Chapter Twenty-Eight: Humility
The tung trees in the south courtyard bloom small white flowers, one by one, scattered in the air like stars, becoming a different scenery. Flowers and plants give this world infinite beauty all year round.
There are all kinds of flowers blooming in the greenhouse, but I always feel that they are not bright enough, which makes me miss the flowers that bloom in the summer. At that time, I often ran to work with flower pots in my arms, and I felt that I was the richest person in the world, and I had this unique beauty, and I had infinite bright scenery in my arms. At that moment, I became the colorist of life.
"Sister Nuo, what flowers do you like?" When I was working and working, Ah Shou asked me this when we were looking at flowers together.
"Kikyo." I replied easily.
"The Flower of Missing?"
I nodded.
"It seems that what they say is true."
"They? What was said? "I'm a little curious.
"Say you're affectionate and infatuated."
"Don't believe what they say, it's just an illusion."
"When you say that, I believe it even more."
Ah Shou smiled wickedly.
"What flowers do you like?" I asked rhetorically.
"Dandelion!" Ah Shou asked heartily, "Legend has it that whoever finds a purple dandelion can get perfect love!" "Ah Shou said very mysteriously.
"Sounds beautiful, so did you find your purple dandelion?"
"I'll try to find it!"
Ah Shou flashed innocent big eyes, and at first glance, he was young and unaware of the hardships of life. Looking at it from a distance, I felt like an old man.
I couldn't help but blurt out: "It's good to be young!" ”
"Sister Nuo, you are only three years older than me, don't use such an old-fashioned tone."
Three years, how far away is the time of three years, and those who have not lost will never understand.
"I was three years ago and I'm not the same person now."
I looked up at the tall tung tree and sighed silently.
Three years ago, I had just left university, and I was very happy to work like Ah Shou. Because my life is surrounded by Yang Er's love, all the setbacks are ignored by me. It's like now, it's okay to always moan without illness, and it's annoying to look at yourself.
Xia Yuming began to take the trouble to pick me up and go to work, full of sincerity, making people feel that if I refused him, he would be the most ruthless person in the world.
But there are too many ruthless people in this world who are more ruthless than me, such as Yang Er.
They can't see it, and I'm afraid they will see it.
The power of public opinion is always strong, and soon the whole company mistakenly thought that Xia Yuming was my new boyfriend, and I inadvertently used my strength to prove to Ah Shou that I was not "affectionate and infatuated" as the rumors said.
"Say goodbye to the past and welcome the new life, life should be like this."
When I asked Su Yue for help, hoping that she would help me clear up my relationship with Xia Yuming, she educated me with such remarks.
"Believe me, you will be very happy to accept Xia Yuming."
"I'm afraid he'll be unhappy." I said impatiently.
"Why can't you just give him happiness?"
I was asked silently by Su Yue.
I've always been a person who prays for happiness, but when did I become the one who could give happiness to others?
It turns out that whoever is emotional first in love will be humbled. On the contrary, whoever is ruthless first is liberated.
I suddenly felt infinite pity for Xia Yuming, because I also longed for someone to cherish me so much, but I was always choosing the source of affection.
That source can never be Yang Er, I am sober enough, but not completely enough.
Su Yue smiled bitterly: "I knew early on that your character would only harm others, but I still have to take a risk." ”
Su Yue felt ashamed of Xia Yuming, she had to pull him into this muddy water, and now she was powerless to return to the sky.
I don't feel guilty.
"Forget it." Su Yue gave up and said, "But you don't want me to be this bad guy, if you have anything to say, you can go yourself." ”