Chapter 19: I Can't Go Back

The sun is about to set, and the scenery in the distance blends with the red glow on the horizon, which is extremely graceful. Yang Er and Mu Qingyi chose to live here, which is really romantic.

I looked at Yang Er's inn, it was very quaint and added a lot of new elements, and there were a few landscape paintings with flowers hanging on the walls of the reception, which were elegant and delicate.

I judged by my familiarity that it was Yang Er's work.

"Are you going to make a living from it in the future, and give up your major?" I looked at the paintings on the wall and was saddened.

I don't know why, I don't think Yang Er is suitable for business, and I feel a little sorry to see him give up the field he is good at. If it was to avoid me, I felt a little distressed.

"I've had a spotless work life for too many years. It's good now, it's freer. ”

"Nothing to do, including me."

We lived together for six years, and finally he got tired of me, and he got tired of me, so he chose to flee. It's so obvious, but I still have to ask.

I still didn't dare to turn around, I didn't dare to meet Yang Er's gaze, his tenderness no longer belonged to me, and I was afraid to read the indifferent message from his face.

"Don't think so, people like me are not worth remembering."

"Then tell me, what kind of person are you?" I turned and stared at him resolutely.

At this moment, we are close at hand but far away.

A writer once said, "Some things can be forgotten, some things can be remembered, some things can be willing, and some things can never be done." ”

Yang Er felt that there was no need to keep these things in mind, and there was nothing I could do.

"You're hungry, I'll take you to eat." Yang Er avoided my eyes and questions, "The food in the restaurant opposite me is very good. ”

I don't insist anymore, knowing that we've been separated for months, and even if we meet again, I'm not in a position to ask for anything.

The food recommended by Yang Er is really good, extremely delicious, if this is a trip between us, I will definitely eat all the food in front of me. But no, no matter how delicious it is, I can't swallow it.

The owner of the restaurant seems to be very familiar with Yang Er, and it is no wonder that the store is open to do business across the door, one lives and the other eats. Eating well and living comfortably are extremely important for people who go out, and I have to say that Yang Er still has the potential to be a businessman.

"It's time for your girlfriend's group to come back in the next two days." The owner of the hotel smiled and glanced at me.

Yang Er also found out and didn't care.

"Yes, we're coming back, let's go first."

Girlfriend –

We—

I was instantly sentimental.

My appearance will only make the people around Yang Er cast a disdainful look, his girlfriend has been replaced by someone else, we don't even deserve to use "we", everything is a thousand holes that can't be returned.

"Can I meet her?"

I have been trying not to mention Mu Qingyi, and I haven't asked Liu Handong, I just want to escape, but it is obvious that I am so close, and someone just mentioned it, if I don't see each other, it seems difficult.

Yang Er thought for a while and said, "Maybe you don't believe it, I never mentioned her to you, not for the purpose of concealment, but just to minimize the harm I caused to you." You still get it. ”

It turns out that he has been protecting my innocence, but such innocence will only hurt me more and make me more painful.

I wasn't moved at all.

"What is this, haven't you heard of it, live to live clearly, and die to die clearly."

Yang Er looked at me in shock, I had never spoken to him like this before.

"You know, I was going to bury the past forever, and I wasn't going to tell anyone else. Because I think it's stupid to turn my heart out and show it to others, but it's all over my body. Your protection is not necessarily good to me, perhaps more ruthless. ”

I told him everything I had to say in one go, because I didn't have a chance.

Today, I am no longer in the mood to say this.

"I'm sorry! Li Nuo, in the end, I was too selfish. ”

Yang Er lowered his head, self-blame and apology slid into my heart leisurely, although it was not warm enough to make me cry, but I knew that he still cared about me after all.

That's enough.