Walking into the company's garden, there is a road paved with tiles, which I have to walk every day to and from work.

On each side of the road there is a long row of weeping banyan trees, which are a common tree on the side of the road. In the summer, a large green shade is formed to block the sun, and in the autumn, a layer of fallen leaves will accumulate on the road, with some black grains, which adds a little poetry.

After Liu Handong left, it rained in Nancheng for several days, and the black particles that fell on the tile road had been washed away by the rain and swelled a little.

To put it bluntly, I still rejected Liu Handong in a tactful way. In fact, he didn't understand that he didn't like me, he was just lonely, and I understood that loneliness and was afraid of that loneliness.

"Maybe one day / I'll leave you / Long journey / Find your true self / Maybe one day / I'll need you / Guard you with my life.

Maybe one day/You're tired of me/Want to find my true feelings/Maybe one day/You'll let go/No longer cling to the true meaning of love.

Maybe one day/I'll thank you/Accompany me to see my broken self/Maybe one day/You'll thank me too/Die to you for a short time. ”

I don't know who put such a song among the flowers, it tells my story and feelings completely.

"Listen to such a sad song to the flowers, aren't you afraid that the flowers will be ugly?" The minister in charge of the flower department rushed in and said.

Immediately, a young man apologized: "I'm sorry, I just connected to the wrong source, I'll change it immediately." ”

I looked at him, and there was a youthful air in his gestures, he was a new intern, Ah Shou, and he said that he hoped we would all call him that in the future, he really didn't like his real name.

After changing the sound source, when he saw me looking at him, he smiled embarrassedly at me, as if it was the third time he had made a mistake, and each time he dared to admit his mistake and smiled apologetically.

In him, I actually saw myself a few years ago, when I first started working, I was also ignorant and often made mistakes, but now I have also reached the stage of correcting others.

It seems that I am really old.

"The heart never grows old, never grows old." Su Yue began to give me a thought lesson.

I haven't been in her café for a week, but today she came to her door.

"What the hell is going on with you, I got married and I got you married."

"Girl, you are not married, and I haven't drunk your wedding wine yet." I retorted, "And I'm here well, don't curse me." ”

"I know that you are afraid of disturbing my world, you are the best person in this world."

"Good people suffer."

Su Yue laughed and said, "Who told you to reject Liu Handong, regret it?" ”

"I regret it to death." I deliberately said the opposite.

"Seriously, you're not tempted at all?" Su Yue felt sorry for my rejection of Liu Handong.

"I have only revolutionary friendship with him."

"Hey!" Su Yue let out a long sigh, "You have suffered a lot from Yang Er." ”

"What does this have to do with Yang Er?"

"You see, you're still defending him."

I'm silent, it's only getting darker.

Then, I took the magazine on the coffee table and flipped through it, which I bought at the newsstand on my way to work. There was a magazine about Provence, and I was fascinated by the sea of purple.

"You stay in the garden every day, and you haven't seen enough flowers."

"Where you can see enough, you can never see enough."

"Love, work, it's always been so brainless." Su Yue was helpless to me.

Putting down the magazine, I smiled compromisedly.

Su Yue's words are not unreasonable, I am deeply poisoned by Yang Er, even if the poison has been resolved, there are still terrible sequelae.

I can't seem to learn to love anymore.

Subsequently, Su Yue and I were planning this weekend's activities on the coffee table, and we agreed that in this crisp autumn season, we should go for a break and leave some beautiful traces for the whistling year.

By the way, I will also clean up the remaining poison.