Chapter 119: Love is not the saddest
His pupils gradually contracted, Xin Yu looked slightly stunned, opened his mouth slightly, and looked at Yan Heyu with some pain.
Is what he said true?
Is that true?
Are you sure?
It's true...... Is it?
Yan Heyu's words were like a magic spell, constantly circling in Xin Yu's mind, and deep in his mind, it was Yan Heyu's eyes that locked her tightly, as well as the tone that seemed to be questioning.
Xin Yu was afraid of Yan Heyu now, he was always moody and would not show his face, and Xin Yu was also finally able to have a relationship with him like yesterday, is it about to end so soon?
The memories that pressed on the bottom of Xin Yu's heart were overwhelming, and the unbearable and painful pain in it had accompanied her for several years, and many times she was about to be unable to hold on, so she was thinking, what would Yan Heyu, who was abandoned by herself, be like now? With a solid family background, he shouldn't be as adrift as himself, without her being a tricky and troublesome woman, I'm afraid I'll live a very happy life every day.
It was indeed him who she abandoned at the beginning, so she should bear this responsibility, no matter what the reason is, whether it is bitter or not, letting go is letting go, and then redeeming it has never been something that Xin Yu will do.
Xin Yu knew that even if she opened her mouth to explain, they might not believe it, and in the end she would end up in embarrassment, so she struggled in her mind, barely endured the sharp pain in her chest, opened her mouth, and said softly: "There is no need to mention the past, for people or something, it is enough for each to have a number, today's breakfast, when the employees are selfish, Mr. Yan doesn't want to drink, just pour it out."
Yan Heyu didn't expect that Xin Yu would say such a paragraph after holding back for a long time, it sounded like a few words, she said it very slowly, the smile on the corner of her lips was like nothing, and Yan Heyu disappeared inexplicably every time he wanted to identify it carefully.
After finishing speaking, Xin Yu didn't give them a chance to look at them at all, and turned his head with his eyebrows lowered and hurriedly left the ward, so fast that Rao Yiqing didn't expect it.
Yan Heyu was still motionless, a faint layer of sadness gradually crept up in his eyes, and the bitter non-explanation and non-argumentation were pushing him closer to another answer.
Seeing Xin Yin leave, Rao Yiqing snorted from his nose, he was ready to quarrel with Xin Yin, but he didn't expect her to surrender so quickly.
It's just not like the spicy drinks it used to be.
"He Yu, it's all said, this kind of woman is here for a purpose, if I really am fake, she can obviously refute it, what is it if she doesn't say anything? You just heard her admit that she wants to behave better in front of you now, and then you will promote her, and when she becomes popular, she will gain a foothold on the road of anchors, do you think she will still speak in a low voice? ...... people."
"Enough, Yiqing!" Without waiting for Rao Yiqing to finish speaking, Yan Heyu interrupted him sharply, and in the face of his puzzled eyes, he raised his hand and rubbed his temples, looking tired: "I want to rest alone, thank you for coming to see me today, and when I get better, I'll look for you again."
Almost, he couldn't control himself and wanted to ask Xin Yu face to face, if he had left only as a last resort, and now he had to do it again, would there be a chance between them?
The last straw that could be pressed down was his dignity as a man, after all, Rao Yiqing was present, and if he said such a thing to Xin Yu, he would definitely get his objection.
At the moment when Xin Yin turned to leave, he clenched his fists hard, and forcibly suppressed this thought, and when she was really gone, all his strength was lost, and he became the coward who could only have his heart in his heart.
After Xin Yin left the hospital, she went around and found that the only place she could return to was the villa, but the villa was full of things about someone, so she took a taxi to Liao Heyu.
After knocking on the door for a long time to no avail, Xin Yu sat on the stairs for a long time, and in the dim corridor, Leng Buding saw a person sitting there at the corner, which made Liao Heyu, who went out to buy food, frightened, and spilled a lot of mung bean water in his hand.
After seeing who it was, Liao Heyu was shocked: "Second drink, are you a ghost in the cos corridor today to scare me or what, you hurry up, this staircase sweeps mice every day."
