"Feng Yan, did you sleep Feng Yan?" Grandma stood at the door of the room with a bowl of boiled eggs peeled and knocked softly

"Grandma, what's the matter?"

"You open the door, grandma wants to talk to you"

"Grandma, I, I slept"

"Good grandson, hurry up, there are many mosquitoes at this door"

Feng Yan had no choice but to obediently go and open the door for her grandmother

"Grandma boiled you a few eggs, eat them while they're hot," Grandma said with a smile as she walked into the house as she went to bed with Wind Ray, who lay on her side on the bed and curled up with her back to Grandma, "I'm not hungry"

Grandma put the bowl on the table next to her and sat on the edge of the bed, she had never seen her grandson so depressed, and her heart ached

"What's the matter? Can you tell grandma about it? ”

"Grandma, why is this world so unfair, some people are born with money and status, and some people have to fight for everything on their own but are still called 'poor boys',,,,,,"

"Child, although grandma doesn't know what you have experienced outside in the past two days, grandma wants to tell you a truth, although people's backgrounds are good and bad, but there is no high or low,,, people's happiness is by no means money can buy, take your friend Yang Shao as an example, you see he usually giggles, you ask him if he is happy during the New Year's holiday? Can money buy him happiness? People's origin is destined by God, but fate is in their own hands, other people's children will complain that the previous generation has no ability and did not leave some ancestral business for themselves, but our Feng family can't think so, this is a coward's behavior; You should be glad that you can start from scratch, because the country you have laid in this way is worthy of pride and more respect; We can be poor but we must not be poor, grandma knows that you are under a lot of pressure now, grandma sees you like this, my heart is really not a taste, child, don't think so much, you just straighten your waist and move forward, as long as you are willing to work hard, you will definitely gain, grandma believes in you,,,,,," grandma put one hand on Feng Yan's shoulder and taught Feng Yan earnestly, Feng Yan grabbed the back of grandma's hand with his backhand and pondered for a long time, and then turned around and sat up: "Grandma, I know it's wrong, I will adjust my mentality,,, I'm going to prove myself step by step, I'm so young, I'm nothing to be afraid of."

"Hehe, this is like a man, eat the eggs and rest early, I have to get up early to work tomorrow"

"Alas,,, hey, hey" Feng Yan instantly turned into the innocent child in front of his grandmother, looking at his grandmother with a smile while eating, and grandma watched Feng Yan eat the eggs before coming out of Feng Yan's room

"Mom, are you still amazing?" The couple, who had been hiding outside the door and eavesdropping, praised their mother as she came out of the room

"Alright, alright, go to sleep," Grandma Feng Yan walked straight towards the hall with an impatient face,,,,,,

Feng Yan thought about giving up after answering Mi Xiaojun's call, because he was suddenly scared, he was afraid that what would happen if he couldn't give Mi Xiaojun a good life, he couldn't stand the contempt of those people in her family, the more he thought about it, the more bottomless he became, and for a moment he even began to doubt his ability. Today's grandmother's words came in a timely manner and just right, she not only gave Feng Yan confidence but also gave him correct values; Lying on the bed, Feng Yan was repeatedly digesting his grandmother's words, and suddenly he remembered a sentence he had seen in a book that could be used to make a motto for himself, and Feng Yan jumped out of bed like a demon and ran to the old dining table that his father bought him at the thrift market to use as a writing desk

"Isn't it, not even a piece of paper? ,,,,,,Hey, there is" Feng Yan pulled out a worn-out classmate directory from the middle of a stack of books, he quickly turned to the last few pages and deliberately picked a relatively new one and tore it off, then folded it in half and tore it off in half, picked up the pen next to him and wrote a sentence on it-

"People who stand on the garbage and succeed are more worthy of the respect of others"

Feng Yan lay on the bed and excitedly recited his motto over and over again with both hands, and unconsciously fell asleep,,,,,,

The next day, before dawn, Feng Yan was called up by his father, because he slept too late last night, Feng Yan struggled for a long time before gritting his teeth, Feng Yan stood by the faucet in the yard, brushing his teeth, and looked up at the lonely few stars, and said bitterly: "The stars in the sky haven't gotten off work yet, and I, a hard-working person, got up and went to work,,,,,,"

"Feng Yan, okay no"

"Okay Dad"

Feng Yan hurriedly sent the toiletries back to the room and quickly walked to the hall

"Here Comes Dad"

Today is the fifteenth day of the lunar calendar, every fifteenth day of the lunar calendar is the day of incense to grandpa, of course Feng Yan remembers, Feng Yan walked into the hall when his father has already put on the incense: "Come, kowtow to your grandfather" Feng Yan's father said and knelt at the door with Feng Yan and kowtowed three times, Feng Yan had seen a lot of incense in the temple outside before, all of them were asking for incense while incense, but he had never seen his father say a word in front of his grandfather, and he had always been very curious about this matter

"Eat your meal, look at what I'm doing, the noodles in your bowl grow on my face"

"Dad, there's something I want to ask you about?"

"Who are you learning from?"

"I just want to know why you don't talk about it every time you give incense to your grandfather, I see people going to the temple to worship the Buddha, and they are all chanting and begging for that, asking for peace, asking for wealth and asking for children or something, why don't you ask grandpa to bless us to make us rich?"

