Chapter 61: You'll Get Married
In the face of that fatal temptation, Zhang Yong could no longer control the desire in his heart, he turned around directly and hugged Li Li tightly, they kissed affectionately, Zhang Yong's hands moved up and down, causing Li Li to shush again and again.
Li Li's wheezing voice became a fatal aphrodisiac for Zhang Yong, Zhang Yong picked up the gun and got on the horse, the moment he entered Li Li's body, looking at the charming person in front of him, he thought of the events of that night, that night it is estimated that she was also lying in someone else's arms like this, Zhang Yong's sexuality disappeared without a trace in an instant.
Zhang Yong turned around and lay down, Li Li looked at Zhang Yong shyly and asked, "What's wrong with you?" ”
Zhang Yong said to Li Li very lonely: "I'm sorry, I can't." ”
Li Li looked at Zhang Yong tenderly and said, "What's wrong?" Why can't it be? Is there something wrong with your body? ”
Zhang Yong smiled bitterly and said: "Maybe something is wrong with my body, I'm sorry, I'm afraid I can't be your boyfriend." ”
Li Li hurriedly said, "Do you have anything unspeakable?" If you are sick, we will go to the doctor, and for me, as long as I have you by my side, it doesn't matter if I have sex or not. ”
Li Li kissed Zhang Yong's cheek as she spoke, Zhang Yong pushed Li Li away with some disgust and said, "It's my problem, I can't let you experience the joy of being a woman, you can find a better person." ”
Li Li stretched out her hand and drew a circle on Zhang Yong's chest and said, "If there are any problems, I will accompany you through them." ”
Zhang Yong sighed and said, "You are a good girl, I ......"
Zhang Yong couldn't go on, he didn't know what to say, at this time Li Li grabbed Zhang Yong's hand with both hands and put it on her chest, and said with a smile: "You touch, my heart is hot, my heart is full of you, no matter what problems you encounter, I will be by your side, never give up." ”
Zhang Yong was moved.
Li Li treats herself wholeheartedly like this, and she likes Li Li, what happened that night was just her farewell to the past, why can't she let it go? Try to accept Li Li. Zhang Yong comforted himself in his heart.
Zhang Yong looked at Li Li and said solemnly: "Li Li, I'll try to be your boyfriend, I will try to eliminate the mustard in my heart, try to forget the past, love you well, maybe one day I still can't let go, I will leave you, are you willing?" ”
Li Li's heart was overflowing, and she swore and said: "Don't worry, I won't give you a chance to leave me, I will love you well." ”
Zhang Yong suddenly felt that there seemed to be something wrong with the conversation between the two of them, his words were like the words of a wronged woman, while Li Li's words were like the words of a big man.
Like a snake, Li Li twisted her body and slid back and forth on Zhang Yong's body, and she said with a smile: "Have you thought of anything funny?" Can you share that with me? ”
Zhang Yong told Li Li what he thought in his heart, but Li Li said seriously: "Don't worry, if you are happy, I will share your happiness with you to make you happier, and if you are not happy, I will make you happy." ”
Zhang Yong felt the soft body beside him, and listened to Li Li's love words, Zhang Yong suddenly turned around and hugged Li Li tightly and said, "Li Li, you can't spoil me like this, I'm afraid that I will be spoiled by you to be lawless." ”
Li Li said with a smile: "I just want to spoil you to be lawless and make other women unable to accept you." ”
Zhang Yong smiled and said, "Isn't this what I should say?" ”
Li Li said with a smile: "Whoever says it's the same, if you meet a woman like me, you can get married." ”
Zhang Yong said with a smile: "Do you really think of yourself as a man and me as a woman?" ”
Li Li teased: "Of course, have you ever seen a woman insulting a man?" Do you see a man who can't stand hard? Have you ever seen a man who says he can't do it? ”
When Zhang Yong heard this, he was extremely angry, he sat up directly, any man who said that he was not good in some aspect would cause him to be disgusted, and Zhang Yong was a little virgin, and his self-esteem was even stronger, in the face of such a tone, in the face of such words, Zhang Yong really couldn't accept it.
Seeing this, Li Li hurriedly sat up, hugged Zhang Yong from behind and said, "Zhang Yong, I'm sorry, I don't mean it, I ......"
Zhang Yong knew that Li Li said this on purpose, she wanted to arouse her competitiveness, wanted to let herself possess her, and wanted to let herself get through this psychological barrier, but he just couldn't accept such words.