Hearing Liao Heyu's familiar tone and voice, Xin Yin's head that had been lowered was buried in his arm, and slowly, a muffled whimper came out, and Liao Heyu knew that Xin Yin seemed to have been wronged outside.
"Alas, if you hadn't gone back to your hometown, she would have come to persuade you to be the most suitable. Don't cry, come into the house with me, tell me what's the matter. ”
In the old and crowded rental room, a computer and keyboard were placed on the messy table, and the drink bottles that had been drunk were too late to throw away, so Liao Heyu could only push them aside and make room for the meal.
I just waited for a spicy drink for a while, and the food was cold, but Liao Heyu was really hungry, so he kept stuffing a mouthful of cold soup and a mouthful of rice into his mouth.
Spicy lay on the bed, which took up half of the room, her pale face staring at the ceiling for a moment, as if she could see a hole in it.
I don't know how long I watched it, but Xin Yu's lips trembled, and he opened his mouth with some difficulty.
"Liao Heyu, if I say that Yan Heyu and I used to be a couple, do you believe it?"
Liao Heyu, who was stuffing rice into his mouth, heard this sentence coldly, first felt that he had heard a sneering like a fantasy, and then thought of something, and he didn't care about swallowing the rice, but looked at the spicy drink with a shocked face.
"What did you just say? You and Mr. Yan? Couple? ”
"I knew that if I told you, you didn't think it was possible."
Xin Yu chuckled, that smile contained too much helplessness and self-denial, the former boyfriend became the president of the company, I'm afraid no one would believe that she didn't come for money.
"No, second drink, wait for me, I'm not saying I don't believe it, I'm curious, what happened between the two of you, why is it like this now?"
In fact, as long as he calms down a little, Liao Heyu can think of all kinds of abnormalities when Xin Yu faced Mr. Yan, and Mr. Yan is the same, sometimes looking at Xin Yin, that kind of affectionate gaze makes him mistakenly think that he has a problem with his eyesight several times.
The spicy drink is the best explanation.
After a long silence, Xin Yin endured the tumbling emotions and told the story of her and Yan Heyu in a slow tone.
"So, you left Mr. Yan at that time, you had a hard time, right?"
After listening, looking at the face of Xin Yu that had collapsed, Liao Heyu couldn't help but feel distressed, and asked softly word by word.
As if he had finally found an outlet to pour, Xin Yu covered his face with his hands, his shoulders shrugged violently, and his trembling body seemed to be ready to fall down at any time.
She knew that many things should not be a reason, but she had to admit that her grandmother's death became the last fuse ignited by her and Yan Heyu, and even she didn't expect that she could really say those words to Yan Heyu.
"I know that Yan Heyu shouldn't bear all this, but at that time, my grandmother was my only relative, as long as I was with Yan Heyu, I would think of my grandmother's death, so I couldn't do it, I couldn't do it, and I couldn't be with him as if nothing had happened after my grandmother's death. His father is right, how can a woman like me, who is destined to work hard in her life who can't be stable all her life, be worthy of such Yan Heyu, he has a family and a father, and he really shouldn't be implicated because of me......
Words are heart-wrenching, I'm afraid that's what I feel like now.
In the five years since she left Yan Heyu, she thought she was doing the right thing, and she could completely change the trajectory of their lives.
But fate loves to play tricks on people, going around and around, the two of them met again, and many incomprehensions became misunderstandings, and Yan Heyu became the person she loved in her heart, but she didn't dare to touch.
When she loved him, she relied on Yan Heyu's unscrupulous kindness to her, and when the two of them got to that point, they were also ruthless.
"So you tell me, what am I going to do?"
Crying to the end, he was already dumb, and the spicy drink collapsed to the point that the world collapsed, which made Liao He Yu see it, and his heart throbbed for a while.
In their eyes, Xin Yin has always been an optimist, saying that she will not refuse all feelings, but she has been single for as long as she has known each other.
I always thought that Qi Xuan was not good enough in any aspect, but it turned out that he was not the him in her heart after all.