A hospital ward in country M.

In the ward filled with the faint smell of disinfectant water, there was suddenly a faint fragrance of calla lilies, and it was He Chenxi who came in with a bunch of white calla lilies. She placed the flower on the cupboard next to the bed, and then lowered her eyes to look at the boy who was quietly lying on the bed breathing steadily.

As if fate had been replaced, Xia Chenyu had also stood on the side of the bed and looked at He Chenxi who was lying quietly on the bed, and now the positions of the two people have been exchanged.

I heard the doctor say that now he is hanging a hanging bottle of nutrient solution, Xia Chenyu seems to have woken up in the morning, and now it seems that he should have fallen asleep again. It seems that the idea of stepping on it is not very accurate, and it has not hit him when he is awake. He Chenxi smiled, and then reached out to help Xia Chenyu tuck the quilt, the quilt in this hospital is very soft, unlike other hospitals, the quilt is always a little hard.

After going back that day, I rested in the hotel for a day, and only returned to the crew to shoot this morning. Then I took a spare time to come to the hospital, asked Xia Chenyu's agent for the ward number in advance, and took a taxi.

People always think of many things that they don't usually think about when they are quiet, for example, when He Chenxi was lying quietly in the middle of the bed in the hotel room alone, he opened his eyes in the dark because he couldn't sleep, and his thoughts were mixed in the darkness, like a drop of ink falling into the black water, and it completely spread out silently.

Once you know a person's feelings for you, when you stand in front of him again, there is no way to maintain the mood you were in when you didn't know it. It's like someone who already knows the answer to the exam paper, and when they face the same exam paper again, they can't maintain the same mood when they first open the paper.

"I bought your pudding, and secretly asked your agent about your preference for vanilla pudding."

"I passed by the vending machine and bought you mineral water by the way."

"Bought a cup of hot chocolate, buy one get one free, this one is for you."

……

It seems that just by thinking about it a little, you can recall those inadvertent expressions of concern, like shining stars, and finally form a gorgeous night sky. And she was the one standing with her head upright under the night sky.

Like the gentlest water, it seeped into the door that opened the heart. He Chenxi had to admit that he had those habitual dependences on Xia Chenyu, and these dependences were in these little by little, like seeds that were inadvertently sown, got inadvertent nutrients, and finally grew into plants that people had no way to ignore its existence. By the time He Chenxi came to his senses, Xia Chenyu was already there, somewhere in his heart.

Complex emotions that are difficult to explain clearly, intertwined like a chaotic and chaotic web, make people breathless. He Chenxi had no way to explain what kind of feelings she had for Xia Chenyu, but she knew very well what kind of mood she was feeling when she was standing next to the hospital bed at this moment.

That is, worry.

It doesn't seem to be a worry from the perspective of a colleague or friend, but a worry beyond that, and He Chenxi doesn't know how to define such an angle.

He collapsed in front of her that day, and her feelings were mixed. The emotion that she couldn't sort out made her miserable, but her body didn't seem to give up on going into sleep because of her distress, and even after such a complicated night, she still fell asleep in a daze, like many nights she had experienced before, not much different.

At this time, Xia Chenyu, who was lying on the bed, opened his eyes gently, with a haggard look on his weak and slightly pale face, even if he had rested for so long, there seemed to be no way to recover. In a daze, Xia Chenyu seemed to see He Chenxi standing by the bed, and originally thought that he was just blinded by a mistake, but when his eyes were closed and reopened, he really saw the person standing beside his bed, He Chenxi with worry on his face.

"Feeling better? Do you want me to call a doctor? ”

Seeing Xia Chenyu who had woken up, He Chenxi hurriedly stepped forward and asked nervously.

"Help, help me sit up."

The long sleep made Xia Chenyu's mouth a little dry, and his voice was weak. Seeing this, He Chenxi immediately took out a stack of paper cups from the cabinet next to the bed, took one out of it, and poured a glass of water with just the right temperature.

"Drink some water."

After helping Xia Chenyu to sit up, He Chenxi handed over the water. Xia Chenyu took it, and then took a few sips to moisten his throat, He Chenxi put the paper cup containing the unfinished water back on the cabinet next to the bed, and helped Xia Chenyu who was sitting on the bed pull the quilt.

"Did the person who kidnapped you that day see what he looks like?"

