After speaking, Ye Shan grabbed her bag and ran out.

Through the glass door of the café, Ye Shan saw Tang Wending sitting in yesterday's position, she suddenly felt that she was ridiculous, and it was still the same after many years, as long as Tang Wending hooked her fingers, she would run away. And now at the risk of losing a good friend, but still doing so.

Pushing open the door, Ye Shan walked towards Tang Wending and sat in front of him generously. Compared to yesterday, her mood was no longer surging, because she didn't want to miss the opportunity to meet him face-to-face again.

"I'm sorry!" Seeing Ye Shan, Tang Wending was still saying these three words.

"Are you just going to say those three words?" Ye Shan muttered.

"Do you still want to hear what I'm saying?" Tang Wending looked at Ye Shan, those eyes were still as bright as before, Ye Shan was once deeply attracted by these eyes.

This couldn't help but remind Ye Shan of the classmate who suddenly broke into the classroom and shouted "report", Ye Shan saw those bright eyes as soon as she looked up, she felt that they were the most beautiful eyes she had ever seen, and it was from that time that she liked him.

"You don't tell me how you know."

Tang Wending raised the corners of his mouth, "Maybe you don't believe it, I used to like you very much, I really liked it." ”

"yes, didn't you kid me?" Ye Shan sneered.

"I remember the first time I met you was during military training, and you weren't as pretentious as other girls. That's when I started to pay attention to you. Tang Wending recalled, "Then, I inquired about which class you were in, and I also applied for a class change." ”

Ye Shan suddenly understood that he had come from another class to report that day.

"It's a great feeling to be in the same class as you." Tang Wending laughed, "Remember how often I talk to you?" ”

Ye Shan nodded, it was indeed him who took the initiative first, and again and again, which also slowly increased her good impression of him.

"I became more and more dissatisfied, and I wanted to go further with you, and finally mustered up the courage to write a note to you in my sophomore year of high school. Do you remember the content? Tang Wending asked.

"Can we socialize?" Ye Shan replied softly. She remembered that when she opened the note, her heart beat so fast and fast, although it was not a love letter, but it was more exciting than a love letter, because it was so straightforward.

"You don't know, I've been thinking about this sentence for a long time, and I wanted to say that you can be my girlfriend, but I didn't dare."

Looking at Tang Wending, who had been calm, Ye Shan thought of herself who had sprinkled yesterday and felt too embarrassed.

"I didn't expect the matter to be revealed, and my mother found out." Speaking of this, Tang Wending looked lost, "If I continue, she will help me transfer schools." ”

Ye Shan gradually understood what was going on, but she still felt very angry.

"Then why didn't you tell me?"

"Because it's so embarrassing."

"But do you know that because your self-esteem hurts another person's self-esteem. I really felt like the whole school was laughing at me. ”

"No one knew at the time that I had written a note to you."

"But I have a ghost in my heart." Ye Shan leaned back in her chair, "At that time, I desperately went to look through the calendar to see if it was April Fool's Day, but it wasn't. I'm wondering if you made a bet with someone and deliberately tricked me. ”

Tang Wending looked apologetic: "I'm sorry! ”

"You really owe me so much, I'm sorry."

"Actually, you're right, I'm a coward."

"I used to like you very much." Ye Shan muttered to the coffee in front of her.

"As soon as you graduated from high school, you cut off contact with everyone." Tang Wending continued, "I want to find you to make it clear, but I don't have a chance. ”

Ye Shan was silent, she felt very ashamed, just like Tang Wending, so she stopped contacting her classmates as soon as she graduated, even her best friend - Liu Jia. Because, she replied to Tang Wending with a note at that time, which was called Liu Jiachuan.

"It wasn't until I met you by chance in my sophomore year that I didn't expect us to study in the same city."

Tang Wending's words made Ye Shan fall into memory.

That day, she accompanied Xue to the school next door to see her crush, but she didn't expect to see Tang Wending there. At that time, Tang Wending was galloping on the court, and when he turned around, he saw her, and after a while, he ran towards her ecstatically, which was a look that Ye Shan would never forget.

"But it's still too late." Tang Wending said regretfully.

"You already have a girlfriend."

Tang Wending lowered his head, "She has done a lot of things, standing downstairs in the boys' dormitory for hours in winter, just to see me." ”

Ye Shan smiled disdainfully, she had only waited for hours, but years, but he couldn't see it.

"After meeting you, I broke up with her, but I didn't know she would be so extreme, she said that if I wanted to break up, she would die." Tang Wending looked helpless, "She secretly prepared a lot of sleeping pills. ”

Ye Shan was silent, there were so many people in this world who were "enemies" of her. She couldn't help but think of the dream she had, no matter how she walked, she couldn't get close to him not far away, just like Tang Wending.

There is no chance in this life. Ye Shan sighed deeply in her heart.

"So, when you come to me later, I can only avoid it."

"Why didn't you explain at the time?"

"It would be better for you to hate me than to let you know my troubles, I thought you would forget about me."

Ye Shan shook her head, "But I can't forget you." ”

"I'm sorry!"

"Hey!" Ye Shan smiled bitterly, "In the end, there is something that is holding you back." ”

"A few years later, she became less extreme, she said that I was always not warm enough for her, or broke up peacefully. But I didn't expect ......" Tang Wending paused, "she is pregnant." ”

Ye Shan smiled helplessly and weakly.

At this moment, there is no need for Tang Wending to say, she has already guessed that the reunion and receipt of the email should be when they decide to break up, and Tang Wending's disappearance should be when she knows that his girlfriend is pregnant.

It's ridiculous and ridiculous, but that's the truth.

"It only shows that we really don't have a chance."

Tang Wending bowed his head and was silent.

Ye Shan found that during the conversation, Tang Wending always lowered his head, his eyes always dared not look at her, it turned out that guilt would make a person so humble.

"It's all gone." Ye Shan concluded, and then smiled faintly. She couldn't bear to make the person she had been obsessed with look like that in front of her.

In order to lighten the mood, they diverted the topic and talked about some trivial things in life.

Ye Shan thought that when the truth was clear, she would no longer be obsessed with the past, nor would she remember the person in the past. However, when she sent Tang Wending away with a tolerant smile on her face, she found that her heart was suddenly empty, so empty that she was a little scared.

When she got home, Ye Shan nestled into the sofa and suddenly cried. The love that had been indelible in her youth had come to an end, for the most banal and simple reasons, and she felt like she had lost something she never wanted to lose, and she would often go back in her dreams and look back at the boy who was smiling at her at the end of the corridor. But now she can't go back, not even in a dream.