Thinking of the words He Louqi said to her during the day, Ran Ying's beautiful eyes were covered with a thin layer of moisture, and she whispered, "I was not good yesterday and made you sad." ”

Yuwentai couldn't see her crying, snorted, dropped the last pomegranate peel in his hand, turned his face away, and said in a muffled voice: "I have nothing to be sad about." ”

Ran Ying took two steps to him, came to him, looked up at him, and pulled up his. The hand whispered, "Atai, don't be angry, I shouldn't be drunk like that with others." I...... I don't grieve you like that anymore. ”

He was stunned by the meekness and well-behaved he had never before, and he felt that she was brewing some tricks to tease him, and he couldn't help but look at her vigilantly: "Don't mess around?" ”

She leaned down on his knees and said very obediently: "It's me who is not good, I am too willful to perceive your heart......"

Yu Wentai thought of her frightened little face when she lost her temper yesterday, and she still relented in the end. He couldn't help but reach out to stroke her hair and said, "I don't mean to have such a temper tantrum with you. Scarewn, right? ”

Ran Ying got up from his lap, walked slowly to the pavilion, lifted the white gauze tent, and silently looked at the lake reflected in the bright moon.

The moonlight is so bright and white, and the surface of the lake is like a light veil. As soon as the breeze blew, the surface of the lake crumpled, shattering the moon shadows that filled the lake, like the ripples of their hearts.

Yuwentai did not speak. The frustration of dignity is certainly a reason, but more than that, I am still worried about her.

lest one of my own omissions put her in danger.

Ran Ying turned around and saw that Yuwentai was still sitting cross-legged like that, not moving, like a silent statue. She whispered, "I know why you're angry. I...... I like Ziqing, but I have already changed my mind, I like you, I like you very much. I know that it is a very dangerous thing to fall in love with you, and I try to restrain myself, but I just can't help it, I can't help being attracted to you, I can't help liking you, I can't help but have fantasies about you......"

Yu Wentai lowered his head and remained motionless, quietly moving with his back to her.

"But I shouldn't like you, am I? Atai, when you want to marry a princess, do you know how sad I am? ”

She couldn't help but raise her hand and rub her eyes.

"Yuwentai doesn't need me anymore, he has something better to pursue, and he threw me down with a wave of his hand. But where am I going to find another person like him? ”

As she spoke, thinking of the sadness and grievances at that time, she turned around suddenly, covered her face with both hands, and tears flowed out.

"You're so good, but you're standing too tall. So many family girls like you and want to get you. And what do I have? I don't have a family background, I don't have an innate status, and I don't have the same charm and affection as them...... Later I learned that you would not abandon me like you did last time if I made myself useful to you. I've done so many things, like a child, and I just want to get a compliment from you. I'm afraid that I'm dispensable to you, and I'm afraid that one day you won't want me again. At that point, what options do I have? ”

Yuwentai got up and walked behind her, grabbed her slightly trembling shoulder, and looked at her quietly, but his heart was overturned.

This cunning little fellow hid herself so deeply that he never noticed how uneasy and inferior she was inside.

She always spoke to him in a very firm tone, and always looked confident in front of him, but he didn't even realize that she had done so many things for him that women couldn't do, just because she was afraid of being abandoned by him again.

She would rather believe that his affection is demanding, than that he will love her wholeheartedly and without expecting anything in return.

He understood, and he understood all of her thoughts at once.

She was young and ignorant, she was new to love, and there were many things that she had never experienced and did not understand.

She didn't dare to ask him, and only relied on her own instinct to judge and react.

When she watched the shadow puppet show of Emperor Wu of the Han Dynasty summoning Mrs. Li in the small bamboo forest of Lang's house, she tactfully told him that she didn't want to do things with sex, and she understood the truth of love and love for love.

He abandoned her and married the princess, and she was even more sure that a relationship could not last long only if she loved it. That's why she did so much for him, thinking that if he couldn't do without her in other aspects besides his feelings, she wouldn't be abandoned again.

So every time he complimented her, she was extremely happy.

This silly boy!

No, it's that he's too slow, it's that he doesn't understand her heart.

She hid it so well, she never let him know, she already cared so much about him.

His heart melted thick, thick. Her hesitant and helpless appearance made him feel distressed.

Is it because he doesn't treat her well enough on weekdays? Aren't you sure enough about her? Asking too much of her? Why did she feel so uneasy?

"Ah Ying." He called to her softly.

She lowered her hand to look at him, her eyes red and her face full of tears.

He caressed lovingly. Looking at her face, she said in a calm voice: "Ah Ying, I have thought about you for a long, long time, and I have hesitated. You're right, you have no family background, no background, I marry you like this, everyone will object, everyone will say, Yuwentai, you married her, your backyard is too weak, and your marriage can be exchanged for better returns. However, since you went to Jingzhou, I have been convinced that you are the woman I have always dreamed of. With you, I no longer want to exchange marriage for any benefits. ”

Ran Ying looked at him, tears flowing uncontrollably.

Yuwentai saw that her sideburns were a little messy when she was crying, so he reached out and wrapped her sideburns behind her ears, and whispered in a deep voice: "You know what? Sometimes I'll go to you in the middle of the night. Just sitting at the door of your room, just sitting like that, looking at the moonlight in your yard through a door, knowing that my Ah Ying is sleeping peacefully, knowing that under my protection, my Ah Ying can have a good dream without worry, I already feel very happy. The thought of you being so close to me, within reach, makes me happy. ”

The night wind blows through the bamboo forest on the shore, making a rattling sound, like a whispering wave.

"Since I have you, I don't think it's that important anymore what the pillar country is, what the world is. With you, my life is complete. ”

He cast his gaze on the growing night in the courtyard, and there was an inexhaustible sadness flowing gently between his brows.

"Once upon a time, I was very ambitious, and I thought it was right to give up on you and marry the princess. Throughout the ages, no one who has made a difference will be bound by the love of their children. But since you left Chang'an, I began to regret it. Don't say that just one princess is three thousand weak water, how can Ah Ying be alone? I kept asking myself, is it a trivial thing that is not worth it? But being able to meet a woman who happens to be the one you want is something that most men in this world can't ask for in their lives. So they are muddy, and there are groups of wives and concubines. And I, Yuwentai, what kind of woman do you want? There are many glamorous and enchanting, beautiful and moving women, who want to have a moment of joy with me. But what's the point? ”

He lowered his eyes, as if he was asking her, and as if he was asking himself: "If it's not Ah Ying, then what's the point?" ”

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