To be honest, when Long Chuan told me about this decision, I felt very excited, and I felt a feeling of enthusiasm, and my mind was full of the shocking scenes of special forces training in the movie.

And I am also very much looking forward to the improvement of my mystic skills and actual combat experience, after going through so many things, I have lost the self-aggrandizement I had at this time, and I understand how small I actually are.

I swore to Long Chuan, let him not take care of it too much, let go of his hands and feet to carry out the most cruel training for me, if I Zhang Zhanhao frowned, I would not lead it.

However, the reality was much more cruel than I expected, and on the first day of training, I didn't frown, but I actually cried.

The first lesson that Long Chuan gave me was not to teach me mystical skills, nor to have actual combat experience, but to train my willpower.

At that time, Long Chuan asked me to be mentally prepared, and I was still a little disdainful in my heart, thinking that I hadn't experienced anything for a while, willpower? Inexistent!

As a result, this training subject was completely different from what I imagined, Long Chuan laid out a formation, asked me to sit cross-legged on the formation, and said that if I could hold on for an hour, my willpower would not collapse and this class would be considered qualified.

I was thinking about the special forces in the movie, making me hungry, or spraying me with a water gun, or making me suffer a little bit physically or something, and these things shouldn't be much of a problem for me.

I couldn't have been more wrong.

"Your Xuan Power is higher than mine, so you can't use any Xuan Power to resist in this process." Long Chuan told me solemnly.

I shrugged my shoulders confidently and sat cross-legged in the position of the Eye of the Formation, "Let's go, I'm just worried that an hour won't be enjoyable." ”

Long Chuan didn't speak, he threw out a yellow talisman that burst open in the formation, and then the formation was activated.

A layer of white mist slowly emerged from my side, and when I was mentally prepared to suffer a little in my body, many images suddenly flashed in my mind.

These pictures are all the things I care about the most in my heart, and they are very realistic, there is safety in the picture, there are unpleasant experiences when I was a child, and it is an extremely strong negative emotion anyway.

This negativity made me unable to hold on for less than five minutes, I felt like the whole world was about to collapse, and I felt that I had no point in living.

Under the impact of this powerful negative emotion, I burst into tears, felt a huge stone in my chest, and then finally couldn't help but roar, raised my palm and slapped it the door of my head, wanting to end it all in a dead way.

Syllable!

Just as I was about to slap this palm on the door of my head, something jerked on my wrist, and at the same time, the formation stopped.

The negative emotions just now were also swept away, but those memories were very clear.

"What's going on......" I looked at Long Chuan in surprise, tears still lingering on my face.

Long Chuan looked at me with a little disappointment, "Zhang Zhanhao, I expect you to be able to last at least half an hour, but you don't even have ten minutes, with your current willpower, it is impossible to resurrect Enron!" ”

"But that's not what I thought was training!"

Speaking of Enron, I was anxious, "I don't think this kind of training will have much effect at all, otherwise, you will train me in occult skills and actual combat experience......"

"Enough!"

Long Chuan suddenly scolded angrily, looked at me coldly and said, "Zhang Zhanhao, don't you know where your real weakness is now?" ”

I wondered, Long Chuan's personality has always been calm, and he rarely loses such a big temper.

Then I listened to him and said: "What you lack most now is not only actual combat experience, not only metasics, but your way of thinking and willpower, the real strongman, the competition is not only the level of mystical power, actual combat experience and mystical skills are very important, but in the end, the key to the real decision is the duel of willpower, as you are now, it is a fool's dream to resurrect Enron!" ”

After finishing speaking, Long Chuan turned around and left without looking back.

And I wondered, wasn't it because I didn't pass this training subject, which I didn't think was so important?

How could Long Chuan suddenly move so much, this is not his usual personality at all.

At this time, Tang Ning came over, watched me exhale softly, and asked me to follow her to the gazebo.

"Why does Long Chuan lose his temper so much?" I asked, confused.

Tang Ning glanced at me and sighed, "Zhang Zhanhao, let me ask you a question first, do you really want to resurrect An Ran?" ”

"That's not nonsense, everything I'm doing now is for safety!" I replied without thinking.

"But, do you think you're the only one in this world who cares about Enron?"

Tang Ning looked at me with a sideways face, and then continued, "I, Long Chuan, Yang Feng, and An Ran, the four of us grew up together, and the relationship between us definitely doesn't have to be with you to An Ran, although Long Chuan usually doesn't like to talk, but he is a person who pays great attention to affection. ”

"After Enron's accident, several of us have been suffering in our hearts, but we haven't expressed it like you, but this doesn't mean that we feel better than you in our hearts. When we know that Enron still has hope of resurrection, we are actually more excited than you. ”

"And resurrecting Enron is not an easy task, just a few of us are not enough now, so we can only pin our hopes on you."