"Do you think you're asking for it? We worship your grandfather is just a kind of remembrance, is another form of filial piety to your grandfather, the kind of worship you said in the temple, originally worshiped a kind of faith, a kind of inner awe, what you want is a kind of peace of mind, but after being packaged by people's desires, faith has become an omnipotent Buddha, and now those who worship the Buddha in my opinion are not called worship at all, that is wishful thinking, I will give you incense, you keep me safe and rich, and everyone takes what they need,,,,,,,"

"It seems to make sense to hear you say this, but I still don't approve, you think, even our advanced human beings exist in this world, that's really strange, right, I think it's better to believe it than to believe it, you have no fortune until now, it should have something to do with your thoughts, I advise you to change it, change it as soon as possible, and get rich early."

"Eat yours!! So superstitious at a young age,,,,,,"

The father and son packed up their things after eating and went to the township and county at night, and under the stimulation of Mi Xiaojun's family, Feng Yan worked harder, and his father expressed his unacceptability for Feng Yan to do his best at work, and he loved his son for fear that Feng Yan would not be able to bear it, and persuaded his son several times not to do so violently and slowly, but with little effect. Not only did Feng Yan not get tired, but the two of them also took a few more small jobs in this month. Mi Xiaojun called him at night to tell him that he could go to Taixian at noon tomorrow, but the work on the construction site was not finished, so he had to ask his father for half a day off

"What are you going for?"

"I've got something going on"

"What's so mysterious that even you can't say it?"

"It's just a little thing, I'll come over early the day after tomorrow"

"Are you looking for the girl who came last time?"

"Which? Ahh

"Not her? ,,,Who is that? Feng Yan's father heard that his son was indeed going on a date, and suddenly became interested, he put down his work and walked over to Feng Yan, "Tell me honestly!" ”

"You haven't seen it, and you don't know it."

"Don't talk about pulling it down, do it yourself," Feng Yan's father walked downstairs as he took off the gloves on his hand

"Dad, aren't you doing it? Dad,,,"

"you, I'll go to the toilet," Feng Yan's father took out his mobile phone and called Feng Yan's mother as he walked downstairs

"Hey, working overtime, I have something to tell you, our son is talking to someone, I just knew, didn't I just ask for leave to say that something was set out by me when I went out tomorrow, I don't know, this kid is strict-mouthed, don't say anything, take it home? I think it's better for you to say this, okay, okay, okay, I said, I said, I know, I know, that's it, hang up" Feng Yan's father rushed upstairs in one breath after making the call, and Feng Yan saw his father panting over, and a trace of contempt crossed the corner of his mouth

"Feng Yan, don't do it, go back to sleep"

"I just came up for a while"

"Obedient, go back to sleep, you have to keep your energy, hurry up!!"

"What, what's the matter?"

"This is a big deal for our family, uh, by the way, just now your mother said that you should find a chance to take the family in the past few days, we all want to take a look, especially your grandma, yes, this is what your grandma said"

"Dad, when did you talk so fast, the whole family knows the work of going downstairs to the toilet," Feng Yan didn't mean to leave, and counted his father while working

"You are the only seedling in our family, of course I have to let your mother and your grandmother know about this kind of thing, you don't want them to be happy, tomorrow I will give you five hundred yuan, don't forget to take her home, it's better to be the day after tomorrow, the day after tomorrow is a vacancy, do you hear!?"

"Hear me,,,,,,"

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In the afternoon, when Mi Xiaojun arrived in Taixian County, Mi Xiaojun had already arrived, but because Mi Xiaojun couldn't leave because he had something to do temporarily, the afternoon meeting that the two had made appointment could only be postponed to the evening, and Feng Yan sat alone in the canal park for an afternoon, and at half past seven in the evening, Mi Xiaojun finally appeared

"Feng Yan, you must not have eaten dinner, look, I brought you a lot of delicious food" Mi Xiaojun said and took out something from his bag - yogurt, bread, ham sausage, eggs, biscuits, apples, and a treasure chest

"Xiaojun, you bring so many things, it's not sinking, and I can't eat so much."

"This is what my mother prepared for me to eat on the road in the morning, I didn't eat it, I'll keep it for you to eat" Mi Xiaojun said with a smile, and when Mi Xiaojun turned his face to look at Feng Yan, the smile suddenly disappeared, "Feng Yan, you have lost weight again"

"Really? I feel like I'm strong again," Feng Yan said as he moved his arm to show Mi Xiaojun's biceps

"Feng Yan, don't take it to heart what I told you last time, I will do a good job for my parents, you have to believe me" Mi Xiaojun took Feng Yan's arm and leaned on Feng Yan's body

"Fool, I'm so stingy, didn't you say it last time, we still have time, what? Don't have confidence in me? ”

"No, I've always believed you're the best,,,,,, hey,,,,,, do you miss me?"

"You've asked me this question several times over the phone."

"I just like to hear from you?"

"Okay,,, I miss you, I miss you every day, I don't think about you all the time" Feng Yan let go of Mi Xiaojun's shoulders and stared at Mi Xiaojun with hot eyes, telling her love, but Mi Xiaojun, who took the initiative to ask for love, was shyly lowered by Feng Yan's eyes

"You're embarrassed to see everyone."

"Then I won't look at it, let's change it to hugging" Feng Yan took the opportunity to stop Mi Xiaojun in his arms, and the two of them sat in the old place by the canal in the canal park and hugged

"Feng Yan, I just liked a new song, do you want to listen to it"

"Okay"

Mi Xiaojun took out his mobile phone, turned on the music, and handed a headset to Feng Yan, still leaning on Feng Yan's arms and humming quietly

"The illusion of tears, the attachment of crying, the love of yesterday, the constant missing, the withering of the stamens, the fickleness of emotions, the oath floating, it doesn't matter ,,,,,, words"

"Pretty good song, what's the name?"

"Shhh,,,,,,h