It's a kid who did something wrong
After a long time, Lu Jinnan plucked up the courage and said to Bai Xiaonian: "Xiaonian, we will have another child, our baby...... Will come back to us! ”
Bai Xiaonian's eyes were sour, he didn't respond, and he didn't say anything while holding his mobile phone in his hand.
Unable to hear Bai Xiaonian's answer, Lu Jinnan thought that Bai Xiaonian still had a hurdle in his heart, so he rolled his Adam's apple and whispered: "You have a good rest, I'm next door, you call me ...... if you have something."
Still didn't get a response, Lu Jinnan said again: "Let's go out to buy tomorrow, and I will accompany you to choose the clothes and daily necessities you like......"
Bai Xiaonian pushed open the window and stood by the window: "Lu Jinnan, don't you understand what I mean, I want a divorce...... What are you talking to me about husband and wife?! ”
Hearing this, Lu Jinnan unscrewed the door, stood at the door and looked at Bai Xiaonian, sensing the cool breeze, he walked to the window......
Bai Xiaonian's face was not particularly good, he looked very weak and pale, and the pajamas he bought according to Bai Xiaonian's previous yards...... She wears it and looks very wide!
Now that he is so close to Bai Xiaonian, Lu Jinnan found that Bai Xiaonian has lost a lot of weight compared to before.
The cool breeze came in from the window, curling Bai Xiaonian's long hair, and it was her increasingly sunken clavicle socket, and the slightly larger V-neck neckline, you could see the bone traces on her chest.
Lu Jinnan's eyes were sour, and the child's departure was ...... It should have tormented Bai Xiaonian for a long time!
He closed the window for Bai Xiaonian: "I understand what you mean, so I'm trying my best to let you see my sincerity, let you see how much I love you, and I want to be with you all the time!" ”
From beginning to end, Bai Xiaonian didn't lose his temper, this is what scared Lu Jinnan the most!
Even if Bai Xiaonian gave him two slaps, he could bear it, he was afraid that Bai Xiaonian would not be salty or light, as if he was already an inconsequential person.
Lu Jinnan was flustered because of Bai Xiaonian's expressionless delicate face, and he reached out to hold Bai Xiaonian in his arms: "Don't be afraid of Xiaonian, I don't want to trap you here, you are free...... I just want to stay by your side! You see...... I've also made progress, I'm not forcing myself to sleep in a room with you, I'm living next door and willing to wait for you to be ready to start accepting me again! ”
Lu Jinnan said this, like a child who had done something wrong, carefully showing Bai Xiaonian his heart to change when he knew his mistakes, hoping to get a trace of understanding.
"Xiaonian, I know I have something that you are not satisfied with, you can say it and I will change it, okay?!" Lu Jinnan's voice was very low.
"But Lu Jinnan ......" Bai Xiaonian's voice was particularly low, "You don't know how I managed to recover from the pain, for me, as long as I see you, I will think of the past, and the scars that were difficult to heal will be uncovered again!" ”
Lu Jinnan hugged Bai Xiaonian silently.
"I still have work tomorrow, so it's time to rest......," Mr. Bai said.
Since participating in the full moon banquet, Bai Xiaonian has been flying in the United States, and today Bai Xiaonian has completely ended this life for her father, and she has handed over the work in the United States and officially returned to China.
"Good!" Lu Jinnan coveted the softness in his arms, but he didn't disobey Bai Xiaonian, he hugged Bai Xiaonian to the bed and pulled the quilt for her.
"Lu Jinnan, how many months have the children gone, I'm not so weak that I need someone to hold and walk......" Bai Xiaonian's lips smiled coldly.
"You know what to say stings me, don't you?!" Lu Jinnan propped his hands on Bai Xiaonian's pillow, smiling and sad.
Bai Xiaonian can't deny it.
"Then if it stings me like this, will you feel more comfortable?!" Lu Jinnan asked.
"Sort of!"
"Hmm!" Lu Jinnan nodded, "If you say that you want to separate from me, you will sting me more, and you want to leave my side, these can sting me, if there is still me who will tell you, you can use it to stab me......"
Bai Xiaonian looked at Lu Jinnan for a long time and chuckled: "You are ready to soften my heart in this way." ”
"Of course it would be better if I could make you forgive......"
Lu Jinnan expressed his heart directly.
Seeing that Bai Xiaonian closed his eyes, Lu Jinnan leaned over and wanted to kiss Bai Xiaonian's forehead, but Bai Xiaonian turned over and avoided it.
Kiss...... finally fell in Bai Xiaonian's hair.
Lu Jinnan could detect it, Bai Xiaonian ...... Eventually, it changed.
She is no longer the flamboyant and fiery girl she used to be, she has now become cold, calm, and ...... is stronger than Lu Jinnan imagined, and can even calmly recount his past injuries.
Once that volcanic girl was covered in snow and ice, but he knew it...... Bai Xiaonian still has fire in his heart.
Bai Xiaonian has always had insomnia for a long time since he lost his child, and he couldn't sleep without sleeping pills.
Today, Bai Xiaonian was suddenly brought over by Lu Jinnan, and she didn't bring any medicine at all, even if she closed it and pretended that she was going to sleep, she was destined to be sleepless tonight.
Sensing that Lu Jinnan got up from the side of the bed and walked out lightly, Bai Xiaonian didn't open his eyes until he heard the sound of the door closing.
That night was very long, Bai Xiaonian's bones were sore in bed, she got up and pressed her sore temples to turn on the light, from the side of the bed to the coffee table to get water to drink, she heard Lu Jinnan's voice through the door panel: "Why haven't you slept yet?!" ”
The voice is a little hoarse.
Aunt Dong originally cleaned up the room next to Bai Xiaonian for Lu Jinnan, but Lu Jinnan asked Aunt Dong to clean up the room opposite!
He couldn't sleep, so he sat on the sofa with the door open, stared at the door that separated him from Bai Xiaonian, and smoked a whole box of cigarettes.
Later, he saw that the light in Bai Xiaonian's room was on!
He walked to the door and heard Bai Xiaonian's footsteps again, so he came over to ask.
Bai Xiaonian clenched the water cup in his hand, lowered his eyes and drank a few sips of cold boiled water: "I didn't bring sleeping pills." ”
Lu Jinnan, who was standing at the door, tightened his fists on his side, and Bai Xiaonian's indifferent words made Lu Jinnan's heart ache.
Can't sleep without sleeping pills?!
Fu Huai'an was the same in the past, when he ...... Fu Huai'an died in Iraq because Jiang Ming'an and Lu Xiangsi.
So...... Bai Xiaonian, is it because they lost their child?!
"I'll get you ......" Lu Jinnan said in a hoarse voice, "I'll be back in twenty minutes!" ”
Lu Jinnan wore home clothes and drove out.
Bai Xiaonian stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, watching Lu Jinnan go out, watching Lu Jinnan's car lights turn on, and watching him drive the car away.
Before Hong Jinyun and Bai Xiaonian said that Lu Jinnan was ruthless on the surface, but in fact, he was the softest man in the world in his bones.
Hong Jinyun was arrested because he was arrested, and it is true that he was humiliated! It's also true to be injected with drugs...... But Hong Jinyun couldn't quit by herself, but Lu Jinnan also blamed herself for this mistake......