessary assumptions, those not only did not mean anything, but would also make her fall into endless self-blame, the guilt she tried to get rid of did not want to be carried by anyone again, whether it was her or Zhou Jin, she should not blame herself for Xu Hui's death.

Zhou Jin stopped in distress and held Xu Shu's hand tighter, Xu Shu was right, it was useless to say anything now, the dead couldn't live, Xu Shu's injury could not be erased, and now he couldn't do anything but feel guilty, he couldn't do anything...... Zhou Jin felt powerless and resentful.

"You go, later...... Don't come again! ”

Obviously, he had already drunk the soothing soup, just because he didn't want to see Zhou Jin, but he still woke up, obviously he didn't want to see him again, but he still waited in a neat kimono, Xu Shu lowered her head helplessly, since she was destined to not escape, then face it!

"I can leave today, but I'll still come later!" Zhou Jin looked at Xu Shu calmly, no matter whether Xu Shu said angry words or not, Zhou Jin couldn't agree to her.

"What's the use of coming?" Xu Shu's face was calm and indifferent, and she didn't see any mood swings, "You can't get anything except to increase your troubles!" ”

"I don't want anything, I just want you to be good!"

"The farther away you are from me, the more likely I am to be well!"

"Xu Shu!" Zhou Jin leaned forward anxiously, wanting to cover Xu Shu's mouth, not wanting to hear her say more and more hurtful words.

Xu Shu turned her head coldly, "Isn't it?" If it weren't for you, how could the Queen Mother stare at me and attack me again and again? If it weren't for you, I wouldn't be where I am now! If it weren't for you...... "Xu Hui wouldn't have died."

"It's all my fault!" Zhou Jin did not defend at all, "It's me, it's all me!" I'm sorry for you, it's me who hurt you, but I want to make up for it now, give me a chance, okay? ”

"I don't have this chance!" Xu Shu refused mercilessly, "If you really feel sorry for me, then please stay as far away from me as possible from now on!" ”

"I can't do it, Xu Shu, I can't do it!" Zhou Jin murmured, "I can promise you anything else, but this is the only thing I can't!" ”

"Why?" Xu Shu muttered and lowered her head, "Why don't you let me go?" ”

Zhou Jin felt a little bitter in his heart, he listened to Zhuang Li's advice, and was ready for Xu Shu to be angry at him and speak ill of him, but now Xu Shu is at the other extreme.

"That's not what you mean, Xu Shu! You obviously don't think so in your heart, you just have too much pain in your heart and want to escape, but I want to share it with you......" Zhou Jin's hand slid along Xu Shu's sideburns to the back of his ear and then fell to the corner of his jaw, and suddenly touched a wet hand, and hurriedly raised Xu Shu's chin, and sure enough, he saw that Xu Shu was already in tears.

"Why did you provoke me in the first place? Wouldn't it be a hundred times for me to drown in a well? Xu Shu shed tears and looked at Zhou Jin stupidly, the hatred in her eyes was real, if Zhou Jin didn't provoke her in Pingliang City, then many things would not happen after that, some people don't have to die, and some people won't change.

"What if you die and leave me alone?" Zhou Jin wiped away the tears from the corners of Xu Shu's eyes with his thumb, but the tears still couldn't stop pouring out.

"Wouldn't that be nice? Now everyone wants that! Xu Shu smiled coldly, there are so many people looking forward to her death now, "I die, how many people can be fulfilled!" ”

But why did she fulfill them?

"Xu Shu......" Zhou Jin's voice sank a little by half a minute, "I won't let such a thing happen again, no one can hurt you again!" ”

Xu Shu smiled lowly and said with a slight sarcasm, "You can't do it!" Under Zhou Jin's embarrassed and angry look, Xu Shu continued lightly, "I can't do it either!" I can't predict who the Queen Mother will put her hand on next time, so the only thing I can do is stay away from you! ”

Zhou Jin was stunned for a moment, and solemnly assured Xu Shu, "There is no next time!" There will be no next time! ”