Open the laptop on the side and open your Weibo, all say that people only use words to record their feelings when they are the happiest and the saddest, and some people and some things should be forgotten.

In addition to family, there is nothing that cannot be let go, and companionship is the most affectionate confession.

She thought wildly, typed some words randomly, deleted them again, wrote them again, and deleted them again.

The sudden sadness overwhelmed her, she once naively thought that there would be a reward for paying, but the reality slapped herself a few loud times, and the pay is your own.

The return depends on God, and the recent popularity has not yielded. What should you do, work hard to be worthy of yourself.

I used to expect all kinds of miracles to come, but those were fools, just like the stupid self now. However, how to face Xie Shenzhang?

I'm afraid that if I meet him again, I will completely fall again.

Thoughts were churning in her head, and the white light of the laptop shone on her face, looking extremely haggard.

She put her laptop on the couch, got up and went to the kitchen, took a bottle of red wine from the cupboard, poured a glass, and drank it.

Her face flushed, but the alcohol didn't numb her now chaotic brain.

She didn't want to think like this anymore, but there was nothing she could do. She sat back on the couch, sipping glass by glass and looking out the window at the chaotic world.

It was completely dark, and in the dimly lit city, she only had a glass and a bottle of wine at this moment.

How much I hope to have Xie Shenzhang by my side now. She really wanted to throw herself into Xie Shenzhang's arms and cry. But the cold window lattices and the empty room tell her that you are just a human being.

Buzz Buzz...... The screen of the mobile phone lit up, and Ji Shu, who had tears in the corners of his eyes, picked up the phone and saw the familiar name, Xie Shenzhang. Ji Shu was stunned, his fingers hesitated to answer or not, and the phone screen dimmed.

At this time, Ji Shu had mixed feelings in his heart, not only didn't want to answer the phone and hear a familiar voice that made him even more sinking and confused, but also looked forward to Xie Shenzhang calling again.

She stared at the phone blankly, the screen dimmed, she unlocked and turned on, stared blankly at the time on the phone, the screen dimmed again and she unlocked and turned on.

Suddenly, the phone vibrated again, and her hand hit the answer button.

"Hello? Ji Shu. ”

Ji Shu listened to the phone in a daze, unable to speak.

"Hey, Ji Shu, are you there?" Xie Shenzhang's voice came from the earpiece.

"Hmm." Ji Shu replied in a low voice.

"Let's go for a walk, it's rare to get off work so early, and we're fine. I want to see you. Xie Shenzhang said.

Ji Shu was at a loss. Ideas are engaged in a fierce struggle. However, in the end, he was completely defeated by Xie Shenzhang's gentle voice, "Okay, where are you?" Ji Shu said.

Xie Shenzhang was very happy, "I'm waiting for you in the café by the river, the one we used to go to before, the old seat, by the window." ”

Ji Shu hung up the phone, walked to the mirror, looked at himself who was crying with eye makeup, smiled bitterly, and walked into the bathroom to touch up his makeup.

Xie Shenzhang parked the car and walked into the café.

Sitting on the seat where he and Ji Shu used to sit often, he ordered a coffee, and quietly looked at the couples on the riverside trail.

Lingling Ling...... The door to the café opened. The bell at the door was crisp. Ji Shu saw Xie Shenzhang sitting by the window at a glance, and Xie Shenzhang was also looking at her gently at this time.

Ji Shu sat opposite Xie Shenzhang, but the two of them sat opposite each other like this, no one spoke first, Ji Shu looked out the window, Xie Shenzhang looked at Ji Shu, dead silence.

Ji Shu's hand clutched the corner of his clothes. After a long time, Xie Shenzhang said to Ji Shu, "What do you want to drink?" ”

Ji Shu still looked out the window, "The water is good." Although she had already touched up her makeup, Ji Shu still didn't want Xie Shenzhang to see that she had just cried.

The fragile heart is firmly guarded by a strong shell.

Xie Shenzhang ordered a glass of water and said to Ji Shu: "It's been ten years, I still remember here." ”

Ji Shu said lightly: "I forgot about it a long time ago." Ducible she clearly remembered everything about He Xie Shenzhang, but she still chose to be hard-mouthed when she pretended to be strong.