Li Li saw that Zhang Yong didn't speak, and hugged Zhang Yong tightly from behind.
Zhang Yong felt some dampness and heat in his back, Zhang Yong slowly turned his head and found Li Li crying silently behind him. Zhang Yong gently wiped Li Li's hot tears with his hand and said: "Li Li, I'm sorry, I know that you are for my good, in order to let me get through this difficulty, you also hope that we can be happy together, but I hope you don't say such things again, I know my own problems, I will try to restrain the haze in my heart, please give me a period of time to adjust myself, okay?" ”
Li Li nodded, and she whispered: "I'm sorry, Zhang Yong, I'm really afraid, I'm afraid of losing you, I can't live without you." ”
Zhang Yong stroked Li Li's smooth back with both hands, and said, "It's okay, I'm not still here, I won't lose it again, don't worry." ”
The two talked for a while, Li Li got up and walked into the bathroom to start washing the clothes wet with soy milk, while Zhang Yong was lying there watching TV.
Zhang Yong looked at the bathroom from time to time while watching the TV, and sighed in his heart: "It's really happy to have such a day, and it feels good to be taken care of." ”
Since neither of them had their clothes dry, they didn't go anywhere today, and stayed in the hotel for a whole day, Li Li lay on the bed and leaned on Zhang Yong's chest after washing her clothes, watching TV. At noon, they ate some instant noodles in the hotel, such a monotonous life, Zhang Yong felt extremely happy and satisfied. Li Li's face was filled with a happy smile.
The next morning, they left the hotel and started a new journey again, they held hands and traveled through the mountains and rivers, and many attractions left their footprints.
Zhang Yong played with Li Li for a few days, they had a lot of fun these days, some of them couldn't think of it, Zhang Yong tried countless ways in the past few days, he still couldn't take that last step with Li Li, Zhang Yong was a little discouraged, but Li Li has been encouraging him.
All the expenses in the past few days were paid by Li Li, Zhang Yong wanted to bear part of the expenses but was stopped by Li Li, and said: "Can I still let you break the bank when I get to my territory?" ”
Happy days are always so short-lived, Zhang Yong stayed in Beijing for more than a week, and Li Li also accompanied him for more than a week.
It was another Sunday, the sky was cloudy and rainy, the wind was rolling up dark clouds, wanton abuse in the sky of Beijing, Zhang Yong and Li Li stood in the train station, did not say a word, kept silent, after more than a week of getting along, Zhang Yong's feelings for Li Li completely exploded, although they did not complete the last step, but Li Li's figure was deeply imprinted in Zhang Yong's heart. And at this time, it was suddenly about to be separated, and the reluctance in Zhang Yong's heart, the feeling of emptiness, swept over instantly.
Zhang Yong took Li Li's hand, looked at the storm outside the door, neither of them spoke, and stood there quietly feeling the only warm time.
The gloomy sky seemed to be like the mood of two people, the clouds were thick, and the wind whistled seemed to express their inner reluctance, and the wind was blowing. The gloomy sky heralded the coming rainstorm, and the sweet relationship between them came to an end for the time being. Zhang Yong and Li Li believe that after the wind and rain, there will always be a rainbow, and their temporary separation is for the sake of a better appearance in the future.
Zhang Yong shook his hand vigorously, and the soft and boneless little hand in his heart muttered in a low voice: "The most uncomfortable thing is parting, I will miss you, let's see you next week." ”
Li Li stared into the distance with red and swollen eyes and said lightly: "These few days are the happiest days in my life, I'm afraid, I'm afraid I'll never see your tender eyes again, I'm afraid that our parting will be forever." ”
Zhang Yong stretched out his hand and hugged Li Li's shoulder and whispered: "No, I will come to you next week, although I still have obstacles in my heart, but I find that I have fallen deeply in love with you." ”
The train was about to depart, and the people at the station lined up to check in one after another to enter the station, Zhang Yong took Li Li's hand, looked at Li Li reluctantly, and followed the back of the line step by step.
Li Li watched Zhang Yong with affection, accompanying Zhang Yong through the last journey.
At this moment, Li Li hurriedly said, "Wait a minute." She said and rushed out of the waiting hall.