Xia Chenyu asked the question he was desperate to know the answer to, and his slightly squinted eyes were completely open, because he had completely adapted to the light in the room.

"I didn't see the looks, I was knocked unconscious when I reacted, but Sister Vivian has already sent someone to investigate this matter."

Similarly, He Chenxi did not mention Gu Shengze's matter to Xia Chenyu, just like when she talked to Lin Wei'an.

"Well, after all, you were taken away completely unsuspectingly, and it's normal to be unaware of a lot of things. Now that everything is fine, you don't need to be scared anymore, you can wait for me to go with you when you get off work in the future. With me by your side, it should be safer. ”

Xia Chenyu smiled at He Chenxi, the corners of his mouth were hooked just right, revealing a smile full of warmth.

"You've spent the whole night coming to me, forgetting to rest...... I'm sorry to have you hospitalized. Next time, you can entrust Sister Vian to someone to do these things, you don't want to burn your body......"

He Chenxi tried his best to dodge and said.

"I volunteered to do this, I didn't have to worry about others looking for you to find it myself, just like the last time you fainted on the set, I was the first to voluntarily come forward and pick you up. Everything I do, I do voluntarily. Although it may seem very unseemly to say these things in front of you, but you are here today, so allow me to say everything I want to say in front of you at once. ”

Xia Chenyu's eyes lacked the meaning of jokes on weekdays, and only sincerity remained.

He Chenxi just stood there quietly, staring at Xia Chenyu for a long time, and finally she was the first to dodge her eyes. Xia Chenyu naturally noticed this, a trace of sorrow flashed in his eyes, he lowered his eyes slightly, and was silent.

"If you're bothered, then I'm not going to say it. It's good that you didn't say anything to me. ”

Sure enough, I was in a hurry. Why, how can you forcefully stuff the other party with your own mind and subjective thoughts, the person who accepts it must not be happy...... Why didn't he think of this, and actually said such reckless words......

Just as Xia Chenyu was reflecting on what he had just said, a pair of slender hands reached over and gently held his broad hand. He looked up and met a pair of beautiful eyes.

"Chenyu, you...... You like me, right? ”

After thinking about it for a long time, He Chenxi felt that he should not continue to escape, and all the problems that should be faced should be dealt with head-on. Whether it's cutting out unsorted and chaotic thoughts, or all these intricate people and things.

"Unprovoked, why do you mention this ......?"

This time, Xia Chenyu didn't dare to look directly into He Chenxi's eyes, he planned to fool the past with a smile, but he didn't succeed.

"I'm serious, Chenyu, you ......"

Halfway through it, I couldn't go on, but what was the content of the second half of the sentence that couldn't be said was clear to the two of them. He Chenxi paused for a moment, and finally gave up, and when she was about to let go of the hands that held Xia Chenyu's hand, he gently held it in turn.

"If I say I like you now, can you stay with me?"

If I say it now......

I like you.

Although I had expected to hear words like this, when I actually heard them, I still felt that my brain was numb, and I felt that my head had suddenly been emptied, and I became completely unable to think.

"Sure enough, I still can't enter your world...... Am I too self-conscious to say such unseemly things......"

Xia Chenyu just glanced at He Chenxi, and he already knew the answer, he let go of He Chenxi's hand that he was holding, and smiled self-deprecatingly.

"I'm sorry, Dawn. You just don't say anything. ”

He Chenxi raised his head, met Xia Chenyu's eyes, his lips moved, he was about to say what he was going to say, but in the end he didn't say it.

"Chenyu, you have a good rest, I will come to see you tomorrow."

Completely as if he had fled from the desert, He Chenxi quickly packed up his things, nodded slightly towards Xia Chenyu, and then left the ward. In the ward, only Xia Chenyu was left, and there was a bouquet of calla lilies brought by He Chenxi.

He Chenxi, who had left Xia Chenyu's ward, ran all the way to the main entrance of the hospital. But when she actually walked out of the hospital and stood on the bustling sidewalk, she was lost again.

"Chenyu, you...... You like me, right? ”

In the end, he asked this question, and he became a deserter without giving any answer, a complete deserter.

He Chenxi glanced back in the direction where the hospital gate was located, and looked in the direction where Xia Chenyu's ward was, where the window was open. Then she shook her head violently, as if she was trying to shake something off, and turned and walked away.

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