Xie Shenzhang looked at Ji Shu's side face and said to her, "You just cried? Didn't the filming go well? ”

Ji Shu quickly turned around and said like a child who was caught stealing candy and was caught on the spot: "How can there be!" I didn't cry, there was a crying scene today, and I was still in the situation. Don't be careful. ”

Xie Shenzhang seemed to have seen through something, and no longer asked, and said to Ji Shu with a smile: "The filming has been going well recently, right?" No one is bothering you. ”

Ji Shu hurriedly sorted out his flustered emotions and said, "Everything is fine, Tang Tang and Lu Mingtang in the crew take good care of me." ”

Xie Shenzhang took a sip of coffee and said thoughtfully: "But the version I heard is not the same as what you said, does Xia Zhenyi always bully you?" And Didi. ”

Ji Shu glared at Xie Shenzhang angrily and said, "You investigate me?!" ”

Xie Shenzhang put down the coffee and said, "I just care about everything around you." I hope you're doing well. But ...... around you"

Xie Shenzhang wanted to speak and stopped.

Ji Shu said coldly: "I hope you don't care about my business." ”

Ji Shu put aside this topic, and continued: "Aren't you afraid that the paparazzi will cause trouble when the two of us are together?" Such a high-profile choice of people to meet in so many riverside cafes, Xie Da Actor. ”

Xie Shenzhang shook his head and smiled without saying a word, raised his head and said to Ji Shu: "I don't care, I just care about you now." Please don't turn me away again. ”

Ji Shu took a sip of water and said to Xie Shenzhang: "If there is nothing else, I think I have to go back." With that, Ji Shu put away the phone on the table and prepared to get up.

Xie Shenzhang stretched out his hand to signal Ji Shu not to be in a hurry, and said, "It's all out, sit down for a while, I just want to see you and want to know your recent life." Maybe there's something in trouble, I can help you out. ”

Ji Shu looked at Xie Shenzhang and said, "As you know, I'm not going well now, but I don't need you to help me, am I a person who always needs to rely on others to survive in your heart?" And you can't help me with my troubles, I made it clear to you that we broke up, we are not suitable together, the family background is not suitable, the personality is not suitable, and even the career we want to engage in in the future is not suitable! I said this sentence to you again word for word today, don't disturb my life again, okay? ”

Xie Shenzhang frowned, and said to Ji Shu: "I have never given up on you, even if you tell me to break up, even if you say you don't love me, if you don't love me, you let go, relieved, why did you answer my phone, why did you come to the café by the river to meet me again, you have a hard time, but you just want to bear it yourself, you don't want to tell me." Give me a chance to protect you, Xiaoshu. ”

Ji Shu's fragile heart under the hard shell softened again, she looked at Xie Shenzhang and couldn't say a word, the tears in her eyes poured out, she took a deep breath and said, "If you can, let's go out for a walk, I don't want to be here." ”

Xie Shenzhang said: "No problem, let's go to the riverside." Then he got up and walked out of the café with Ji Shu.

On the riverside trail, there are not many people, and no one recognizes a little person like Ji Shu and Xie Shenzhang under the dim landscape lights. The wind blew gently, and a few seabirds flew over the river from time to time, setting off layers of ripples.

All this is so beautiful, but it can't make my low mood better.

Ji Shu looked at the river in a daze, she was a little confused, she didn't know whether her decision was right or wrong after all, and she didn't know if her persistence for so long was wrong?

Maybe I should have listened to my mother a long time ago, this circle is too unsuitable for me.

"Xiao Shu?" Xie Shenzhang whispered Ji Shu's name.

"What?" Ji Shu was too immersed in his own world, and it took him a while to react.

"It's better to forget some things, and it's enough to always remember the best moment." Xie Shenzhang stood behind Ji Shu and took Ji Shu in his arms with his broad shoulders.

Ji Shu felt the warmth from Xie Shenzhang but did not struggle, and felt so down-to-earth that she couldn't stop.