Zhang Yongwang looked at the direction of Li Li's departure, and after a while, Li Li ran to Zhang Yong's side with a platform ticket in her hand and said, "I'll accompany you." ”
Li Li took Zhang Yong's hand and walked to the ticket gate, they crossed the overpass, passed the aisle, and came to the platform, the people in front of them had already gotten on the train one after another, Zhang Yong took Li Li's hand and walked slowly, that short distance of more than ten meters, Zhang Yongzhen hoped that this road would never end.
Zhang Yong stood at the door of the carriage reluctantly saying goodbye to Li Li, under the urging of the conductor, Zhang Yong turned back step by step and walked onto the train, Zhang Yong stood on the train and looked at Li Li below, the train door slowly closed, and an iron door was blocked between the two of them, at this moment Zhang Yong's heart was pinched together, and the pain was so painful that he couldn't breathe, but he still looked at Li Li with a smile.
With a long "woo" sound, the train moved slowly, the surrounding scenery retreated, Zhang Yong looked at Li Li in surprise with a worried look, Li Li was actually running with the train.
Zhang Yongxin shouted loudly like a knife: "Stop, stop, are you crazy?" However, his voice was drowned out by the "clang" of the train.
Li Li didn't hear Zhang Yong's shouting, and still chased the train, just wanting to see Zhang Yong more.
Zhang Yong watched Li Li's figure get farther and farther away, and at this moment, he saw a scene that made him frightened, Li Li chased the train and actually fell, the train disappeared in a flash, and Zhang Yong could no longer see Li Li's figure.
Zhang Yong hurriedly dialed Li Li's phone number, the phone was answered instantly, and Zhang Yong hurriedly said, "Li Li, how are you?" Are there any injuries? ”
Li Li's voice was very brisk and said, "I'm fine, didn't I just fall." ”
"Are you crazy? Do you know how dangerous it is for you to do this. ”
"I know, but in order to see you again, no matter how much I am wronged, I am willing."
"Is it worth it? We'll see each other again soon, is it really worth it? ”
"It's worth it, as long as I can look at you more, even if I put in a lot of effort, I will not hesitate to do it."
"You have to take care of your body, take care of your body, we will have a long life in the future, I hope you can always accompany me." Zhang Yong said with a sigh.
"I will, I want you to stay with me for thirty, fifty, or even a lifetime." Li Li shouted loudly.
Tears flowed unconsciously in Zhang Yong's eyes, he didn't want Li Li to feel his pain and hurriedly said, "Okay, let's not talk about it yet, I'll go find a seat." ”
At the moment when Zhang Yong spoke, Li Li's voice also arrived: "Okay, don't say it, I'm going back to school first." ”
Zhang Yong clearly felt that Li Li's mood was very unstable, she was in the same mood and thought as himself at the moment, maybe Li Li's heart was even more uncomfortable.
Zhang Yong hurriedly hung up the phone, at this time he could no longer control the lost emotions in his heart, and cried loudly, the mobile phone in his hand slowly slipped out of his hand, but he didn't know.
This week, Li Li accompanied him with the scenes haunting his heart, and that kind of happy and sweet happy time is always short-lived.
Zhang Yong looked out the window, the train was moving rapidly, Li Li's voice and smile were hovering in his mind, he heard Li Li calling his name, he looked around, but he didn't find Li Li's figure, and a sense of sadness welled up in his heart.
Zhang Yong, who was used to having Li Li by his side, suddenly left Li Li, and the sense of loss made him feel painful.
The scenery along the way is beautiful and beautiful, but he doesn't have any heart to watch, when he comes, he is full of confidence, believing that he can definitely make Li Li his girlfriend, it is true, he is full of excitement when he comes, but when he comes back, he is a little grief-stricken, painful.
"Marry me."
"If you're a man, how can you say no? If you're a man, why can't you get tough? ”
"I'm going to spoil you to the point of lawlessness, so that no other woman can accept you."
……
The words Li Li had said to him resounded in his mind again, and Zhang Yong thought of these words, his eyes were full of tears, but there was a sweet smile on his mouth.
Two hours have passed, the train has arrived at the station, Zhang Yong adjusted his mentality and slowly got off, and at this time the air outside the car is so fresh, after the new rain in the empty mountain, the weather is late in autumn, the storm has passed, and a colorful rainbow is hung in the sky. Zhang Yong smiled, after the wind and rain, you can always see a rainbow. He and Li Li will definitely be extremely happy in the future.