The black clouds in the sky were so low, it was only three o'clock in the afternoon, and the lightning in the sky was so bright, flashing, with a dazzling red light to remind me of what I had done, and the deafening thunder seemed to be close at hand, trying to break me to the heavens.

The knife in her hand was still dripping blood, and the mother who scolded me for being a muddy dog meat bun fell to the ground in a pool of blood at this moment, her body temperature slowly dropped, and her body became stiff.

Did I kill her? She's my mother, how could I do it to her, but the knife in my hand reminds me that I'm the murderer.

"Brother, I'm hungry, can my mother give me apples to eat?"

My sister's voice suddenly appeared, obviously it was still the delicate and milky voice, but at this moment it was particularly harsh, and the knife in my hand fell to the ground in fright.

"Brother! I want Mom! Eat apples! "My sister is about to come over, what should I do, what should I do? I can't let anyone know what I've done.

"Don't come here! Mommy is tired, you go outside the house. "I lied to my sister, and she didn't believe me, so she still wanted to go inside, and I pushed her out of the house.

"Take it outside, if you are obedient, you will have an apple, and if you are disobedient, you will starve to death!"

My sister cried, sat on the ground in fright and cried, how could a four-year-old child understand what I was afraid of now?

I closed the door and tried with all my strength to drag my mother to the bed, but failed, it was too heavy.

She just scolded me angrily, accusing me of stealing money and making fox friends and not learning well, now what? Why didn't she stand up and scold me again!

I pulled the quilt off the bed and put it over my mother, and now I have to pretend that my mother is tired and sleeping.

The thunder outside the house was so loud that my heart was so shocking that I wanted my mother to suddenly lift the quilt and stand up and scold me, but I was also afraid that she would stand up and ask me why I had killed her.

I'm really flustered, what the hell should I do now? I'm only sixteen! I killed my mom with my own hands? I......

My sister's cry is still annoying outside the door, I want to calm down, Dad will come back tomorrow, in case Mom just falls asleep, yes, what if she just falls asleep.

I picked up the half-peeled apple on the table, opened the door and walked out, locked the door, and reached out to hand the apple to my sister.

"Eat quickly, don't cry, mom is asleep, what do you want to eat, brother will make it for you."

"I just want to eat apples!" My sister smiled when she saw the apple burst into tears, and she smiled so happily with tears in the corners of her eyes.

"Brother, the apple skin will have diarrhea if you eat it before you finish it."

"Nonsense! Eat it or I'll beat you! ”

"The apples are all yellow, I don't want to eat them, there are red handprints on them, they don't taste good at first glance, I asked my mother to peel another one for me!"

Red handprints? When I heard my sister's words, I snatched the apple and threw it in the trash.

At this time, another lightning bolt crossed the black cloud, how could there be so much blood on his body, on his hands, arms, and all over his body.

"I'm looking for my mother...... My brother is so dirty! My sister choked up and was about to cry, and I pushed her down.

"Cry what cry! Sit on the couch and watch TV! ”

My sister cried even harder, I wouldn't have coaxed the child at all, I had to get out of here, but I couldn't go out like this.

yes, I'm looking for a change of clothes......

No! I locked the bedroom door......

No! I can't open the door......

No! I'm leaving! This damn cry, thunder!

I'm leaving, leaving!

I opened the door and ran out, I wanted to run away from this home, this was not my home!

How happy I am living with my grandfather in the country, why do I want to come here, I want to go back to the country, go back to the countryside to find my grandfather.

There are so many cars, so many people, and so many eyes that despise me, I don't want to stay here anymore! I want to go home!

"You little rabbit, you don't see the road when you walk! Do you want to cross the road and find death! ”

"I dare to kill my mother! I'm still afraid of death! ”

At this moment, a thunderclap sounded, muffling my shouting, I had to lower my head and run away in a panic, I want to go home, I want to find my way home.

The bean-sized raindrops began to fall, and I ran desperately in the rain, letting the rain wash away the blood stains on my body.

Thunder and storm, no matter how bad the weather is, I want to go home, back to the home where there is only my grandfather and me.

"Whoever TM littered the small advertisement, let the rain stick on my front car window!"

The man who had just come out of the office building on the side of the road, tearing the things from the car window in disgust, threw the crumbs in my face as if he didn't see me.

I tore the crumbs off, and a flash of lightning flashed, and the scrap of paper faintly said, 'We can deliver everything for you, you deserve it.'" ’

Another thunderclap made me tremble, this is like the thunder of heaven's damnation, will it chop me, the scourge of killing my mother?

No, it's not my fault, I just want a bike, and if you don't give me money, I'll take it myself, just like you take grandpa's money, and get grandpa's money back.

But why is it the way it is? Why?

I angrily crumpled the shredded paper in my hand and threw it on the ground, and continued to look for my way back to the countryside, but the city is so big, where is the station?

"Dead fox! In the future, let me make a cameo appearance in a group performance and get slapped by you! Two slaps, it's not you who hit, you don't know it hurts! ”

An angry woman with an umbrella bumped into me on the phone, and she didn't seem to see me existing.

"I'm sorry!" After she hit me, she walked out of the distance again, and suddenly apologized, I don't need this kind of apology, she must have deliberately hit me!

I wanted to get revenge on her intentions, I turned and ran towards her, and I was going to hit her too.

"It's raining, go home early, it's hard to get wet in the rain, the umbrella is for you."

She easily avoided me and took a yellow folding umbrella out of her pocket and handed it to me.

"You won't answer? Or are you dumb and can't speak? Forget it, good people do it to the end, where is your home? Do you need me to take you home? ”

She opened the umbrella, put it on my head, looked at me with a smile, and for a moment, I felt like a grandfather, just kind to me, sheltering me from the wind and rain.

"I know where home is! I don't need you to send it! ”

"You know? Tut...... Don't blame my sister for not believing you, it's time for dinner, you ...... I really didn't see that you seemed to know, you need me to send you home, you speak, my sister specializes in this, how about giving you a 20% discount? ”

"No, you don't!" I snatched the umbrella and was about to run away, but she suddenly bit her finger and quickly drew a strange symbol on the umbrella.

"Alas, it's another loss-making business, how can I never remember it for long."

She looked like a nervous person.

I continued to run aimlessly, the rain continued to fall, but it was much lighter than before, I didn't know what direction the station was in, and where was the home I wanted to go back to?