"Me?" I don't understand a little, how can they pin their hopes on me when they can't handle things in Longchuan?

Tang Ning nodded, looked at me and said seriously, "From the moment your name appeared on the wordless stone tablet, your fate was destined to be extraordinary, and the only hope for resurrection and safety lies with you." Later, when you learned that your Xuanli cultivation had reached the sixth grade, you didn't know how happy Long Chuan was in his heart. ”

Because the stronger you are, the more hope there is for resurrection, so He puts all his hope in you. He is a person who is not good at expressing his emotions, and he is actually more anxious than anyone else about safety. ”

"In the willpower training just now, Long Chuan didn't mean to lose his temper with you, but because he was anxious. You're far weaker than he expected, and you're completely unaware of what really is wrong with you. ”

"These things will make the resurrection of Enron very slim, so Long Chuan behaved a little impatient, last time he was able to successfully get the demon core of the Xuanbing Beast, there was a very big chance factor in it, do you think this kind of accident will happen every time?"

Tang Ning said a lot to me that day, and I had a new understanding of Long Chuan and myself, and realized that my previous thinking pattern was completely wrong.

And the weakest point in me is neither metaphysics nor actual combat experience, but the way of thinking and my willpower.

After that, I went to find Long Chuan, who was sitting in the room, his eyes slightly squinted and his head bowed silently, his eyebrows full of melancholy.

He is such a person, no matter how big things happen, he never writes his emotions on his face, always holds them in his heart.

In fact, he is also a physical mortal, and there will be joys, sorrows, and sorrows, Tang Ning said that the previous Longchuan was not like this, but after experiencing some things, his personality slowly became like this.

"Downing just looked for me."

I sat down in front of him and reached out and patted him on the shoulder, "I don't want to say too much about anything else, if we can, let's continue training." ”

Long Chuan looked up at me, and I smiled at him.

Then he stood up without saying a word, turned his head and walked out.

For a long time to come, I trained every day under the guidance of Long Chuan and Downing.

This process is very difficult, and it is not an exaggeration to say that it is even cruel, every time I teach a new mystical technique, in order to let me quickly find my feelings, they will become my sparring partners, and let me use the four grades of mystical power to fight with them.

This kind of actual combat is definitely not a casual comparison, they are very ruthless, and often beat me to the point of spitting blood.

In addition to eating and sleeping every day, it is endless training, and sometimes when Yang Wanqing is free, she will also teach me some theoretical knowledge and some things in the occult world, so that I can expand my horizons.

Three months later.

Clang!

I raised the Black Xuan Shura to meet Long Chuan's aerial blow, and then, seeing the opportunity, I swept sideways and swept towards his ribs.

Long Chuan's swordsmanship was superb, and he shook out two sword flowers to easily dissolve my sword, and then stabbed me again at a tricky angle.

The two of us fought fiercely for dozens of rounds, followed by long-range occult training.

Although the Arcane Bullet and Fire Talisman are the simplest ranged attack arcane arts, they are the most practical and the most important attack methods in ranged competitions.

The difference is that although I can easily control the fire talisman and the mysterious power, the timing and prediction and accuracy are far behind.

It's similar to throwing a flying knife, anyone can throw the knife out, but a real master can play with accuracy and strength, as well as the timing of the shot in actual combat.

Rumble!

Two Xuanli bombs exploded between me and Long Chuan.

"Yes, a lot of progress." Long Chuan gave me a rare smile of appreciation.

Yang Wanqing and Tang Ning also clapped their palms a few times next to me and congratulated me.

"You're the type of person who is slow to learn things, but once you get started, you're going to do a lot better than others, and you're improving much faster than we expected."

Yang Wanqing gave an accurate evaluation on the side, although she has no Xuan power now, her theoretical knowledge is still higher than that of Long Chuan and others.

I am also very satisfied with myself, after these months of study, although my current Xuanli is still the sixth grade, but the combat effectiveness is completely different from before.

Although the use of Xuan Technique and actual combat experience are still far inferior to Long Chuan and the others, at least now they will never be like at the beginning, they can easily defeat me with Xuan Power one grade lower than me.

I wanted to say a few polite words to them, but before I could say anything, the phone rang.

It was Wu Daode who called, and as soon as he connected, he was heard on the other end of the phone and said in a deep voice: "Boss, something happened!" ”

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