Chapter 11 Childhood Sweethearts
When he doesn't love, his love has quietly passed, and the person he loves always wants to grab something, even if it's a phantom.
All, in a failed relationship, the saddest thing is that the party who doesn't love turns around and leaves, while the party who loves remains where and is sad.
Unfortunately, I'm the latter.
Liu Handong's cousin told me: Yang Er and Mu Qingyi are high school classmates, they used to be childhood sweethearts, but they never became real boyfriend and girlfriend, which has also become an eternal thorn in each other's hearts, and they can't pull it out or quit, and it hurts faintly when they think about it.
After graduating from high school, they went their separate ways, and they also had their own lives and feelings.
Yang Er's feelings are me.
Mu Qingyi's feelings are Liu Handong.
We who are immersed in love cheer and rejoice, but we don't know that this is the beginning of all sorrow.
Liu Handong and I may have overestimated ourselves, thinking that the people we met in front of us were what God had prepared for us. Or maybe Yang Er and Mu Qingyi underestimated their feelings, thinking that the person they met in front of them would become the person who would accompany them for the rest of their lives. They begin by forgetting the past and devoting themselves to a new life.
However, even if they don't meet, don't connect, and don't live in the same space, there is always something that binds them invisibly and makes them unforgettable.
Perhaps, it was the thorn that had been stabbed by both of them in the morning.
Romantically, it's called Cupid's arrow.
So when they meet once, the bond deepens until it adds up deep enough that nothing can stop them. It is like a sealed demonic beast, once it breaks through, the power of the desolation is enough to destroy everything, and the power that appears is still invincible in the world.
I don't know how many times Yang Er and Mu Qingyi met, and finally broke through all the shackles and ran to each other's arms, even if they abandoned the whole world, it didn't matter.
Liu Handong's cousin said that it was Mu Qingyi and Liu Handong's engagement banquet that made them suddenly become indifferent to everyone and the eyes of others, because they knew that this was the last chance, and if they missed this time, they would miss this life.
If they say that they are young and don't understand love, it is too late to repent at this moment, and they try their best to chase it.
What a vigorous love.
If this were a movie, I would have sighed when I watched it.
But life is not a movie, and there are too many things to bear in reality. This kind of love will not make the world applaud, it will only make people scold, it hurts too many people.
As for Mu Qingyi and Liu Handong's engagement banquet, it was at the beginning of May this year, which was the sunny season, the grass grew and the warbler flew, and the flowers bloomed in all directions.
Yang Er only told me that the company sent him on a business trip, and I believed it, and I have always believed him.
He was depressed at the time of separation, and I thought it was a reluctance to give up on me, because we were going to be separated for three days. So, I poured all my passion into him. Thinking back to how happy I was then, how painful it is now.
I don't know if Yang Er was in the mood to attend that engagement banquet in the first place, or if he had already planned for the future. So, shortly after I returned, he broke up with me.
However, Mu Qingyi is a great existence, occupying his entire heart and even his whole world, but he has been hiding it from me, lying to me, and he doesn't even want to involve her in the reason for breaking up.
His love for me is less than 1/10,000.
Or, is there one in 10,000? Is there still love?
I suddenly felt that the time we used to be together was all made up of lies, no wonder it was so vulnerable.
And I am the most miserable person, who has always lived in a love made up of lies.
When people are sad, they think the most negatively.
After listening to Liu Handong's cousin's story, I quickly sobered up again, and I had the move to Haicheng.
Su Yue asked me why I did this.
I think that in this love, Yoo Han-dong and I have both become victims, and I want to give him a little comfort from my own kind, because I have already received some answers from him.
"Lovelorn Positional Alliance."
Su Yue called us with a smile.
I laughed too. It seems that this description is very apt and very sad.
The plane landed smoothly, and I arrived at Haicheng with such a mood all the way.